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Hacker Torture

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Who Lost in This Game?

Everyone. 

1 More Year

If no funding for the startup  in next one year, then home. 

Queen Unit is One Unit

Queen unit is one unit in my head. 

Too Much Hacking

Google charts is definitely hacked. 

Sharma Gupta Also Enemy

The Sharma and gupta unit is also enemy. Team Wonderwoman is an equal enemy. Team Wonderwoman is also involved in hacking.  But not very big enemies. Maybe only when it comes to tech. 

White People Need to Leave Me Alone

For the umpteenth time, leave me alone. You are not helping. Money is not the answer to these things. A person needs to feel good about themselves.  If you didn't or couldn't help me with the hacking issue, you shouldn't have egged me on with tech work. I was perfectly happy doing analyst work. This way it feels like I am back to square one. There is no point of pursuing tech if hacking continues. Either help me with hacking, help me in bringing hackers to justice or leave me alone.  The biggest injustice will be if hackers are not punished. I repeat that this unit has caused the maximum damage to my life. Most of the critical disasters of my life has happened due to hacking. I will have to take the law into my hands if hackers are not brought to justice. 

No Work Till Hacking Continues

Cant save files. Laptop randomly switching off. Can't work like this. Smoke and drink till then. 

The Competition was For The Fun of White People

The competition was just for the fun of white people. 

Hacking Continuing, Depression Continuing

Hacking continues and depression continues. Not able to control almost any aspect of life is pretty demoralizing and depressing. Hackers probably don't understand this. 

Family Not The Main Enemy

Don't think my family is the main enemy. All infighting caused by outsiders for their own benefit. I guess my friends were more horrible (a lot of them aligned with white people).  I think this is the final conclusion. I am better off with my family. I don't trust anyone else to do the right thing. Especially white people. Will move back to home in about a year. Don't think the game will end till then. Work from there. Maybe retire if I don't get funding for my startup. Not going to do a job at any cost. Will prefer to retire compared to a job. I guess I have been misguided by white people from the very beginning. I suspect that the elephant is an equal enemy in all this. White people were just using me in this war for their own purposes. The major reason for this decision is hacking. I don't think I can handle the stress caused due to hacking.  It continues unabated. Cant save my files. How is one supposed to work like this? The major culprit remains hacking. They ...

Main Damage Remains Hacking

It remains the main damage undoubtedly. I think most of the times I have thought of committing suicide or acted upon it was due to hacking. I am going also going to file a case against them with attempt to murder and abetting attempt to murder.  Even work on chatbot was stopped due to hacking. The output on my system and Saqib's system were different which most probably was due to hacking. Even if the difference was not due to hacking (which is highly unlikely), it was the trauma of hacking. So not continuing with chatbot is also due to hacking. I wonder what white people have to say for themselves if they can't help me with these things but still expect me to pursue it and say that you are not doing enough.

For Zuckerberg Team

Leave me the fuck alone. I am not interested in any association, any charity. I believe you are a horrible bunch of people. I have saved the lizard from the lion. Now leave me alone.  This unit has made me suffer a lot. Still inciting infighting and taking advantage of infighting. What do you want? I have no interest in your designs. I am not interested in playing your games. You want to break me and build from scratch. Not going to happen. Leave me alone. How many times do I have to say this?  I think some white people are hell bent on breaking me. The longer the game has dragged on, the more I have come to realize that white people are not cool. This is the toxic American group. Horrible people. Never associate with these people. They will try to destroy you completely.  There comes a time when you you don't want a voice in your head constantly demeaning and demoralizing you. Sometimes you just want peace.  Zuckerberg, whatever unit you have installed in my head is...

Portable Living

A product idea. A collapsible storage rack which can be converted into a suitcase by attaching wheels. 

White Lives Matter

Breaking Me

Mark Zuckerberg/my father unit is definitely involved in breaking me. Tumhari tabiyet se maar li gayi hai.  Obama unit also. 

Filing A Case Against Hackers in India

Hackers are mainly Indians. Will ask for jail terms. 

The Daily Rape

The daily rape doesn't stop. It continues relentlessly. Abuses hurled at me indirectly. Hacking continues unabated.  I can't have a moment's peace. 

SQL in Javascript

The ecosystem is not great. A lot of them don't support full SQL syntax. Infact none of them support the full SQL syntax (some at least say they don't support. Others give wrong results).  Couldn't find any library that loads simple array of arrays. Doing using array of json will work but not the most efficient way. 

Cold Makes You Feel Alive

I am missing the cold. Cold Makes me feel alive. 

Communication also getting deleted

Some of my conversations are also getting deleted. 

Madarchod Hackers

Madarchod hackers. Saala demo ke time bezzati karwa di. Fixed it for now but not sure what else is hacked and how it will fare in demo. All in all I think hackers are big enemies. They have caused me the a lot of damage and should be held responsible and sent to jail. I am definitely going to ask for strict jail terms for these people.  I suspect team Batman is hacking. Maybe team Ironman as well. 

More on Teams

Is team Chaddha Bain group? I don't know where they stand on all this. Not my friend I think.  Was Europe dragged into this war by UK?  Joker is team supergirl and Wonderwoman. Joker unit may be involved in getting people to fight.  Mark Zuckerberg is New York unit. Also team Wonderwoman. This unit is also in my head. MIT is team Japan. Not my friend. Gupta group is Anti tech. Involved in hacking. All this MIT unit is involved in low  code movement. Opposite of New York unit. Both are my enemies.  All in all I believe hackers have caused me a significant damage and should be held responsible.  Finland and Nairobi (Obama) in cahoots. Vedanta is Argentina unit. Not really my friend. 

Afghanistan Unit

Chartered accountants ka unit lagta hai mere ko. 

The Engineer

Are white people are saying engineers should stick to engineering? At least the German unit is.  whereas other unit is defending the analyst position. Maybe the other unit wants to fuck me equally.  I agree that education and trade should be related. All units have to accept defeat. There is only one winner. Me. 

Benefits of My Framework

Extremely rapid development, reduced server costs, much faster speeds. Less interaction with server. More processing in browser.  The analytics part is gold anyways. The technological part is also gold. Microwave gold bars.   Fine tune it some and it becomes perfect. 

You Are Madarchod

Every time you abuse me when the work is in progress, I am going to abuse you once the work is done.  Maybe you are just a hypocrite who is masquerading as a proponent of fairness.

War of Attrition

It is a war of attrition. Objective is to exhaust me. 

Playing Dead

I guess these people will leave me alone only when I start playing dead.  Not going to happen my friends. Your antics have only riled me up. We will meet in court.  

Hackers Have To Go To Jail

No compromise when it comes to hackers.  YouTube is in bed with British and Russians units.  Most damage caused by hackers. No doubt about it. 

More on Hacking

I suspect some MIT people are also involved in hacking. The hacking goes on for hours. Hacking is the main reason I don't pursue machine learning.  You can only be suspicious but not sure that results are hacked. E. g. in the first run, logistic regression was performing better than other models despite stock market variables having non linear behaviour. Also test set outperforming train set. All this was a red flag but there might be some other explanations like other models overfitted the data in training, testing results were a bit of fluke etc.  Team Monal Narsaria and Wonderwoman hacking. 

Dialogflow

Dialogflow can be improved if it lets users enter an entity relationship graph instead of writing individual sentences and marking entities and actions separately.  Instead of supervised learning, ER graphs should become the core way of doing NLP. 

Team Vince McMahon

Vince NcMahon team conducting WWE. Is Bill Gates team Steve Austin? I think Vince McMahon could be a potential mastermind.

Do Women Concede?

Do women Concede? I will accept the concession in writing.

Secret City

Haqqani family. US playing hardball with Pakistan to choose sides.  Don't think Haqqani family is the primary target. But definitely under high level scrutiny. I maybe the scapegoat offered by them to satisfy others when they were attacked. Now they are abetting my enemies in killing me. Also getting paid for it.  Who is targetting Haqqani family?Feminist unit? For toxic behavior against women.   Jewish unit? Monal Narsaria unit?  Japani unit? Bengali unit? Wonderwoman unit?  Sides are constantly changing. Should I chose sides or do the right thing? 

Rampant Hacking

Rampant hacking. Hackers need to suffer. 

The Two Units

The mother unit wants me to do a job. The father unit won't let me work on data stuff. Both are enemies but the father unit is probably bigger enemy.

The Dream Slaps

I have to keep a track of dream slaps. Monkey unit slapped today. Monkey unit was planning to do it for a very long time. Madarchod monkey unit.  Monkey unit ki to tabiyet se maa chod di gayi hai. fucking useless people. 

Awesome Rapid Development Framework

Have developed an awesome Rapid web development framework for complex sites. Some hacking but more or less ok.  Should also increase speed and give a better user experience.  The CRM is also coming along nicely. 

You will suffer in international court

Your antics are increasing day by day. You are going to suffer in international court. You are most probably going to jail. You have been given enough warnings to behave. You don't learn. Now I will definitely take you to court. I will ask for at least 100 years of jail.  Have you learnt nothing about decency? Are you too stupid to realize that I own your ass right now? You dont realize how big of a trouble you are in right now. Your intimidation tactics are not going to work on me.  I am not really in the mood to make a deal. I am not interested in any kind of association.  The more you keep screwing with me the more severe the punishment I am going to ask for you. You are going to suffer asshole.  You have revealed that you are my father's unit. So the two unit theory was correct. One is mother unit and one father unit. BTW, both of you are assholes. The father unit a bit more.  You can try all you want asshole, you cannot break me. When you are tired, I will ...

All Studying Ads Are Harassment

Why would I want to go for studies at this age? All these ads are nothing but harassment. I am definitely going to sue the guy showing the ads and harassing me. Why don't these people just fucking die and leave me alone? 

Sticking With Fintech

Sticking with Fintech. I think this is my comfort zone. Easy to handle, comes to me naturally and easily.  I don't have the energy for a startup but see no choice. 

Netflix Guys As Witness

I think I will also call Netflix guys as witness for testimonies.

Photography

saala kuch to chakkar hai photography ka. Aamir Khan wants Madhavan to pursue photography. 

The Undisputed Winner

I have become the undisputed winner of the game. The amount and jail term increases by 1 percent daily.  Do the math. So many years of surveillance, abuse, day in and day out humiliation and torture, hacking. You guys need to hurt. We will meet in court.

The Hacking Asshole

I suspect this asshole has the mentality that you should not cheat. How is one supposed to build a startup all alone if they have to learn everything from scratch. The only solution is to use existing codes. No point doing research and understanding everything indepth. Learn only what is necessary for now. This person has got to be pretty stupid about this whole thing. Definitely going to get sued. 

Light Work Till Hacking Stops

Will work only a little bit till hacking continues. There is no point of making a fool of myself with all the hacking around.Will start preparations for filing a case. Enough is enough. I was a fool to work with all this hacking.I shouldn't have worked at all from day1. Should have filed a case right at the beginning.  Anger,  will to work etc are related. Either don't care about work or care and get angry when hacking happens.  Humiliation as a tool to make me work is not going to be effective. I don't give a fuck anymore. I am the winner.  I still maintain that the biggest damage has been hacking. Nothing takes out the joy from working than knowing that things are most probably hacked. The mental strain is just too much. Hackers have to go to jail.  Surveillance is a separate matter. It destroys prsonal life. Hacking destroys professional life. For professional losses, hackers should be held liable. I am increasing the amount (as well as jail term) everyday ha...

Are You Leaving?

Are you dumping me? I am going to be sad. 🙄

The Gold

My idea is not gold for you?? 

Collateral Damage

Am I primarily collateral damage in all this? Or one of the main targets? I am probably one of the main targets. But very likely that I am also collateral damage. 

It is 1 billion or Jail

You choose. Hackers should be made liable for a significant portion. Everyday the game goes on, it increases. Hacking remains the main damage.   The demoralizing is going to start. Am not backing down. Demoralize all you can. A lot of people are going to go to jail.  A very systematic demoralizing campaign is done through social media. My family definitely involved. A lot of it is women. Some Barclays people also. I guess some of my friends going back home is also planned as part of this campaign. I have got to have the worst family in the world. 

The Only Way to Live Is To Abuse Everyone

This is the only way to live. Keep abusing everyone who abuses you. 

Team Amazon

Wonderwoman was an Amazonian.  Amazon and Wonderwoman are working together. Bengali aur Bangladeshi team bhi mil gaye hain.  Walmart and Amazon probably different/opposite units.  Bird unit is also team wonder women. YouTube is also team wonderwoman. 

Bigger Enemy Are Hackers?

Bigger enemy are the soul sucking Bengali hackers. Why don't they get it through their thick head that I am not a dog who is trying to please someone. I am trying to build a startup. Let me work properly. You will have to suffer otherwise. I am not someone with the job mentality. I prefer to do my own thing.  Is hacking to please my enemies or also to prove that the dog unit is bad? Is it to make me feel incompetent?  One unit wants to kill my mother unit, my mother unit wants to kill the other unit. I am caught in this fight and have become the victim.  Why are you hell bent on creating a disaster? Taking a sane functioning person and creating a mentally deranged person. Do you realize the damage you have inflicted? It is not narcissistic injury. Any one will feel outraged over this.  My brother is also involved in hacking. He was definitely involved in hacking the nse thing so that I don't get the IV and have to calculate it. Then asked Ayush to check for exact val...

Going To File FIR Against SRK

Will file a FIR against SRK in the coming few days. SRK is going to jail. No negotiations at all.  Hackers are responsible for this decision. They leave me nothing constructive to work with. So let's finish the other tasks in line.