Toofargone

I should kill all the horrible people involved in hacking, degrading, and demoralizing me. I am going to dedicate my life towards hurting women. I am pretty much beyond saving now. Only desire is to spread hurt and misery in the world. The same way it was done to me. I will make everyone miserable. It is not about narcissism. It is about continuous violation of rights and dignity.

The rational person is doomed. You have to be irrational. The world is horrible.

I cant control it anymore. I will snap pretty soon. I dont know why but my violent tendencies are increasing. Frustration levels are increasing. I think I have reached saturation. Frustration and depression are becoming more frequent. I cant trust anyone anymore.

Harassment continues unabated. 1st January is final.

Will work on digital marketing tool for the next few days. Automate all posting on social media. Made some progress on digital marketing Managed to get a few of them running including posting on the pages. User wall posting is facing permissions issue. Although google has better documentation there are issues. Youtube also done to a great extent. Will include ecommerce sites and social media sites in digital marketing suite. It will take about 15 days to finish. Ebay also done to some extent. Looks like it is going to be an easy ride. It is good that I am finishing all my projects gradually. These  people will not let any project see the light of day in the near future. I dont think they will let me win after putting in so much effort in demoralizing me. Better take the projects to near completion. Then finish them once the torture ends. The semi finished ones will have diminishing returns. Better to get more returns on these projects and get consulting on the remaining. I d...

Will start the site in a week. It will be a nice change. Started the site. Will work on it when I feel bored.  Should be fun. It is on backburner for now. Will finish it once I am done with weight loss site and digital marketing tool.

I have become too stressed and depressed. It is time to add some more philosophy.

Filing for separation from my family. I can't live with the betrayers. Also need to live Himachal Pradesh.

Web development sucks big time. Too much grunt work. My life has become boring. I feel depressed. Need to have some fun. I think there is nothing left to live for anymore. The 1st January date is final. There is no point of living with this harassment. I guarantee people will die on 1st Jan. I dont go back on my word. You have been warned. I think I am genetically predisposed to depression.  I think death is better than this life. I have become heavily depressed. Dont feel like doing anything. I think it is web development which sucks the life out of me. It is just so fucking boring. Even sex doesnt excite me now. Seems like I am dropping in a limbo. Maybe I am sick. I think I have got some sort of food poisoning.

Will also start work on a digital marketing tool. I plan to operate a number of sites. Digital marketing tool will help.