As soon as I finish some work, I start experiencing the loop again. I realize that life has once again tricked me. As soon as the challenge is over, the feeling of emptiness comes back. Although this particular project was not very challenging to begin with, it was still interesting to some extent. There is no happiness in doing such type of work. At the end it is just emptiness. I am doomed to live with emptiness. Perhaps something more interesting and challenging should be more fulfilling.