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On Theft

How can a simple peeson work in a world where there is so much theft?

Is Everything a Test

Everything is hacked and manipulated either to humiliate me or test me.

On BJP

I think most of the problems have been caused by BJP workers. I think BJP on behalf of my family is leading the anti tech brigade. BJP wants me to go back to my family. That ship has sailed. Hasn't it?  Is it possible that the anti tech brigade is led by the politicians?

Extreme Manipulation

All done by my family and Barclays to prove me useless. They can't seem to get around the fact that even with so much manipulation, I can live easily. They even manipulated the weather to harass and torture me. The only thing keeping me going is the belief that I will be able to take revenge.

On Barclays Employees

All of them should go to jail for hacking; manipulation, and invasion of privacy.

On Weight Loss

Too much weight has become a concern. General body movements have become difficult. I need to lose at least 10 kgs immediately. Rest can be lost over a period of time. I am focusing on weight loss by exposing my body to cold. This should increase brown adipose tissue (BAT) and thermogenesis. It is not difficult. It is slightly uncomfortable. I am living almost naked to develop more BAT. Also intermittent fasting by consuming 1 meal per day. Also calorie restriction. It is mostly about your state of mind. Fasting for extended periods of time can break your addiction. 30th Jan 4:15: I feel hungry. 31st Jan 6:30: I think my body has adjusted to the one meal routine. I do not feel hungry. It is all about breaking the addiction by being aware and exercising some will power. 2nd February Intermittent fasting is going fine. 5th February Minor lapses in the one meal program. Intermittent fasting going fine. Need to add exercise. My back is giving me some trouble. 6th Feb I have ki...

On My Decisions

Most of my decisions are influenced by the extreme amounts of stress I have experienced in the last 11 years. I have had my fair share of stress. Now I just want to relax, enjoy my life, and exact revenge. All this manipulation has left me scarred and loathful of human civilization. I wish to live alone in peace away from everything.

On Minimalistic Living

It depends. For me, this is the best way to live. The world is so screwed that the only way to live is without owning anything. My family will not let me live.

On Different Lifestyles

I guess every lifestyle has its pros and cons. Can you get the best of all the worlds? Not likely.

On Body Building

Narcissism at its best. IMO, it is more about narcissism and less about any utilitarian purpose.

On Evolution

The main factors supporting evolution are: 1. Fossils 2. DNA 3. Various adaptation features

On Poor and Uneducated People

I have developed a hostile view of poor and uneducated people. They are not trustworthy. I think most of the poor people are not good people. They will lie, cheat, and steal from you any chance they get. If you can't make an honest living, minimize your expenses. Don't steal stuff from others. I think these types of people are most impressed by monetary show off. Not to sound harsh but IMO, since they don't understand anything else, they only revere money. Nepalis are the most third class people I have seen in this world. Fucking ignoramuses. Uncivilized, uneducated, thieves without any moral fibre. Both the nepali women I had hired displayed signs of being a whore. They kept showing boobs and seducing me. I think women should also be bucketed in the same list. Fucking useless creatures.

On Eating

Eating has got a lot to do with your state of mind. If you are aware and your mind is calm, you can control hunger.

Orchard Decision

I stand by my orchard decision. 22 crates losy due to inaction by villa. 65+ crates stolen. 20+  crates dropping due to lack of labour. About 110 crates (this may be 150) lost due to manipulation. Villa and Ravi Thakur have been working for so many years. Yet can't estimate. But will manipulate you. They should be flogged. People here are such losers. They dont know anything. Assholes say you will get a max of 200-250 crates. There were over 350 crates easily. Assholes. They may have changed some apples also.

Shame on all of you

For so blatantly manipulating every aspect of my personal and professional life. Everyone is lying about everything just to prove my father right. Everything is being done to reinforce the belief that you should work within the system. If you dont accept manipulation, karma is going to be unleashed on you. Either the world is so bad or there has been blatant manipulation. Either way people need to pay dearly.

On Hobo Lifestyle

Hobo Lifestyle comes with many benefits: 1. Reduced expenses 2. No commute. More free time 3. Do what you want 4. Pursue multiple ho bbies 5. Stress free life 6. No pressure of society 7. Healthier lifestyle 8. Reduce clutter Disadvantages 1. Loneliness 2. Less stability 3. Old age issues The hobo life appeals to me. Probably what nature intended. I plan to pursue the following to support my hobo lifestyle. 1. Writer 2. Weight loss/nutrition coach 3. Web development 4. My own websites: Weight loss/nutrition, options/finance, off-beat travel and off-grid living artificial intelligence. IMO, these areas have not gotten their due. Most of the content for these websites is ready. Won't require more than a month to complete these websites. Digital marketing and AI will power these sites. If proper resources are available, I will add medical tourism. 5. Online turoring/coaching 6. Data Analytics/Science 7. Hacking I think I will be able to sustain myself using thes...

Old Age Plan

By the time I will be in my seventies, robots will become ubiquitous. I think they will be able to cook, clean, do basic chores, take you to a doctor, massage your body etc. All the more reason not to marry and have kids. I don't need company. Marriage is definitely out of the question. I hope robots become cheaper in the next 30 years. Maybe 3D printers will be able to print full fledged robots by then. At least, full fledged parts. If not, I will be royally screwed. I am focusing on my fitness keeping in mind the general problems old age brings. Healthy eating, exercises, and Wim Hof techniques will be used to maintain optimum health. 22 January Feel like becoming a monk. Tired of this horrible world and horrible people. Nature is very cruel. Survival instinct is very cruel. They only bring stress. The only way to lead a stress free life is to become a monk. Revenge will always be on the cards. No reason I cant become a monk and pursue revenge. Nothing motivates me except rev...

Brutal Cold

I had my hand dipped in water for a long time. Brutally fucked. Quite painful. The second time cold fucked me royally. A word of advice: Dont keep your hand in touch with freezing water for a long time. It is very bad.

God and Aliens

Could aliens be god?

On Peace and Solitude

I find great peace in the jungles. Feel positive. Thinking of minimalistic living. The world is so screwed up that the only way to live a stress free life is to live alone without any possessions. Anything else is inviting unnecessary stress. Keep enough money to fulfill your basic needs. Maybe a health insurance policy. Having some hobbies comes in handy. It keeps boredom at bay.

On My Phone Hacking Possibilities

There can be a malware. This malware may be sending and receiving data. It must be listening on some port. But how was the malware installed? This problem happens with every new phone. It must be a backdoor or bug in android which allows one to connect remotely with root access and issue kernel level commands. Maybe I cant detect it using antivirus because of signature issues. Or maybe a rootkit has been installed which prevents the malware detection. A bug or backdoor in android can anyways not be detected. But they must be using some port to communicate and it should be captured in netstat. What if you drop the connection when I run netstat? It won't be captured. I will have to check log files. But they won't leave a trail. They must have removed logging options. I can probably terminate any remote connections not initiated by me (how to identify?). The simplest solution is to keep closing any open ports (apart from few known apps) on a regular basis and asking for autho...