Was it really necessary to take things so far? I have become a physical mess. I didn't realize my precarious health situation until the recent knee injury. It was out of the blue without any significant event to support it. Seems like my body has become a big mess and can break any day. Something like a slip disc can happen any time. What then? It can be lifetime disability significantly affecting the quality of life. It depresses me to think that I may be unfit for my whole life if I don't take extremely good care of my body. Most of the physical damage was caused due to hacking. The inhuman people still don't understand. Still causing me stress due to hacking. How many times do I have to repeat that you need to leave me some room to release my energy (frustrations, occupy, hope). If you block all avenues, what am I supposed to do? I stress eat, smoke and ruin my health. I too have an ego. Any settlement will be done on my terms and not the per...