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Leave Me Alone

I take it that you cunts have no interest in getting out of my head. Go find something else to do instead of making my life miserable. Why am I so important to you people? What is it about me that so many people are invested in me? Is it just the war or do you expect something else? Why haven't I been declared the winner till now? I am the undisputed winner of the game. I will need the title along with war spoils. 

The Real Damage Remains Hacking

Undoubtedly, it has caused the maximum damage. Has affected my mental health severely and has left me kind of traumatized.  Hackers should be made liable for the portion of maximum damages. They should definitely go to jail. I have suffered a lot due to hacking.  Yeh madarchod Benagliyo ko jail bhejo hacking ke crimes ke liye. I am not going to accept any other arbitration when it comes to hackers. They have to go to jail. That too long term jails. No negotiation, no compensation. Just jail. 

Truly Horrible People

Hackers are truly horrible people. Still hacking. What do these people not understand about enterprise? Fucking communist mentality. Still hacking. How is one supposed to work? Billion dollar claim I am filing. I probably won't have use of this money but you people need to feel the pain. You keep on making my life miserable. Making me feel crappy all the time. Also gives my enemies an opportunity to harass and fuck me. All this pain should be felt back by you.  It is also the fight of two units in which I have become the victim. 

Bengalis Also Destroyed My Life

No doubt about it. Bengalis through hacking were responsible for destroying my life. The lawyer unit is a big enemy. This unit will get sued big time and go to jail. Manipulation is a separate thing. But hacking is unforgivable. Bengali unit has to go to jail. Long term jails. Saale madarchod communist mentality. 

Bengali Mentality

Saalo ki naukri waali mentality hai. Tabhi hacking karte hain madarchod. 

My Life is Set

Along with the war spoils and options trading using algos and my startups, my life is pretty much set. Seems like I can mint good money from stock market. 

Congress Madarchod

Madarchod yeh Italian unit hi hacking mei involved hai. Madarchod ne hack kar kar ke jindagi barbad di.  Madarchod corruption ki jeeti jaagti misal hai yeh log saala. Congress mukt karo country ko.

Hacking Remains The Biggest Culprit

Have lost all motivation to work due to hacking and manipulation. They are going to jail. It is women who are hacking everything. Women need to go to jail. 

Accusations of Bully

Unfinished business. Accusation of bully and a white girl beating up a small Indian guy.  I wonder if people still think I am a bully.  Jennifer Aniston is team Helen. 

Hackers Will Also Get Sued

Also suing the hackers. Perhaps ask for jail terms. 

Sanjay Dutt Big Enemy

Definitely my enemy. Khud terrorist tha.

The Team

Wild target. Man from Toronto.  Assasin teaming up with another person. Is the person in my head team assassin?  I don't think the person in my head wants me to fail. He probably has something to lose if I fail. Maybe he is like a teacher unit. But he messes too much. I suspect he has got elements of psycopathy.  There are 2 units as usual.  One is elephant unit. I suspect that he has been involved in destroying my life. I think I will sue him because his antics don't seem to stop. You stop trying to control me and better behave else you will suffer. Walmart unit.  Instead of all these games, why don't we have a one on one? I think you just like to play psychopathic games.  99 percent sure that I am going to take you to international court. Primarily because your antics don't seem to stop despite repeated warnings. If you stop with your antics, I might not do it. But if it continues, I will definitely take you to court.  Get the fuck out of my head. I ...

Sharma ji Team

Sharmaji some unit is team joker. 

Are You Not Entertained?

The Mastermind

The person in my head is probably the mastermind of everything. Pulling strings everywhere. The devaluing phase has started. He is going to get sued big time. 

Are women equal enemy?

Are women equal enemy? 

Everything is Hacked

Yeh madarchod Jews ke saath Hitler ne theek hi kiya tha. saala usi samay exterminate kar dena chahiye tha. aaj saala hamari jindagi barbaad nahi karte hacking karke. madarchodo ne hacking karke zindagi barbad kar di.  Holds true if involved in hacking which I believe they are. Otherwise No comments.  Things like hacking fill me with bigotry and hatred.  What do they gain out of this? Is it to make me angry? Madarchod ko international court le chalo. saala sab ke sab madarchod hain. 

Bengali Punjabi Mix

Yeh bengali aur punjabi mile hue hai aur hacking kar rahe hain. yeh indore waale to poore madarchod hain. yeh Kapil Vohra ka Turkey unit may be involved in hacking. 

Why do white people suck?

Biggest hypocrites. True definition of organized crime can be seen in white people mentality. Still trying to establish supremacy. Still hold the mentality that they should be masters and other people should be slaves.  There is only one solution to white tribal mentality and the systematic and legal organized crime they commit. Jihad is the right answer.  Nike needs to go to jail.

Haryana Unit

Team Haryana is in cahoots with white people. Enemies with Wonderwoman. Haryana (maybe mixed with some Rajasthan unit as well ) unit probably betrayed Arjun Kapoor in the movie Panipat. The buffalo unit. My father semi part of this unit.  Not my friend really. Buffalo and lion enemies? 

White People Game

Fun with Dick and Jane shows that they did not intend to offer a job but just sweettalked him and had fun with him. Similarly in white gold.  I do think that everything may still be manipulation. Low chances of not being manipulation. But it depends on my work. If it is good, they may want to work with me. Otherwise it will be a narcicisstic discard.  But the thing is I am not really interested in associating with them. I have no interest in working for anyone. 

Hacking Remains The Main Damage

Hacking Remains the main damage. This Italian Israeli Bengali unit involved in it. SRK unit is also involved. They are also going to get sued big time. I am going to sue SRK separately. For not letting me work and harassment. No money. Only jail term. Will ask for minimum of 20 years.  Also harassing me by showing demoralizing ads.  Shah Rukh Khan is definitely going to jail. I see no other alternative. 

Definitely suing in International Court

I see no scenario where I won't sue these people in international court. I am going to claim a billion dollars in damages. My repeated requests have fallen on deaf ears. Now it is time for these people to suffer.  Their antics are also asking for jail term. I am going to forego money and ask for a long jail term if your antics don't stop.  I am not settling for any amount. You are going to go to jail. 

Back to Startup

No point doing ML as everything is hacked. This was the very reason I wanted to avoid doing ML from the very beginning.  Not really possible to work like this. What is the point if you cannot test your hypothesis? Back to startup. Focusing on startup for the time being.  Unnecessary waste of time. Motherfuckers wasted so much of my time. The whole point is to demoralize me. Get me down, humiliate me, make me feel crappy, and offer peanuts as settlement. You have another thing coming. Let's meet in international court.  Will start ML once I have proper cybersecurity setup in place. I could probably get one of the best results in the market but hackers won't let me. I challenge the hackers if I get one of the best results they will have to go to jail for the rest of their life. The bar gets raised everyday hacking goes on. Now it is a billion dollars. It will increase more everyday it continues. Or go to jail. Every instance of hacking is going to cost you. Started with 10 ...

Be Ready For A Billion Dollar Payout

I am serious about adding a million dollars to your tab everyday. Your antics are not stopping.  Be ready for a billion dollar payout. 

On Love

The need for love of another person is a manifestation of survival instinct. More needed by weak people. 

Anger Issues were an Excuse

This was just an excuse. More sinister motives behind it. Something to target me with and unite people against me. Also cause infighting.  Do white people seriously think that I will want to associate with them with this continued harassment? 

There is No Point Of Working

Absolutely no point of working. These pigs will not see my products see the light. Sell everything  Hacking is the biggest reason of my misery. Hackers need to go to jail. Obama also needs to go to jail if he was involved in hacking.  The best way to live is to do trading using ML and options. Some results look promising. The whole captain America team including Bengalis and Matt Damon is supporting my brother. Involved in fucking me. This unit is also involved in hacking. Probably also not letting me work.  Indians have collaborated with westerners in hacking everything. It is really sad to see this kind of thing being done. Petty people with their petty mentality. 

There is Only One Solution

International court. These people wanted to make sure that this type of thing doesn't happen again. Now when I take them to international court, I will make sure that what happened with me doesn't happen again. These people are going to pay big time. It is going to hurt you.  I am being told I am in danger. Let's meet in international court and we will see. Or are you chicken?? I can take you to the cleaners just for bugging my head and body. But you will be fucked on all counts. I think you are a coward. If you are not a coward, meet me in international court. Else you will be deemed a coward for the rest of your life.  Everyday the head rape goes on, I am adding a million dollars to your tab. Enter my dreams at your own peril. You had been warned 1.5 years ago. You are already 545 million dollars in the hole.  You haven't left me any other choice. Now it is your turn to suffer. 

Pathak Unit Involved in Surveillance?

Special Ops, Aryavart serial. Doing it on behalf of Aryavart? Europeans? 

1 Week Break

Need to rejuvenate. Totally exhausted. Will add some touches to BRR, then come back to Stock ML. It is  big topic. Will take a lot of time. With the intern gone, really no point of doing it all alone by myself.  But don't even see any point of even doing BRR. With all the manipulation, there is just no point of banging my head against the wall. 

Hyenas The Feminists

Bengali feminist women hyena group. All feminist units are hyenas. Probably Wonderwoman as well. madarchod hyenas. Rini Bhowmick is team hyenas. 

100 million or Jail

You choose. Nothing in between. Everybody goes to jail otherwise. Especially Helen and her unit. Also the Scandinavian terrorist unit. The person in my dreams definitely needs to go to jail.  Quorans should definitely be jailed for harassment.  These white units combined with Hindu fundamentalists are getting people to fight everywhere. These people are going to get dragged to international court. If I go there, I will claim at least a billion dollars. Your best option is to settle for a 100 million dollars. Else you have the choice to go to jail. 

The Goal of My Life

The goal of my life has always been freedom. 

Madarchod Airtel

One of my big enemies. Hindu pandits ke saath mila hua hai yeh group madarchod. Europe is also enemy unit. Maybe not as big but still.   

Sell Everything And Focus on Trading

This is going to help me lead a semi retired life. Trade using ML algos and no worries. Can make much more than any job.  The joy of creation is gone. It has been eroded due to all the manipulation  All that is left is a tired and angry mind filled with disdain for people.  Startup is just too much work for one person and involves interacting with a lot of people. I really do not want to interact with people. Plus I don't have  the energy for the startup anymore. There is no support at all. Completely mentally and physically exhausted. Day in and day out harassment, hacking, manipulation and torture. You can buy the whole BRR setup for 5 million USD. If not, then only I will do it on my own. I would prefer to sell it though. It is a war of attrition.  Have become tired and weary of the world. Don't want to live with people at all. The main issue is the stupidity of people especially religious fundamentalists.  I blame hackers for this. Hackers need to pay 1...

Hackers Have To Be Bought To Justice

Hackers have to be bought to justice. No amount of money is going to be enough to let them go free. They need to go to jail on multiple counts of cybercrime. Most of the mental and physical suffering has been caused due to hackers. 

Are Terrorist Units Not The Bad Guys?

This has to be the Scandinavia unit. In one Netflix series, a group of people (referred to as terrorists) fights the women of the town. Depicted as atheist. Lane Pryce same unit.  What is the end motto when it comes to me? Use me? 

The Black King

The Black King is now defeated. He is welcome to lick my balls. 

Leave Me Alone

The person in my head during live keeps messing with me. Tiger unit. Still doesn't get that I don't want to be tied down. Probably not the smartest bulb. Says will leave me here. I don't even want to go. I wonder what has given him the idea that I want to go. I am fine here.  

Can you miss what you don't know?

Can you miss what you don't know? 

On Uncertainity, Surrender, and Embracing

My guess is surrendering to a higher authority is for people who are not comfortable with uncertainity. It is not for independent, free spirited people. What is life without uncertainities? 

Team John Cena

Team John Cena attacked bumblebee in the beginning but later on teamed up to fight the aliens. 

White Mentality

You didn't know anything before. We are helping you learn. A tacit way of establishing superiority. 

The Game of Religion

Perhaps the game of religion is equally in the play. Christian and Hindus have come together. 

The Lesson

The lesson being is that you need to work irrespective of the circumstances. Who is going to compensate for the losses? 

The New York Unit

Seems to me it is the unit that believes in  getting things done. Not an idea unit. Skills based unit. Alec Baldwin in Motherless Brooklyn. Also strongly feminist unit. But also liberal attitude in terms of freedom etc. I would call them frenemy. Probably fair minded people. Maybe also lawyer unit for the other side. Kaley Cuoco same unit. They messed with the wrong person. There is no winning against me. 

Too Much Hacking

Yeh Obama ko bhi jail bhejo. Every time I add something new, it gets hacked. This time target variable is hacked. 

Back to Cross Section Data

Few more days. I am finally getting the hang of the data. Then switch to time series. Then use both. 

Bangladeshi Unit Anti Tech

Yeh madarchod unit definitely anti Tech hai. 

Azerbeizan

Azerbeizaan and Turkey working together?

Hackers Have to Die

 People are going to start dying and blood will be on the hands of hackers

For You

 If you come in my dreams, I will humiliate you here.

SRK Randi

Madarchod definitely involved in hacking. Yeh randi saare musalmaano ko badnam karwa raha hai apni chutiyapanti se. Probably also involved in not letting me work. 

Helen The Villain?

She is definitely a villain in my story. She is backing Shruti whore. Motherfuckers trying to hide their incompetence with these games. The real issue was not feminism. It was the incompetence of these people. This has been hidden too well by playing different games. I suspect some corruption as well.  Haley (Level 4) team Charlotte or team Helen? Helen Level 6. Ben, Ian Level 7. Phil level 5. I suspect none of them are friendlies.  Everyone has been paid off. YouTube, Quora. Shruti whore has to die.  Kaley Cuoco probably Helen unit to some extent. Kaley Cuoco is also California police unit. Breaks my heart.  The story I have been told is this. We had extreme tongue kissing after marriage (analogy for hired) but was not good at it (did not have the skills) and in response was fucked by these people (vivid images of concealed small penis fucking my ass. I love the detailed imagery.). Then, they decided or felt obligated to assist me and are knocking on my door. I am h...

Hacking Remains The True Damage

I still believe hacking to be one of the major reasons of damage in my life. These people need to be bought to justice else people will die. I am willing to forego any claims if hackers are jailed for long term. They are the biggest reason for all the suffering I have endured. I guarantee I will kill people if hackers are not punished.  Obama group is also an enemy. May be not the main enemy but involvement in hacking and all makes it an equal enemy. 

US People Need To Leave Me Alone

Leave me alone. 

Google Drive Backup and Sync is Horrible

 Fairly horrible. 

The Lawyer Unit

This unit also responsible for destroying my life just because of their ego. 

Monkey is Born and Tigers Are Happy?

Sorry Europe, no monkey here. Only tiger, bear, lion, gorilla, elephant, giraffe. 

Madarchod Gupta Group

Saala madarchod group. Bahut bada enemy hai mera.Jagdish Narsaria ka group hai yeh. 

Cutting Off Everyone Again

No point working with people who don't respect you. Just adds to your stress. 

Crimes Of Agression/Anger

Sometimes I suspect that crimes of aggression/anger against women charges levied against me is just a smokescreen for hiding the true agenda. Who knows?  Am I supposed to become a toothless lion whose teeth have been pulled out so that I don't frighten women? I often think that all this is a ruse. May be feminist women are also being used in this game. Things are being done to me in their name.  It is difficult to know. The targets may have evolved over time. Everyone is fucking everyone. You need to keep a scorecard. There are probably no hard lines. But one thing is for sure. Amit needs to be broken. Good luck with that. 

Venom Team Obama

But why? Is Obama on my side? Sometimes I think yes. Sometimes no. 

Laptop Hacked Again

Fuckers have hacked my charging mechanism. Had to order a new charger. No work till Monday.  Hackers need to be bought to justice. They are the biggest reason for all the miseries in my life. People will die if hackers are not bought to justice. Hackers have to be made liable for at 100 million dollars. The days of 10 million are gone. Now the base is a minum of 100 million. 

Simplifying Neural Networks - RNN

This post explains a basic RNN. RNNs are typically used for sequence related ml tasks. The input is not a cross sectional data. It is sequential data. The order of inputs matter.  Consider your input a 1D vector. This vector contains the features of one time step. If your model contains 10 features, it will be a vector of length 10. In NLP, for most of the tasks, these are typically a sequence of word indexes (either converted/initialized to embeddings of 300 dimensions of pretrained word vectors and updated during training else these representations are initialized randomly and learnt during training. pretrained vectors reduces training data needed). The input is not restricted to 1D vector. It can be a 2D matrix as well. Any shape you want. Each time step will have the same dimension vector. The input dimension is same for all time steps. In NLP, if inputs are sentences of varying length, then sequences are made of same length by padding them.  First the input layer will tra...

Hacking Remains the main culprit

Motherfuckers have thoroughly destroyed my life. I hold this group majorly responsible for the damage. 

You are not Cool

Yes you. You are not cool. You know what I am talking about.

Anger

People try to make me angry when things are not going my way. 

Mittal Group Big Enemy

Definitely a big enemy.