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Philosophy Award

I believe I deserve an award in philosophy. I have simplified it so much. I have reconciled so much.

Hacking the Biological Hardware

This is the best way to live a good life. Hack your biological circuits. Meditation is one way to hack the circuits. Meditation causes fundamental changes at the hardware level. Autosuggestions might help a little but don't count on it. Faith, religion can cause some changes at the hardware level. If you have blind belief in something, it gets translated to the hardware level. Let's call it middleware. The hardware is always the first to respond. The software comes later. Hacking the hardware is the best way to get whatever you want. Come to think of it, hardware could be likened to a machine learning system. With enough samples, the changes start to seep in at the hardware level. Most of the strong wiring is done at the child stage. Strong connections might be the reason why it is difficult to overcome the hardware.

On Vulnerability

Being vulnerable is not a bad thing. This is what makes us human. Will write more later. Being a wimp and pussy is a bad thing.

What is Love

Love happens at the hardware level. The software can make an effort towards love which may or may not get translated into hardware. It is important because it provides a sense of security and safety. Especially for women. Women need l ove more because of the disadvantage in the evolutionary paradigm and dependence on males . But IMO, it is not necessary. All the talk about loving at the software level is not really practical. It will create cognitive dissonance. It is only useful if it gets translated into hardware through rewiring of the circuits. 

Freedom and Happiness

Freedom does not always mean happiness. For some people, freedom is integral to their happiness. For others, it is not.

Emotional Investment in Life

Can a life without emotional involvement in activities and relationships work? We do things because we are emotionally invested in some way. If you remove people from your life, most of your problems will go away. But other problems will take its place.

YouTube is Team Scar

YouTube is team scar. Team scar is hell bent on humiliating me.

Even Time is Manipulated

Even Time is manipulated.

White People Leave Me Alone

Leave me alone. . Is it the Vikings series where the queen of  mercia presents her brother to the king? That is not going to happen.

No More External Work

It is just not worth it. Fucking waste of time. After Sache, sole focus will be on my own products.

Madarchod Naggar

The worst people on Earth

My Father is a Big Enemy

Yeh bhi Mera bahut bada enemy hai. I think this unit wants to prove that I am incompetent. Ghar wapasi waali unit yahi hai. Batman and Ironman are not skill based unit. Raw intelligent unit. Superman and perhaps captain america are mainly skill based unit.

Madarchod Rajput

Madarchod Rajput. Yeh Rajput group bhi Mera bahut bada enemy hai. Team monal narsaria.

White People Leave me Alone

Sab ke sab madarchod Hain. Why don't the motherfuckers just leave me alone? I am not interested in doing IT work. What do I have to do to get you off my back? Leave me the fuck alone you horrible people. I can't imagine doing anything worse to your enemies. Why don't white people understand that I am not interested in working with them. I have no interest in doing research or mundane work. I want to work on my start up. Just keep making the situation worse mad worse.

Tech Gets Boring After Sometime

Tech gets boring after some time. It is not fun doing the same things over and over again. You have to keep doing new things to avoid getting bored.

Some White People Are Horrible

Some White people are very horrible. Leave me the fuck alone you horrible people. I think there are different white groups. Some are fucking me. Some are not.

Why don't white people leave me alone??

Aren't they tired of the whole game. I for one am definitely tired. All things considered, I suppose my best interests lie in not associating with white people in any manner.

Bored Of Work

Totally bored of all the work. I need a break. Very exhausted. Very tired. White people leave me alone. I just want to sell these cool products and retire.

Women Support Issue

I think women support issue is also in play. Maybe I am not getting any help (apart from some on stack overflow) to reinforce the idea of supporting women. Let me clear my stance on women. I don't have much against them. I am all for their freedom, my choice movements etc. The matter of short clothing isn't an issue. But a boner should be seen as acceptable. Not a symptom of perversion. Not all men are desensitized enough. I agree that desensitization is the way to go forward. Overall I don't like women. I don't have the patience for their hypocrisy. The charm wears off after some time and you are left holding a bag of a hypocritical mess.

CA Work Automation Started

Have started automating CA work. Most of CA work will be automated in the near future. Ab picture banegi..  negative. Monal Narsaria in lead role. 

An Attempt To Break Me

There is full effort going on to break me. I don't think it is about recovery. It is still about breaking me. Breaking won't happen. Wearing out is happening. My sister is one of the main people involved in breaking me. Truly horrible person. She should also suffer. I think white people have also asked her to break me. I think she is the main cause of my hostility towards white people. I think Shruti Agarwal is probably my worst enemy. I think SRK is the one of the main members of breaking me pack. SRK is probably one of my worst enemies. Shruti Agarwal should be dragged on the streets and killed mercilessly. She is the reason for most of my miseries.

No definitions

The Frame of Reference

Philosophy can be greatly simplified if we use frames of reference. There may be different realities in different frames of references. It can reconcile so many ideologies and theories. Arguments like dropping the hammer on foot is real or not can be resolved by using frame of reference. It is real in this frame of reference. Whether this frame of reference is real or not is another matter (the definition of real may also change with frame of reference).

The German Unit

The German unit is engineering unit.

Life is Boring Again

Life is boring again. Need a break from all this siyaapa.

On Supervised Learning in NLP

It is like asking the algorithm to figure out that 2+2 is 4 using some data instead of directly giving it the formula. That too every time. Supervised learning is not the future. Extensive amounts of transfer learning is the future.

The Final Straw

I guess the final straw was betrayal by Aman Vig and Shruti Agarwal. Both agents of white people albeit of different units. Made me realize that the game was never going to end. I have to end it. There is only so much betrayal a person can bear without getting frustrated. Truly horrible people.  I think wearing me out was the ultimate goal. They probably knew that they could not beat me. Hence, wearing me out was carried out with extreme prejudice.

On RSS

Probably a lso enemy. Definitely team monal narsaria.

Probably Go Home

I think the game will never end. I will not be allowed to sell the products. I will have to return back to home eventually. I am too tired of the manipulation, hacking, harassment, and surveillance. Will do the product development from there.

Hotstar Madarchod

Hotstar madarchod

Hackers Need to Suffer

Should be punished most severely. I reiterate again that this group has caused a lot of damage and continues to do so. They are the main reason for my misery. My quality of life has deteriorated so much because of hacking. This has been the single most damaging factor that has contributed to the deterioration of my life. These people definitely need to go to jail. They continue to make my life miserable. Still stressing me out. Madarchod Bengali.

Leave Me Alone White People

I am not interested in IT role. Leave me the fuck alone white people. I am sick and tired of your hypocrisy. I have started to suspect that there was some fraud going on in BG.

The Hypocrisy

Analyzing the root cause of hypocrisy. The root cause of women's hypocrisy is the evolutionary disadvantage they were dealt with. They had to be hypocrites in order to survive. It is ingrained in their survival mechanism. The evolutionary paradigm no longer holds but the hypocrisy continues. I feel that if a survey were to be taken and answers evaluated on scientific basis, 90 percent of women will test positive for significant levels of hypocrisy. 

On Camus

Quote: But what is happiness except the simple harmony between a man and the life he leads? Agree. What is a man? His software and hardware. Hardware is the pleasure and pain circuits. The involuntary part. Software is the somewhat conscious part what we typically like to call the mind. What is harmony? Activating the relevant pleasure circuits or at least not activating the pain circuits. The harmony thing becomes specific to a person because of the difference in circuits. Although still being objective in the bigger frame of reference, it becomes subjective in the smaller frame of reference. Quote: Judging whether life is or is not worth living amounts to answering the fundamental question of philosophy The circuits come into play again. The circuits will always have a tendency for survival. So the default mode is to live. If you don't live in suffering, then the question doesn't arise because default mode takes over. Doesn't necessarily mean that life is worth liv...

Can Software override the hardware??

The fundamental question in philosophy is whether the software can override the hardware. Can one override all needs derived from survival instinct?? The whole survival paradigm has changed. We don't need most of those needs. But the hardwiring for those needs is still there. Being aware l ets you recognize the needs and tempers it. It is one solution. This is perhaps one of the objectives of spirituality.

On Existentialism

I think existentialism is merely an analysis on life. It doesn't really solve much. It is incomplete. There is no closure. The movie stops at intermission.

Casinos are Boring

No fun in casinos. It feels so boring. The whole concept is stupid. I think it is just some time pass. Get a rush when you have good money at stake. Enjoy the ambience, crowd and the game etc. Good for extroverts.  Otherwise it is just a fucking waste. Didn't do anything for me. Games like roulette are a total waste. Blackjack could be some fun. Andar Bahar is total crap. House edge seems to be in payout else there is no house edge. Maybe I didn't understand the game properly.

Some Indians Also Need to Go to Jail

Some Indians also need to go to Jail .

Worst Family Ever

No doubt this is the worst family ever.

Shemford Madarchod

Madarchod saale

Leave All

Leave all behind. There is nothing left for me with my past relationships . There is nothing to look forward to in the future with the past people. I will have to build an entire new future for me.

So Many Enemies

I have so many enemies. Probably no friends. Modi seems to be a big enemy.

Hackers Have to Be Punished

The main reason for all the damage is hacking. Hacking has caused a lot of psychological damage. This is the real reason for the major part of destruction on my life. They have to pay 10 million dollars. There should be no jail for hackers. They should be killed. Hacking has caused the most butterfly effect. Causing chaos at important points which proved to be the lynchpins for my debacles. This one group should be punished the most severely. They have to experience the helplessness I have felt over the period.

Everything is Hacked

Every single thing is hacked. I am really fed up due to this. Madarchod Mamta Banerjee aur Bengali hi hacking kar rahein Hain. Saale Sab ke sab Randi ke pille Hain. Mamta Banerjee ko lagta hai sex ki jaroorat hai. Uske dalaalo ko Mera Pichai chodkar uske saath sex karna chahiye.

Why are White People So Horrible?

White people are truly horrible. Beyond limits. Keep demoralizing. Keep abusing. Extreme levels of superiority complex. There is no doubt in my mind that white people are beyond horrible. All miseries in the world can be attributed to white people and their superiority complex. Truly the worst of the lot. If one starts to analyze the destruction caused by white people, they will come out on top. Fuckers should leave me alone. White people are the worst people on the planet. Worse than Indians. They are still treating everything as a game. Venom indicates that SRK unit and pravesh unit is responsible for me not getting work. If that is the case, that unit should be put in jail for defaming me. I don't want to be associated with white people in any way any more. Leave me the fuck alone you motherfuckers. You are the most horrible people I have ever encountered. Motherfuckers have probably planted bugs in my body. They even control various sensations inside my body. Fucking hor...

Tax

Some issue related to taxes??

New Delhi Enemy

New Delhi is my enemy for sure.

On Consumerism

Mindless consumerism can be sustainable only if efficient recycling methods are available. Giant leaps in technology can also sustain mindless consumerism.

Bengali bhi Haramkhor hain

Team scar hai saale. Hyenas ke saath mil gayein Hain.

Some Indians also enemy

The continued lack of support can only mean one thing. That Indians are also enemy. Gujaratis are also big enemy. I have to leave India. Too many people in India a re invested in my failure.

Hackers Need to be Killed

Hacking is one of the most important reasons for the destruction of my life. Hackers should be held liable for most of the damages. They should be made liable for at least 10 million dollars. Hackers have caused me unlimited stress and made my life miserable. This is one of the primary reasons for the destruction of my life. Why can't people still understand the impact hacking has caused in my life??

Leaving India is Necessary

Lack of support and unending harassment. There is no point staying here.

And The New WWE Champion is

Treating Problems

There are various methods of handling bull elephants in musth. Some places lock up the elephant and deprive them of food for a week or so. The musth passes. I advocate a similar treatment for drug addicts. We have become too soft on these matters. The one week will be tough but it should solve the problem. We have become addicted to food. Depriving the body of food now and then should be considered by people.

Neha's Unit Also Big Enemy

Neha ka unit is also a big enemy. Pune is Neha's unit I suspect. Avengers probably part of this unit. I think this unit was being used as part of the game.

The Internet is Negative

The Internet is a very negative place to be. I plan to use it only for work related purposes.

Too Much Hacking

Real crazy type hacking.

Chicago Movie

Gorilla, Wolf, and the sea creature .

Why I don't feel the need for a woman??

I don't know. I think my circuits have rewired.