I realize the extent of my stupidity. I have been working for no reason. My enemies will not let my work succeed. They will continue to hinder my efforts. I am a fool for even trying to work. Motherfuckers ask me to make it fair and then make a turn. Motherfuckers. Waste my efforts. It is like banging my head against the wall and expecting the wall to move. I am exposing myself to unnecessary stress due to hacking, torture, and other hazards. Plus I even risk losing. Better is to relax, bid time, and enjoy life. The price: loss of dignity and pride. I have already won by a huge margin. I am sick and tired of me putting in effort and everyone trying to hinder my progress. Relaxing is much better. Do a little bit of work just to annoy my enemies. I think I shouldn't hope for a positive response till the manipulation continues. Maybe after it ends.