A few thoughts

Wouldn't it be great to retire at the age of 35? I really feel like retiring and leading a relaxed life. I feel so tired and exhausted by all the stealing, hacking, and manipulation. I think theft of the apples was the last straw. I don't have any energy and motivation left to work. I keep working on chatbot a little bit. I don't think they will let me get any clients for the chatbot even though it is going to be the best one in the market. I don't think they will let me do anything else. All this exhausts me. It saps my energy.

I think my family along with UK wants to prove me worthless. Probably they are getting some money out of all this.

The only goal is to humiliate and break me. Even though I feel exhausted, I will deny them this satisfaction. I have broken previously and the results have not been good. I will be the last man standing this time.