Toofargone

Bored. Too much work to do.dont feel like doing anything.

saw a fruit seller. his dejected face depresses me.i contemplate the sadness and mundaneness in his life. how different his circuits must be.or does he also have a yearning for new adventures and excitement? is he bound by the daily drudgery? has he got no out and no options? this is worse than death. i would choose death 100 out of 100 times rather than doing this. perhaps he enjoys the interactions. the exchanging of pleasantries, the haggling over prices, occassionally fleecing the customers, the money he makes. all of it might make it worthwhile for him.perhaps he is not so unhappy. maybe his circuits have rewired. maybe he has overriden the hardwiring. maybe he has made peace with whatever life has to offer him. i can never make this peace. but why? the regular excuse of it is just the way i am built. perhaps the emptiness, lack of meaningful relationships do not trigger my pleasure circuits. i need other things to activate my circuits. maybe he grins at the stupidity of the cust...

Standing alone, a small tuft of hair resists. It refuses to leave its master. It m ust feel a bit exclusive. May be its stubborness will persist for another few years. But eventually like all its comrades, it will have to bite the dust. Resistance is futile. But I appreciate its loyalty to its master. Weathering all the difficulties, it stands tall and proud. Loyalty is hard to find especially with hairs. They are fair weather friends.

Becoming a sadist is one way to have some fun in life. Sometimes it gives an escape from the tremendous boredom of life.

Verma thakur log bahar waalo ke saath mil gaye Hai aur aurote ke daalal bhi ban Gaye Hain. Monal Narsaria Thakur group Mei shaamil hai. Sharma group Mei nahi hai woh. Yeh log beti bachao beti padhao abhiyaan kar rahe hain. Punjabi group same group hai. Mujhe international terrorist ghoshit karne ki saajish ho rahi hai.

Starting my dream life pretty soon. Hope it works out. Will develop a new model of living. The joy of creation unlimited here. A Haven for digital nomads.

Zuck and G ates are team Thor.

I think I will quit finance. I have become fairly bored of it. There is little new and exciting and not much challenge. Doesn't appeal to me anymore. Plus have too many other projects. But need to sell the fintech project. Pursuing a career in pure tech seems more interesting and challenging.

Horrible horrible mapping service here. Useless people Google maps waale. Monal narsaria ke tatte.

Saale Randi ke pille madarchod har jagah pareshan karte Hain. Google maps waale alag pille hai. Saala map Mei sab kuch galat.

Women are behind my miseries. Why don't all the fucking horrible women just die.

One obvious way is to hack third party libraries. Change the codes. Other one is to change handling of the code in the interpreter. Other is run a different code  in a hidden manner. Very similar to the original but slightly modified. The output terminals are switched. Writing to files may also be hacked. Hacking to monal narsaria ke dalaal hi kar rahein hain. Saali ne pata nahi kis kis ko apni baati hai. Yeh srk Randi ka group bhi hacking Mei involved lagta hai. Sunder pichai bhi usi ka dalaal hai.

Motherfuckers have resorted to hacking my laptop. Can't even switch it on. Fuckers have definitely hacked the BIOS. SRK Randi ka pilla. Aurato ka dalaal. Monal narsaria ka Dalla.

R ealiz ing that nothing matters is the key to freedom.

Sisyphus recently experienced a terrible fit of cough. He needs to modify his lifestyle a bit. Sisyphus still finds everything meaningless. He has won the war but there is a nagging feeling of emptiness. There is no pain and no joy. Only limbo. Can Sisyphus overcome his emptiness?? Will the limbo end?? Everything about life sucks.

It is simplification of life. It is better for people who do not enjoy relationships. Men need women mostly because life is so boring. Without women life will become even more boring.

I am down with cold and fever.  In times of distress you want someone to be by your side. Horrible cold, cough, and vomitting. I haven't had a fit like this in a long time.

Sanjay dutt ka group hi hacking kar raha hai. Madarchod Thanos.

Mittal group could be Russia. Ambani is also a possibility. My father is definitely team Russia.

I have started enjoying humiliating people. It is real fun. Feels good. Now I know why people enjoy it so much. It is better than killing. Chip away at their dignity in a gradual manner. Enjoy the process I think it was lying dormant in me. The events have awakened the desire to humiliate others. Now need to look for opportunities.

Uske poore khandan ko murga banaao. Useless people. Beti ne 10 attempt Mei CA nikala. Woh bhi jugaad se hi hua hai pakka. Beta fashion designing karta hai. Aur kisi layak hai nahi woh. Saale sab ke sab dharti p e bojh hai. Uske poore khandan ki hum akele hi maar lenge. Saala sabse bada anti tech group to wahi hai. Jagdish narsaria failed family hai. Mandi waale log usi ka group Hain. Yeh thakur log bhi usi se mile hue Hain.

I have become much worse than before. Now I use every opportunity to humiliate others. Makes me feel peaceful. I think the more I humiliate others, the better I will feel. Releases the pent up frustration. I should make humiliating others my life goal. Quorans and red skull have pushed me towards this goal. Violence begets violence.

Waale ko madarchod Jagdish Narsaria ka group. Kapil Sharma same group. Anushka Sharma same group. Useless actor anushka Sharma. Jis scene Mei kiss karne ki jaroorat nahi hai usme bhi karti hai. Saala ticket sales keliye yeh log kuch bhi karenge. Apni produced movie me hi kiss kiya. Paise Jo kamane the extra. Phir feminism ki baat karti hai. These women give a bad name to all women. Fucking hypocrites. Yeh saala Sharma aur Punjabi mil gaye Hain. Wonderwoman bhi Sharma group ho gayi hai. Jagdish narsaria could be team Russia. Sharma group is South Korea. Sharma group Meri theek Marne Mei laga hua hai. Yeh group Pakistani group lagta hai. Yeh saara Jagdish Sharma group hai. Yeh group sabse bada madarchod group hai . Yeh group Europe ke saath bhi mila hua hai. Aryan race thing I guess. YouTube bhi mila hua hai aryavat ke saath.