About me

I am pretty lazy, mostly introverted, and generally like to be left alone. Small talk doesn't do it for me. Social conventions make sense to me but they do not appeal to me. I can't blindly follow the herd. There is some defect in my hardwiring.

I like to associate with open minded, intellectual, and fun kind of people(I hate pseudo intellectuals). I like to let my hair down once in a while. I also have a sarcastic and comic side. In general, I am a kind and polite person. But I do not mind calling a spade a spade. I am sometimes outspoken and can be pretty opinionated. I do not like superficiality in any aspect of life. Some of the reasons why I do not like Indian culture.

Lately, I have developed a less materialistic and more spiritual outlook towards life (sour grapes :) ). I always knew I had an artsy and philosophical side in me. The side has started to surface lately.

I have ADD and to some extent spatial dyslexia. Years of mistreatment has left me scarred. I don't even know what is real anymore. I also suspect I am bipolar and may have some narcisstic tendencies. I may have a few other mental disabilities. I don't think I am fit to work in a corporate or academic environment due to personality issues. I get bored of things pretty easily. Perhaps one of the the reasons I change jobs so frequently.

I don't care about relationships. They don't mean much to me (not sour grapes). I am pretty much undateable or unmarriageable. I can't maintain relationships or anything else for that matter.

I love writing. I think the world will not let me live or do anything, so that kind of reinforces my hobby. I want to become a writer. For the first time in my life I am pursuing something I want. You can read my work on Toofargone. I have self published a digital book on Amazon and am on course to publish a few more. As I don't want to associate with anyone (because everyone was complicit and I feel the world is a sick place for simple people like me), I think a career as a freelancer is best suited for me. I am working on offering some courses.

I think I have had my fair share of stress for this life. I want to live an easy and stress free life. I am not rich but my family can probably feed me for life. However, I don't want to go back to my family. They suck the life out of me.

If anyone feels sorry for me, donate for my survival. I need 80 USD per month. If you want, I can write something for you. If I make any money from writing, I will pay you back.