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Enjoy Irritating Quorans

I enjoy irritating quorans. Write anything. Contradict your own views. Keep reversing stands. Leave them wondering. Becoming absurd is the only way to beat them at their own game of degrading and devaluing. I have started to enjoy all this. Enjoy writing shit nowadays.

Discovering the power of Neo4j

Functions have given a new level. I think I have got the answer to all my neo4j problems.

On Rediff

Useless company. Loss msking portal.

On Coughing

I think it is about training me. That if I don't perform properly people will act in an unkind manner and I should be prepared for it.

Fucked my Lungs

I have literally fucked my lungs. I can't even breathe properly at times.

On Existing Chatbots

Complete load of crap. Just checked the SBI one. Completely useless.

NLIDB Progress

The state of the art is 45% on wikitable. I am definitely going to beat it. Graph joins and traversals are going to be the key. Need to handle multiple components in the new approach. It is going to be tricky. Fuck 30,000 dollars or 19  lakh rupees (or 19 billion dollars :). Enough with this shit.). This product is going to be worth crores. I have realized that i make backups of backups.

Humiliated Quorans

I have humiliated the quorans.I think they are jealous now. There is no good commercial NLIDB out there. Why not? Is it because it is the year 1775 or because deep learning overfits? I have seen all the architectures and all of them overfit. They can only demoralize. Nothing else. Useless fucks.

NLIDB Progress

Have created so many new elements. Graph joins will solve sequence modelling to some extent. Now just need to finalize the best approach by considering optimization factors. Unfortunately, it will take longer because I will have to consult a few people for this. Going with recommender system for the time being. I have become the god.there is no doubt it is the best unsupervised nlidb in the world. Will test the NLIDB with a few datasets. Then will shift to recommender system. Although pandas has added time, I believe overall, it will be able to significantly improve the accuracy. I need to hit 90 percent. 

need a new client for chatbot

gives more purpose for working. otherwise i dont feel like working.

Enjoying my Life

I am enjoying my solitude and life. It feels so peaceful. I want to live like this forever. Smoking is perhaps the best thing that happened to me.

On manipulation

It continues. Well, what can you do about it? Keep working a little bit.

On my Grandmother

She is also against me. She is on my brother's side.

On NLIDB Progress

I think I will hit 90 percent. Unprecedented accuracy levels in NLIDB space. Without using pandas but using lookup can reach more than 80 percent. I have finalized all the possible approaches. Just need to use the right for each case. Combined Pandas with ER Graph. Now even light cannot escape this black hole.

On Speech Recognition

Integrating speech recognition in the NLIDB.Working on other aspects of chatbot till I get a better understanding of the various optimization processes. No point creating a system which might be slow.

Tricked my father again

Tricked my father again into revealing his ugly nature. Then humiliated him. It was fun.

On Suicide

I think suicide or killing is on the cards. I don't really see any point of living anymore. It is better to kill the abuser and then die. At least I will have the satisfaction of revenge before dying. I am pretty sure that the abuse will continue forever.

Cant Trust Anything

I can't trust anything or any results on the net. It is too much manipulation. All the results are fabricated.

Too much Hacking

There is too much hacking going on. Will realx today. No point getting frustrated due to hacking.The general trend of hacking when things start nearing completion has started. I think they will not let me complete any project. What can I do?

No Mercy

I will show no mercy in abusing and shaming my abusers. Every single one of their abuses and violation of rights will be answered back with abuses. I will make them feel bad for being born. The violation of rights and dignity has got to stop. I will treat these violations on par with rape and as such the punishment meted will fit the abuse.

The Value of Life for me

Should I kill myself or have a cup of coffee? Although this line says more about the absurdity of life and does not exactly intend it as value of life, for me, it perfectly captures the value of any life.

On George Clooney

I think George Clooney is also involved in this whole thing.

On Using Pandas

I dont think accuracy level of above 80 percent can be achieved without using pandas. I think I will hit 90 percent if thete is no spelling error in the query. The only other way is to look up the values in the database before generating the final query. This way is quite crappy.

On Weather

I think the weather depresses me more than anything else. Rainy, cloudy weather depress me endlessly. And these motherfuckers will keep annoying me. They don't understand that I can't function properly in such weather.

On Youtube

Youtube should stop clickbaiting so much. Too much clickbaiting. wastes time.

Does UK accept defeat?

I think Ben and BG team have seen enough evidence of my problem solving ability. Will they now accept defeat and stop maligning my reputation?

NLIDB King

The king of NLIDB is here. It is guaranteed to be the best unsupervised NLIDB in the world. Handled the issues by doing some changes. Using Pandas also allows to suggest alternate queries in case the highest one fails. I can also add sequence modeling using consolidated data stored in pandas. I think I can achieve more than 80 percent accuracy on query level. This will probably be a record.

Chiling in Life

Chilling in life will irritate the fuck out of these people. If I don't break and keep working a little bit on some tech project, they will not be able to claim that they broke me. I will enjoy my life till then.

On Narcissism

I think people are behaving with me like narcissists. I think they are acting as the narcissist in the relationship and I am the victim. This is probably to punish me for my earlier imagined narcissistic behavior.

Code Tampering

I think code tampering has started. Horrible people.

On Agarwals

I think the Agarwals are also involved in demotivating me. my father's attitude is pure shit. Keeps telling me to come back and do nothing in life. What kind of father says this to his son? may he rot in hell.

No Job

I just can't do a job. It is not possible for me to engage in mindless and worthless pursuits. I may as well be dead.

On Suits

Very clever serial. Great one liners.

Demoralizing Continues

It continues through my friends. It is horrible how they use everyone just to humiliate and break me. Gopal Agarwal is also not my friend. Infact no one is. What can you do? Keep fighting.

NLIDB Progress

Going with multiclass multilabel classifier to counteract parsing issues and users unfamiliarity with underlying data structure. Also I can reduce the amount of shit I need to handle in the code. I think the overall time will be reduced significantly as incorrect I/O operations (due to imperfect parsing) takes a lot of time. Can probably also use a matrix comparison if I am going to only use a bag of words approach. Classification ml is only useful if I use crf sort of thing using ngrams or use data analysis based probability based data generation. Using conceptnet for classification is also new element creation. Conceptnet can be quite useful for classification. Don't think many people are using it. made good progress in attacher/matcher. will use pandas for storing and final scoring. Using pandas for final scoring and storing is probably the best way to solve it. The final output is shaping up pretty nicely.

On Random Data

Is the random thing necessary or can we simply loop and generate enough data? Adding noise should be useful. Based on data analysis, weights can be used for generating samples.

Experiencing Withdrawal Symptoms

I am experiencing withdrawal symptoms again. I cannot quit smoking anymore.

Solved NLIDB

Finally am able to reduce the coding using machine learning. No more pain. Tony stark has found a new element. I no longer need linguistic help I suppose. This should work. I don't think there is a precedence but I suppose this should work.

Some hilarious stuff

1. Dog waits for school bus. - Youtube 2. Should America thank China for adopting an abandoned Chinese baby? - Quora Some of the moderators are hilarious.Youtube has got a lot of click bait videos.

On Opposite

No peace terms now. Only death. Only killings. They have been doing the opposite of what I do and want. I am going to do the exact opposite of what these people want. I am going to become more stubborn than ever. Perhaps one of the most stubborn creatures to grace the planet. Now, they have triggered more of my anger. I will keep fighting them forever.

On my mother

I hope she dies if she is alive. I hope she suffers eternal torture. I feel happy and satisfied that she died a horrible death.

On Spell Check

solved spell check. now gaurav thakur's wife should suck my dick.i think his mother was a whore which is why he exhibits whore like behavior. he was probably born in a brothel. gaurav thakur has been primarily responsible for triggering the pain. He has to die.

Kill or Die

I think there are only two options. kill or die.

On Modi

modi chutita hai. randi banao saale ko. saale xhutiye ko pm banne kisne diya. biwi ka jhoot bolne pe hi disqualify kar dena chahiye tha chutiye ko. saala jo apni biwi ka nahi ho saka woh desh ka kya hoga. jis chutiye ne apni biwi ki life barbad kar di woh desh ka kya karega. aise aadmi ko pm bana diya. chutiya saala.

On The Pain

I dont think people can understand the pain I have gone through. I don't think there is any other way out. People have to die. Even after inflicting all this pain, people expect me to apologize. I have to kill everyone.

On Manipulation

Hiw am I supposed to work if I cannot fet in touch with relevant people? Too mych phone hacking and manipulation.

Learning Linear Algebra

I see no way out. I will have to learn linear algebra. Using LSA for the time being. Deep learning will be used in the end.

Thinking of going home

I am thinking of going home. Dont feel like working.

Will Zuck's Agents Leave people Alone

Please leave people alone. Don't add to their grief. People will probably die.

On Retiring

How fun would it be to be able to retire at an age of 35? But is it possible? Not really in my case if I don't sell anything. If I sell my work, probably yes. I see a lot of companies copying my three options in chatbot idea. I feel so worn out due to all the harassing.

Have list all desire to live

I have lost all desire to live.

NLIDB

I think instead of manual scoring, I will feed the ft, dt, and pt into a classifier. maybe or maybe not. It will definitely reduce the coding required. pretrained embeddings may work. maybe also silence the ml guys that my system is old school. I can actually convert the sequence modeling problem into a multi class classifier problem. Not the best idea because the sequence(ngram) component will be lost. But it will be weakly supervised. It will only be column name. Of course, I will need to clean the data first and get the column values right first.

Table Identification

Can use LSA bag of words for table identification. Can add a bit of rules to get rid of errors. Should suffice for table identification. Or maybe train a model.

On Gaurav Thakur

saala aise logo ke karan desh gulam hua tha pehle. Angrej ke gulam. saala apne desh wasiyo ke saath chutiyape karta hain. Itne paiso ki jaroorat hai to saala dhanda karao apne ghar waalo se.

Obama ko Randi Banao

Obama ko randi banao saale ko. madarchod. school chalwao saale se. narcissist madarjaat.

Things Hacked Again

Kill the whole west and Indians.

On Higher Education

I think the higher education theme is to prove that I am not fit to work without an education. This was highlighted in the modern family series. Fuck americans. Useless fucks. I enjoy business and will pursue it.

Learning Angular

I will learn a bit of angular js after NLIDB. Looks pretty useful.

On Unabomber

It is surprising how so many of my views match with the unabomber. Not the violence though. I do think that tech is very important but we are unable to draw the line. It is slowly taking over every aspect of our lives. It is damaging the nature as well as psychology.

Why is it about money?

I still don't get the money game. Why is it all about the money?

On Intellectual Masturbation.

Intellectual masturbation is fun.

Consumerism as a Manifestation of Survival Instinct

Consumerism is a manifestation of survival instinct. Survival instinct and its manifestations need to checked.

Everything Hacked

Calls hacked. Charging hacked. I am going to chill.

Living With Snakes

I am living with snakes. I can see them occasionally. One of them was coiled up in one of the bags. It is fascinating and a bit scary at the same time.

On my family

I just do not wish to see them again ever. They have inflicted a lot of mental trauma on me. Especially my sister. I think they are greedy pigs. From the hints I have got, I think they want to prove that I am not capable of handling money and hence any compensation for harassment should be handed over to them. Well, they can keep the money if only they promise to leave me alone for the rest of my life. I think  my sister is content with proving me a good person but an incompetent one (only slightly above autistic spectrum). She is a UK agent.

Bored of Tech Again

The boredom cycle has started. Nihilism dominates. I want to relax all day and do nothing.

Another Demoralizing attempt By my Brother

Trying to convince me that NLIDB is a bad idea. Piece of shit.

Experiencing WIthdrawal Symptoms

I cant quit smoking. I feel pretty low without smoking.

Why Am I Living?

Everyday I feel the futility of living. I see no purpose of my life. I dont think I will ever be happy again. Perhaps I have lost the capacity to be happy.

So much manipulation

All this manipulation just to humiliate me. Not letting me finish anything by hacking at critical times. What could be the reason?

Kill the manipulator Shruti

I should kill the british agent shruti agarwal. I think she has done me a lot more harm than anyone else. I think she is behind all the hacking in collaboration with the britishers. she along with her husband rohan preece should be killed brutally. thn i will feel satisfied. I think shruti is in cahoots with captain america. she has tried to behave like alex (from modern family). trying to fool me like luke. I think modern family guys want to treat me like luke.

On Ananda marg

These guys suck big time. I don't agree with their philosophy, ideology, superiority complex or anything else. Still they want to take me into their loop. Fucking hypocrites.

Need to Generate Revenues

Need to generate revenues for hiring consultants.

Need a New mouse

The scroll function has gone bad. I need a new mouse. How to get one? Online one will take time. I don't want to go to kullu or manali. too much time taken. Ordered one on amazon. Will take at a least a week to arrive. Demerits of living in a small town.

Britishers have to die

There is just no other option for the pain. They have to die a horrible death. strip them of their dignity. then kill them. kill all women along with them. fucking whores are responsible for all my problems.

On Nepalis

One of the worst species to inhabit the planet. Uncouth, uncivilized people devoid of basic humanity.

On Quorans

I think quorans are not good people. What good can come from continuously demoralizing someone? This is definitely more than an issue of treating narcissism. Quorans should be killed.They only want to degrade me and nothing else. Fucking whites. useless fucks. cause of all the suffering in the world.

Tech is Overrated

I believe tech is overrated. It is causing more damage to our lives and nature than we can think of. I think tech giants should exercise restraint instead of just focusing on profits.Technology has caused unthinkable damage to the planet. It is not even offering any solutions. Just creating more problems.

White People are The Biggest Hypocrites

I think by now the world knows that white people are the biggest hypocrites in the world. They did everything for their benefit all the while hiding behind idealism. Britain has probably committed the highest number of crimes against humanity in the world. Isn't the royal family directly responsible for the deaths and sufferings of millions of people around the globe? I think the white people think that Indians are beggars. They can toy with them and then throw money or  some kind of favor. They think everything in world is about money. You can keep your money and shove it up your arse. I don't even want the hacking compensation. Fucking hypocrites. Get ready for white people to die. Or go to jail. I dont think the pain will pass without revenge.

No Point of Upwork

It is all manipulation. I don't see any point of going through upwork. I feel low due to all the manipulation. Perhaps my troubles will never end.

Why No US?

I have been negatively portrayed in a lot of US and UK shows (more in UK shows). Fine in some of them. Same applies to India. The final killer was the consistent negative behavior of Gaurav Thakur (he is for sure a facebook agent). Constant lying about me to others even when I had been so good to him. All this has convinced that only humiliation is the objective of US and UK people. It is not about anything else. Why spread lies knowingly? The only reason could be to break and humiliate me. Another one could be savior complex. Of course Quorans have played their part. They have consistently tried to degrade and devalue me. I dont think it is about narcissism anymore. It is simple revenge. Everyone has ganged up to have their revenge. I have realized that US and UK people including Indians will continue to try to break me for their I don't know what interests. I think facebook and microsoft want to break me. my family is also involved in this charade to some extent. Truth is I ...

NLIDB Progress

Dotting the I and crossing the T in NLIDB. It is fairly time consuming. So many small things that can wreck havoc on your system. Don't feel like working. Too much work for a single person to handle. Will take it slow. Too much to take care of. my system is pretty good. Captures almost everything nicely. I don't think there can be a better unsupervised NLIDB. maybe a pure semantic parser which eliminates the pipeline but I doubt it will perform better than my system.The level of detail captured by syntaxnet is quite good. These details help a lot in the final result. The code has become bloated. I need to trim it. I think I will add natural language searches and boolean searches in database as back up methods in case I get poor scores from scoring algo. Ecommerce sites are going to have a lot of grammatically incomplete sentences. Stringing the columns together is the way to go. Basic version is more or less done. Finalizing it is too much work.Spelling errors are goi...

On Words

What existed before words? Feelings, sensations, and experiences. Words have complicated our lives.

Saala duniya chutiyapa hai

I have concluded that duniya chutiyapa hai. Absolute crappy place. Filled with  mundane people. Ellsworth Tooheys dominate this world. Such hypocrisy. They don't even understand what life is really all about? I cringe at the ignorance and idiocy of such people. How can one live among such people? The stupidity is mind boggling. I am sick and tired of people.

Obama ke Tatte

All these people are obama's tattas. I think obama is a narcissist.

Biggest mistake in Life

I think the biggest mistake of my life was not killing the perpetrators right away. This happened only due to my passivity. All barclays employees should have been killed. People like gaurav thakur should be killed.

Will the Pain Ever Ebb?

Doesn't seem likely. I will have to learn to live with it. I wonder how the whole world agreed that this type of torture is ok. Says a lot about the state of humanity.