Toofargone

Clean clothes, better health, good weather, enemies defeated; it feels fine now.

I now realize that I have been a victim of systematic demoralizing and degradation. I am not sure of the objective. It has failed spectacularly. They couldnt break me.  All they were able to achieve was destroying my life.

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Science has overriden evolution. Survival of the fittest no longer applies in the conventional sense.

Tintin se compost ka kaam karwao. Tab sahi rahega. People who were clamoring for my demise should be assigned those same tasks. Swami - Dihadi lagwao Vishnu Sharma, Pravesh, Gajju - Chowkidaari karwao Tintin - Compost Banwao Will write more.

I should also kill my friends. They have been instrumental in demoralizing me.

I have a good product on my hands. I will solely focus on it for a month. It will become a perfect product by then. Multitasking is becoming stressful. Anyway I am not going to get funding for chatbot in the near future. Web Development is pretty simple. It is also very boring. One of the most mundane jobs in the world. A 10 year old can do web develipment.It is so easy. I feel sorry for the pathetic and boring life of web developers. Just syntax. nothing else. No intuition required. I am white labelling third party apps. Will look like I have done a lot of work. Template integration on blog almost done. Oscar will probably require a lot more work. Placed my first order on Oscar. User names are also captured. Will allow a lot of features. Integration with login is one of the main benefits of oscar. Simply remove the authentication of oscar and it will work with your main site authentication. Will need to test it more. I make things look so easy. Now integrating paypal and templates...

The four choices stand: 1. Perpetrators go to jail 2. Ten million dollars - Not a penny less.  on account of loss of revenue and harassment. 3. People die 4. Kill me You can choose anyone. up to you.

I suspect that Tata group is also kind of an enemy.

Living alone is very peaceful. I could live like this forever. Unfortunately, everything requires interaction with society. I need to find a way to remove total contact with society. I dont want to live with this horrible society. Nothing good can come out of it. Have to cut off all family ties. There is no way around it. These people will not let me live my life my way.  No point living with them. They have been complicit in destroying my life. Tired and bored of working. Work is so boring. Life is so boring. I dont think I am serious about my life anymore. Multitasking is stressful. I need to take up stress reducing hobbies. I am back to philosophical mode. Makes me peaceful. I think one way of achieving peace is not planning for future. Stress levels skyrocket due to so much manipulation. I need to destress. Self employment is much better than a 20 Lakh job. A job has got so much hassle and interaction with crappy people that it is almost impossible to do job. If it is a r...

Makes me happy. At least I will not have to spend any energy trying to fit in or defend myself.

Banning google completely from everything in my life. They are engaged in demoralizing me tech wise. Especially chatbot. I have to beat google. There is no other way around this.

Will soon start an offgrid living website. Complete with shop, event management, and other fancy things. Will be one of a kind. A lot of shop products will be handled using drop shipping.

I wonder if most of the functionalities of elastic search can be replicated using matrices. Plus custom deployment using matrices offer better customization and flexibility.

If the plant food producing mechanisms are figured out in entirety and scientists are able to replicate the processes and improve the efficiency manifold, all nutrition issues will be wiped out.

I wonder why people still use AIML even after the introduction of good parsers. There is no place for AIML in AI anymore.

I think there is some shit about team work etc. A lot of references about team work are being dropped. I am a lone wolf and prefer to work alone. I ask for help when I need it but I always like to be the captain of the ship. It all rolls back to UK.

Enjoying the sun in winters is an underrated pleasure.

Feeling disillusioned by all the nonsense of life. Health is probably the most important thing in life. A very bad fit of cough is enough to make one realize the importance of health. I am going to pay more attention to my health. I am sorted diet wise. Need to fix the activity part. Definitely need to stop smoking.

Have got a few apps running on wl site. Will start with web analytics for chatbot automated opening and context determining. Guess will work on both things side by side. Will finish a few more things on the weight loss site.

Demoralizing is in full force. These people will not accept defeat. An example is being made out of me.

I should kill my whole family. No one should be born into such shitty family. Humiliating google is the only solution. As usual, they betrayed me again. After commiting to help on the weight loss site, refused to help once I am close to finishing it. Saala randi ka in logo se jyaada iman hota hai. Keep angering me all the time unnecessarily. My family is the bigger enemy as far as I am concerned. They are happy to collaborate with others in breaking me. I think they are getting some money if I fail. I can sense happiness in their voice if something goes wrong at my end.

Khalil Nurmagemadov doesnt care about fines. There will be post fight melee.

Hacking has started once again. It is horrible.

This will irritate and defeat some of my enemies. Especially my family.  I guess I will be back to chatbot in a week. Weight loss site is getting very boring. Tech is boring. Need to start a company as soon as possible. But will need to do a part time job to support myself and fund the company. If I get funding, it will be great.

I suspect that some european countries are also my enemy.

She is trying to erode my confidence and spirit in a gradual manner. It is horrible that a family member treats you like this.

What exists beyond reason?Lack of knowledge is one of the factors limiting the scope of reason. We can only answer questions if we consider a certain frame of reference. I think philosophy will benefit a lot by considering frame of references.

Have become stressed again. Will practice living in the moment. Will also start working on my health. It has deteriorated considerably over the past few weeks. It is time to bid adieu to my infatuation for Kaley Cuoco.

It is not easy when everybody is pulling you down. But my enemies are being defeated every day. They are dying everyday.

Cast Away type situation is happening.

I need funding for both chatbot and weight loss site. I believe I have demonstrated the utility of both these products.

Social constructs are primarily based on evolution.

I dont think there is a single person who doesnt want to demoralize me regarding chatbot. Everyone wants me in a sweet spot. Horrible world it is. I never would have thought that people can be so horribly petty and narrow minded. A lot of people want to demoralize me regarding data analytics.

Better to finish my small projects till I get linguistic consultancy. I dont see that happening in the near future. At least not for a few more months. There is no point studying so much myself. I am tired of learning. I am doing the work of 3 people. I definitely need funding for chatbot. Too many I's to dot and T's to cross. After all it is definitely going to be the best unsupervised chatbot in the world. Will also beat a lot of supervised ones. Will gradually start finishing old projects. Will start a hacking site in the next few weeks. Objective is for people to learn basic hacking skills. I have the content etc. ready. Just need to post it on the site. Will add a discussion forum etc. It will be more like tech for everyone. Tech explained in easy terms. Also need to finish options trading, medical tourism etc. I believe these sectors have not been addressed properly. At least not the way I intend to do it. They can be done later. A basic version will take a week. Then wo...

After a few tumultous days, I am feeling better again. I think I can stretch the fight for a few more years.

Hawkeye can kiss Hulk's ass. I think Hulk will go hulkish when provoked. There is no way to stop it. Prince Harry is not going to be a good father.

The pressure of proving me useless is increasing. My enemies want to deliver the final blow. However, their attempts have been thwarted time and again. They are left with their dicks hanging. I have won. Again. Defeated you badly. Suck my dick assholes.

I am sure they dont have my best interests at heart. But I am stuck.I dont have any options for now. Especially with the water problem.

I think a lot of them are obama supporters.

What should be the penalty for women who lead men on for personal gains? I think in this me too age, men and women need to use a sign to signal their availability or unavailability.

Coming along nicely. Similarity in WL pathways will lead to a great expert system. Plus the logging and tracking feature is going to be more than awesome. Although have done a lot of research, a lot still needs to be done. Especially the complex interactions. Will work on the tracking system for now. The basic infrastructure of Expert system is ready but it will take at least one full week.  Better to build it in consultation with a doctor. But I can confidently say that this is the best weight loss site in the world. I am definitely going to become the king of weight loss. The price of the site is now between 1-2 crores. Authentication, permissions, apis, and some other features have been integrated in the site. Calendar, discussion forums, and ecommerce will be integrated over the next few days. A good way is to install apps and extend the authentication. Frameworks is too much work. I think using the webviewer in combination with other aspects of MIT APP inventor, good...

I have realized that I dont care about being loved. I like to be hated. Keeps me moving forward.

I am issuing an open challenge to deep learning guys that I will beat their system. At a fraction of time and cost.

Made up my mind to leave this horrible place forever. No point working on chatbot before February. Why suffer unnecessarily here? Plus I need to get in touch with people for chatbot and weight loss site. Will probably leave home in February. Naggar is an American bastion. More of team Ironman.   Mandi people are definitely Team Ironman.

Do they have to be mutually exclusive? Could intelligent design have generated an initial state?Will write more on it.

I suspect that white supremacy thought process still exists. Especially in Britain. British are horrible people. West thinks that everyone wants to migrate. Fucking stupid people.

I suspect there is some connection between leicester and Gujarat. There are a lot of Gujaratis in leicester. I think Phil of British Gas ka bhi koi connection hai.

They mislead and misguide people. Boycott google and all their products. Unsubscribing everything slowly. Unsubscribed google cloud also. Will sell my current phone due to android. Will buy a windows phone. Will defame google every chance I get.

I think the linguist was sent to demoralize me. But I think I fucked him.

In this frame of reference, we are the manifestation of survival instinct. In another, everything is self.

The final conclusion is that living alone is the best solution in life. There is no other way for me to live. I am completely damaged. The stealing and hacking have created unbearable cognitive dissonance. Killing is the only way to minimize cognitive dissonance.

Continuing with the theme of boycotting google due to their involvement with my family. Will boycott all google products in the near future. I am sure youtubers are misleading my family. I think google is the worst company in the world. Horrible people. A prime example of fostering mindless consumerism. Google should be banned. Unsubscribed from kaggle. Another step towards a google free world.

Once again I am proven right. It may very well be some kind of manipulatation.

I think I am being used as an example for society.  Especially on account of women. Have to leave for home. Motherfuckers stole water again. Once I generate sufficient resources, I will look for another place. Next time will try to find a rented accomodation. This way wont have to worry about theft or anything else. Don't keep anything except clothes and basic items. Rest all the problems will be borne by the landlord. Best way to have peace of mind.

They are bigger enemies. Sunder Pichai sucks. Youtube is misguiding and instigating my family against me. This is for sure. They want me to submit to my family. Boycotting google for sure. I am sure google is jealous of my approach. Indian politicians are also behind this I think.

I have gone bonkers now. Suddenly the stupid songs make sense to me. I love everything about her.

I have realized this recently. I have started enjoying humiliating others. It gives me pleasure. I think the program had a reverse effect.Perhaps this is my true self. perhaps I am the monster people say I am. It is the ultimate primal pleasure. Feeling superior is great. I will reverse the game. Instead of letting others bully me, I will bully others. 

There is a clear pattern in the search results shown by google. I call it post and pre events. 2009,2013 etc. are the common dates displayed. Gives clues that this is also related to work etc.

There is no way I can forgive my family. But I just dont have any options. Kind of stuck. Have to beat google. Then only will my family accept defeat.Cant get any worse.

I think chatbots will require a little bit of extra work compared to NLIDB. It will have to remember contexts etc. LSA with tfidf is good for a simple chatbot. combine this with dependency parsing to improve results.I think deep learning is overrated. I will humiliate supervised deep learning arrogants. but long range dependencies can be hard to capture without using more advanced things like deep learning with memory networks etc.

I see no option but to self study linguistics. I dont think I will be able to generate sufficient resources. Better to self study. I am pretty sure I can beat deep learning. The more I think the more I realize my method is the best in the world. I wonder if deep learning has so many issues in dependency and semantic parsing, how many issues will it have in other cases. I dont think people were using dependency parsers for entity extraction. I have shown that they work.

The only thing we can do is fight. Nothing else. Life is war. Especially if you want to live on your own terms. People will not let you live otherwise. It is a fucking tough world out there.

Recommendation systems are the future. Matrix factorization is probably the simplest way to implement recommendation systems. The issue of sparse matrix remains.

I think hyperlocal search feature of search engines will soon phase out a lot of aggregator apps. There won't be much use for them. Plus I find the whole concept a bit dull.

I think everyone collaborated in stealing and damaging apples just to prove me worthless. What is the point of living in a world where people will go to such extent to humiliate you?? Just to satisfy their ego. I have to leave this world. It is all about trying to push me to rock bottom. Useless fucks of Naggar collaborating with my sister.

It is fairly difficult to have a discussion with people who are religious nuts. You will say I will keep an open mind. The nut will say you are 100 percent wrong.

A basic NLIDB can be achieved by TFIDF or simple search on concatenated fields or inverted index and w determiner. Add a little bit of logic for functions, implicit entity and refining as designed by me and this will beat quite a few NLIDBs. I wonder why no one has proposed this solution. Can also make it ngram based. Joins can also be handled. Add graphs to make it awesome. If multiple columns contain similar values, use frame semantics or frame triggers to separate them. This will work especially with poor grammar and lack of column names. Am I a genius or what?? Accept me as your king. Accept defeat. Bend your knee. Pledge your allegiance.

I am so fucking tired of all the manipulation, demoralizing, and degradation that I just want to relax. I think it will take me years to become normal.

No point living in so much discomfort. I have already won the mahabharta. Beating and humiliating google will be the ultimate victory.

Have done the following: Authentication search engine html forms made the first draft of data model. It is going to be a lot of work. Need to wrap some of it quickly. Hacking is making it difficult. 

People expect that other people will accept charity. Fuck liberalism. Extreme liberalism will cause the world to descend into chaos. Why should I give my stuff for free when I dont expect free stuff? That too to people who have disrespected and humiliated me at every turn. I can never accept charity nor will I do any charity unnecessarily. I have too much pride and expect the same from people. Whoever was involved in surveillance and hacking will be sued with multimillion dollar lawsuits. I suspect some of it is Barclays on behalf of UK. I suspect my family especially my mother approved the harassment. Harassment revenge will be separate. I wonder if people understand me even after so much surveillance.

There is no other way to raise funds. This is the only way to complete the chatbot.

Living carefree is one way to live in life. I think my stage of life needs a carefree attitude right now. The pain resurfaces. It overwhelms me. In an instant, I lose all desire to live. I will never be same or normal. How desperately do I need to kill people?

Including south Indians, bengalis, monal narsaria group, and punjabis . But I have defeated all of them. Their common motto is to keep proving me worthless. If I do something wrong, they will try to comfort me. Otherwise full on campaign of proving me worthless. Youtube will do anything to discourage me regarding the chatbot.

Powerful people want others to fit in their grand plans for the world. They want others to be useful. If people start acting in completely independent manner, there will be too may variables to control.

Not possible for me anymore. Life is not worth living without drugs and sex. I feel depressed. I will work on the wl site for a week. I dont think I will get the necessary resources for chatbot till then.

They follow a selective model of dehumanizing. Specifically pump and dump.  I let them pump me up. But  I keep thwarting their plans of dumping. They are left with their dicks hanging. Quorans will suffer. They have demoralized me a lot. 

It should be renamed to land of thieves. Motherfuckers have given me so much grief. They even stole my clothes. I will have to buy a lot of new clothes for winter. Am going to shift to uttrakhand.one of the worst phases of my life.

programming it looks pretty easy. I think I will implement fitbit devices in my weight loss site if it provides relevant features. looks like the data needs to be obtained from fitbit servers. Can probably hack the device to get relevant data. The age of encryption makes it difficult. If I can extract the encryption key, it should be easy. But extracting the key will be difficult. Not sure if it it is legal.