The Loop

Why don't we realize the loop? Why don't we understand we are Sisyphus? I think, for most people, the loop is different every time or they don't really care about the loop. This is why they don't experience it as a loop. But, for me, the loop has become almost the same every time. I can't go through the loop again and again.

I need something different. I need to meet new people. But I find it extremely hard given the level of harassment.