Toofargone

Doing too much is eventually going to lead to a burnout. I am experiencing this right now. 

Bad stomach upsets. 

Biology has its role but a lot of it is mental. I think lust is an outcome of a turbulent mind.  If  the mind is in a calm state, lust won't enter too often. In a turbulent mind the survival instincts are hard at play which is not the case with a calm mind. A calm mind will experience the world differently. 

Can't say. Looks like it is still going on. 

Hackers need to come forward else people will die.  Hacking has caused the most butterfly effect. It has caused the maximum disruption in my life. Hackers have to go to jail or die.  yeh captain America team hacking mei involved hai. I guess captain America is Anti skill unit in some cases. Madarchod. Yeh madarchod verma unit bhi team captain America hai. saale team Kapil Vohra hai. madarchod team lion.  

Sheldon is racist. Netflix is racist. 

Wrong location. madarchod saale. has happened many times. 

Had to cancel my food due to politics. Truly horrible people.  Doesn't matter to me. Now I can order better food everyday. 

Both are my enemy. But who is the bigger enemy? Both are invested in my failure. Eventually Indians will have bigger problem from me due to various factors. I think a lot of Indians especially my family and Hindu fundamentalists and associated units are invested in my failure. The only thing I can conclude is that being team UK should be better for me. The lack of any support means that Indians are the bigger enemy for now.  The leg pulling culture is the biggest issue in India. This is why it is still lagging behind in most aspects. Can't see other people do well.  But I would still like to stay in India. I have no intention of going outside. Most importantly because of I can see that the person in my dreams is not a good person.  Some Chinese woman is also my enemy. 

Is the greater good the planet or humans? Why are humans important? Is it because of empathy? Why are animals not important? Because they are less evolved? Is it because humans are superior, they can do whatever they want? Are we misguided on some fundamental level?