Toofargone

I am going to lead a completely solitary life. No contact with anyone. This is the last post. Closing the blog.

All.this hacking and manipulation has stressed me very much. Only response will.be the death of thousands of people. These people will.not let me live.

Entity extraction can be easily done using dependency parser using my method. It can probably become one of the best entity extraction tool built till date for undupervised cases. Can come close to supervised ones. I reaffirm my commitment to dependency parser as the foundation block for NLP tools. 

I am going to humiliate everyone involved in this game including the labor class. I will humiliate everyone brutally.

The dog definitely seems like captain america. it doesnt look like ironman. captain america has been defeated along with the queen. The crow seems like google.

I think my real talents and interests lie in business. All other work is simply boring. I think I will start an apple and retreat business. I am fed up with online work. It is boring and monotonous. The US has strung me along for way too long. Moreover, they seem like very arrogant people Especially google. I probably do not have any real love for tech. It is simply timepass. My real love is business.

I don't think I am ever going to have a happy married life. I hate women. moreover, the person will have a lot of advantage over me. Knowing ins and outs about me. She is going to have the upper hand in the marriage. I cant allow that. And who knows if she perceives something as insult, the whole world will gang up against me again. I need a lot of space.

The weather has depressed me again. I dont think I am suited to live in rainy weather.

I think I am right most of the time. Almost everytime.

Appear weak for a while. The enemies will show their faces. Faces revealed by enemies include women, truweight, and many more.

It is all related to women. Every time my situation sounds desperate, women start showing up in my feeds.

I think capitalism is destroying humanity. America is destroying humanity. America and Britain are responsible for all the ill that has befallen the world. Arrogant hypocrites. Also destroyed my life by hacking. I am thinking of renouncing technology due to persistent hacking. Hacking has not allowed me to complete anything. It is so exhausting. Cant achieve more than 70 percent precision on simple queries but have the audacity to hack and tell me that my approach is not right. Fucking hypocrites. It is mainly hacking that has destroyed my life and I hold Americans responsible for it. Slandering is another thing and Barclays people are going to pay for it. Will they apologize publicly if I achieve better results than them singlehandedly?  I have time and again mentioned that I have no interest in them. Why do they continue to interfere? They are making an existing situation worse. I am not a damsel in distress. I do not need to be saved. I can take care of myself.  ...

Loss of hope is freedom. Hope gives temporary relief from pain. Do not hope. Just be. 

I think Tintin is the most brutally defeated person.

I am terminating all relationships including friends and family. No relations with anyone involved in this game. It makes me sad. But there is nothing I can do about it. I am hardwired this way. No calls and talks with anyone. Deleting my past. I am blocking anyone who has issued even a single signal. A solitary life is much better than living with abusers.  It will take me at least 3-4 years to get back to trusting people. I will have to spend my whole life fighting. There is just no other choice. No association with anyone who deserted me in my time of need or who played a part in this charade. I will never ever have a relationship again. I will not talk to anyone.  Deleted all my social media accounts. Thinking of deleting gmail as well. But have too much data on it. 

Coding is very boring. Writing is more fun than coding. I dont think I will ever work as a coder or programmer. sucks life out of you. it is time pass. i am sick and tired of monotonous work like coding. There is no significant challenge as well. i think i will eventually become a writer. Tech gets boring after sometime. Running a retreat should be fun. Will give much needed relief from monotonous tech work.

Nuremberg principle will be applied to people while sentencing them.

I am starting a responsible tech campaign. These big companies make big bucks at the expense of their users. Someone needs to spread awareness of the gravity of the situation. I will gradually move towards limiting use of technology in my life. I think technology has destroyed our lives considerably. I do not love tech really. It is only what it enables to do. 

I have won again. Barclays and uk agents have been defeated. Neha and deepmala bharti have been defeated. Ben of BG has been defeated. Ian of BG has won. My family has also been defeated

I wish everyone just left me alone. Especially Americans. I am happy and intend to spend the rest of my life here. I am not going to change or break. There is no point in further interfering with my life. I have won by all counts. I dont need further education. Accept that you have destroyed my life, beg for mercy, and maybe I will ask for a reduced sentence or will not kill you. The more you keep up the charade, the worse it is going to get for you. My well wishers (if there are any) should also leave me alone. I can take care of the offenders in time. I have issued sexist comments, refused to change, and proved that I am a narcissist. What else do you need from me to leave me alone? You will have to suffer. There is no doubt about it. The longer you keep up the charade, the worse it is going to get for you.

I am starting a daily diary. Will allow me to keep track of my situation and mood. 22 Jun Cleaned my room. Working on extracting the maximum out of dependency parser. I think this is going to be one of the best unsupervised NLIDB. Had khichdi for lunch. Was fed up with besan ka chillas. It was good. Arhar daal lends a nice taste. I have become caught up with the desire for building a retreat. 23 June Had khichdi for lunch. Practiced some graph traversal techniques. 24th June Sunday. Made arrangements for water. Had some nice almost perfectly coooked besan ka chillas. Roasted some semolina for further use. Did some cleaning. 25th June Implemented nearest edit distance. Will use different method for larger databases. Efficiency is not my priority right now.  Had a rava dosa today. Did not have a good sleep yesterday. Feeling a bit down. Bad sleep can fuck up the day. Worked some on the parser.

It is very powerful. Could build the foundation blocks of most NLP tools. I plan to extract the maximum out of dependency parsers. It could be the fundamental building block of brain processing. Fuck anyone who says otherwise. I dont think end to end NLP solutions can be built without using a pipeline. I think the brain uses both dependency and constituency parsing to process sentences. I am redefining the benefits of dependency parsing in NLP applications. It can do almost everything a semantic parser can do if you use it properly.

Have learnt a lot of neo4j on my own. Now need to improve my neo4j query skills. As of now it is a bit inefficient.

I think there is some Bobby Jindal connection as well.

Desire to build a retreat/resort is getting strong. The orchard is a great place for a retreat. This is perhaps the best course of action for me. I like this place. It is beautiful and secluded. Plus I will get to do my experiments in various fields. Plus makes financial sense. I plan to make it self sufficient, zero waste, and completely in harmony with nature. Will serve as a model for other retreats.  I can easily continue to work online. No issues there. Moreover, I can work when I want because of the financial independence. I still dont enjoy programming etc. Not challenging enough. In fact I don't think there is anything worth doing except creating. There is no greater joy than the joy of creating. I will get to relax in the swimming pool all day. What more can one ask? Living with nature is the best thing for me.  I firmly believe that people should live like animals. We have over complicated our lives. I am trying to simplify it.  Anyone willin...

The only thing that matters is victory. Nothing else. These people have to concede defeat. No way out. No peace terms before that. All UK and Barclays agents including my family have to accept defeat. Concede that I was right. I will accept my actual transgressions. Not imagined or perceived ones.

I am starting legal formalities for separating from my family. Too much pain it brings me. latest antics of my sister has proven that they will not accept anything short of total humiliation. Fuck them. who wants to live with such a fucked up family??

Applied for a scraping job remote working. Scraping is fairly simple work. I can automate everything and relax. Will quit in a few months. Need to understand production level work.

I am going to start random killings if the hackers dont give themselves up. The blood will be on the hands of the hackers. The ball is in your court. Give yourself up. Tell the whole world about your machinations. I will ask for a reduced sentence if you give yourself up. Otherwise, a lot of people will have to die unnecessarily.

Exercise can be beneficial for mental health. Especially for people with mental problems such as anxiety, depression. Being fit, active, and agile can give you some control over life. This can decrease these symptoms.

All this fighting has exhausted me. It is a fucking nightmare. Everyone trying to humiliate me one way or other. I have to humiliate them back. It is tiring.

I am going to issue a legal notice to british gas business leicester branch for slandering and defamation.

What if a women refuses to have further sex in the  middle of an intercourse (lets say when the man is nearing orgasm)? Would that count as a rape if the man wants to continue?

Very narrow minded people. Don't understand anything except money. Scum of the earth. They will take advantage of nice people. They reflect society's  mentality. Only not articulate and suave enough to disguise it. 

I am feeling a bit sick.

Will start a travel project in the next few months.

Not a good person. Very political.

These people have been defeated badly. They are scrambling for anything. I feel sorry for them. They are at their wits end. They keep trying to humiliate me in some way or other. It is pathetic. The whole world ganging up on one person. Still they have been defeated. And now death of these people will follow. Real horrible deaths.  Sometimes I think I will go crazy.

In my case, living on the offensive is the only way to live. The more defensive I get, the more these people will fuck me.  Everyone will find my slightest weakness and mistake. Keep attacking everyone. This is the only way for me to live. A sad state of affairs but has to be done.

Evolutionary pyschology and neurobiology can be used to explain non duality from a scientific point of view. A part of duality comes from emotions. All of behaviour and emotions can probably be explained by evolutionary psychology. If so, what was before evolution? I will detail later.

Could evolution and chakras be related? If so, some reconciliation can be achieved.

The theory of circuits and brain associativity are related. These people have tortured me using brain associativity. It is like calling a person various names without actually saying.

I think a lot of people want me in a sweet spot. Human nature. What can you do?

I will lodge a case against Deepmala Bharti if I find that she has been spreading lies about me. I have gotten sufficient hints about her involvement. I am ready for a polygraph. Will write in detail tomorrow. Will highlight the necessary aspects. I wonder if I should write all the details publically.  Could be embarassing. It was started by her. She came on to me during an outing. I am ready to attest to this on a polygraph. She even behaved like my girlfriend at times. All of her own accord. Once I opened the toilet door accidentally while we were on a train. She had not locked the door properly and I wasnt aware if anyone was in the toilet. Not my fault. I am not sure if I should air the dirty laundry in public. I have decided to file a case. Will do it within a month. Also a case against barclays and hacking guys. Also on quora. For deliberately harassing me through irrelevsnt questions. I think she has the backing of microsoft. no worries. lets file a case an...

Google is very arrogant about its NLP capabilities. Truth be told both syntaxnet and sling are not that great. Agreed that my solution is more of a stopgap solution and that big companies build futuristic solutions. Still I think deep learning is not as successful in NLU as image recognition. Both are very different problems.

If my father promises me rental income of two shops without doing anything, I can think about returning home. I really dont feel like working. I think I will head home pretty soon. I am getting depressed due to water problems. Puranchand is responsible for it.

I do not think there is anything wrong in it. In my case, I really dont see any point of living. But I will continue just to defeat these people. After that maybe I will commit suicide. I dont think I have any choice. I think there is nothing more to life. Life is completely meaningless. I have probably seen it all. I do not have the capacity to love. Maybe I will probably commit suicide within a year. There is nothing for me in this crazy mad world. I dont enjoy anything anymore. Everything seems boring. Moreover I dont think I can trust anyone in this world anymore. Should I go out with a bang? Taking out most of the perpetrators? Or just fade away silently? I think I will kill with a swift blade to the throat. Slice it really nice. Then watch the light go out of their eyes as they bleed to death. Random killings should be fun.

He has caused me a lot of problems. Doublefaced pig. I have given him sufficient warning about promising to work and not delivering. No more work to him at any cost. Fuck him. I have suffered a lot due to his ambivalence. Cant do so many things due to lack of water.

This life is perfect for me. I dont need anything else. I think I am too damaged to go back to society. Moreover, I think a simple country life is more suited for me compared to the chaotic city life. I do not miss the trappings of city life at all. There is nothing in the city for me.

I have decided to launch an analytics, AI, and automation company. Will focus on developing products and solutions. Focus will be on innovation. No me too offerings. I think I will join a full stack development company for a few months. It will allow me to learn the intricacies of production level work. Wont work for more than a few months.

Do all the batmen accept defeat?

Looks like I can beat state of the art or at least come close to it. This is probably going to be one of the best unsupervised NLIDB. Take it in your ass my family, barclays, corrupt and useless politicians,  and UK. NLIDB problem is mainly of sequence modelling and word embeddings. Programming can be stressful if you are not focused. Wrote the first version for identifying x,y,z. First draft of syntaxnet done. Moving on to sling. Will move on to other rules and maybe some supervised learning afterwards. Need to refine it a lot. Too much work needed. It can work for simple queries. Need to refine it for complex queries. A little bit of help from a linguist will be useful. I dare anyone to build a pure deep learning NLIDB. Quora haters can suck my dick after trying. I will allow them to swallow the sweet nectar of my dick. I know that the handcrafted features can be learnt by the deep learning model. Still I dont think end to end systems can be built; especially open d...

I am left with no choice but to become a terrorist. There is no other way to get justice. I believe terrorists are right. These countries only respond to strength. They will keep on torturing people unless someone stops them. 

The world is an extremely horrible place. I think I will do nothing. Indians are also not good people.

Hacking stresses me. Brings back all the painful memories including stock market hacking, code hacking, net hacking, call hacking, phone hacking and many more things. Whenever things start looking up, they hack it. 

There is no point freelancing. I am fed up and tired of everything. 

The worst country in the world. Hypocrites with white supremacy complex. I did not harbor any ill feelings towards them earlier. Now I do. I am going to make it my life's mission to harm UK people. I have warned them time and again. Everything has fallen on deaf ears. They have to suffer. UK and Barclays owe a compensation of at least 1 million dollars for all the harassment caused over the years. If you think I am greedy, so be it. You need to learn a lesson. If this is related to Deepmala Bharti I am ready to take a polygraph. Everyone involved in this game should go to jail. If you want details, just ask. I am ready to give all the details. I am sure this is a misunderstanding. BJP should be fucked as well. colluding with my family members for anti tech campaign. 

Deleted the site for pinepalace. I am not going to work for useless people anymore. They cant respect work.So much time wasted unnecessarily. gave an option to reestablish the site after the payment.

These people are jealous of my success. After being thoroughly defeated, they have resorted back to manipulation. Blocked my payment. What can you do? The amount of demoralizing I have to endure is unbelievable. Still I defeated these people.

I dont think there is any point in trying too hard in    life.

I think he is yogi adityanath's agent. UP ka koi connection hai. Isliye nishu nishu karta rehta hai.

I am terminating all relationships with family members and friends forever. No point in keeping in touch with betrayers. I feel a load off my chest. Feels like catharasis. Merely deciding to terminate ties feels so cool.

I need to sell books to raise some money. If anyone knows the process, please let me know.

Early morning hacking has highly stressed me. All these noises amplify the stress.

Cold makes you feel alive.

I think they are also involved in the whole game. I think they too are useless people. BJP waale hai sab. sanjay dutt ka bhi link lagta hai.

All this surveillance has increased my stress levels significantly.

These guys want to go the whole distance. They will not rest until I have been completely broken. Sorry to disappoint you guys.

Obama ko laat maro. Useless person.

Greeted him with sarcasm yesterday. Wonder if he understood it.

Useless poor person. Filled with inferiority complex. Wanted to establish his useless daughter as queen. I think he got his daughter into CA through jugaad. His daughter is another useless creature. Doesn't know anything. Kind of a boorish person. My brother was played by his daughter. 

I have won by miles. Fucked them very brutually. Fucked youtube and quora haters brutally. I have won again.

I think nepalis were sent to cut grass to humiliate me. Sadly no opportunity came their way.

The usual game of demoralizing continues. Such horrible people. I enjoy toying with them. The vultures are waiting including youtube. I enjoy fucking them. Give them enough to breathe and then crush them.

They are agents of Barclays as well as UK and America. Also facebook's agents. Also agent of Jagdish Narsaria. 

I am the unbreakable. I have come out on top despite so many conspiring against me.

I have decided to launch a company. The unbreakable keeps moving.

It is about pretending to be a man of value but not actually being.

I will start working on kaggle.

The cure for loneliness is awareness. I do not feel lonely anymore.

I have fucked the bengalis. My mother along with her bengali allies have been defeated. BJP has also been defeated. The Jagdish Narsaria group has also been defeated. Praveen Sharma and Barclays group has also been defeated. Useless fucks. They should die of shame for ruining my life for their pettiness. The Mandi group has also been defeated. Politicians have also been defeated. My brother has also been defeated along with his wife. All their efforts wasted. I pity them. Also fucked captain America and UK.

Finally parsed sling. Will test it and post it online. Maybe some others can benefit. NLIDB progress is looking good. Minor changes are needed. Seems like it is done. Extensive testing will reveal its true capacity. I eill have to test it with a few more samples. I feel good. The code is a bit crappy. Will clean it later. Sling is useful. No doubt about it. But I dont think it is going to be very reliable. Maybe it was not trained to handle everything.

Let me take this opportunity to tell you that I am not poor by any means. I am in a state of war with my family and everyone else which is why I cant ask them for money. Moreover, I do not mind living like a poor person. What bothers me is the constant and unnecessary humiliation people try to force down my throat. Even if I treat everyone with respect, people still try to humiliate me. I should kill all such people. No mercy.  Also no donations in the name of being poor. Give it to people who need it. I don't need it.

I have won. Accept defeat. Accept that you have manipulated everything. All my problems were because of your manipulation. I was right everywhere. I was right in everything. All my decisions were right. Accept defeat you useless fucks. Only through manipulation were you able to do all this. I have won.

Society has gone down the drain. Living with society is difficult and too painful for a person like me. I think society is very fucked up.

I am going to learn a bit of chemistry. Should help with novel writing and murders.

Is the emperor naked?

I think women have been the major cause of my miseries. I should become a serial killer and hunt women.

How many Ellsworth Tooheys exist in this world? I think most of them are Ellsworth Toohey.

Feeling a bit sick. I guess lack of water in body.

Why do we love music?