Decided Not to Live In Naggar

Made up my mind not to live long term in Naggar. I don't like the people. Also there is a lot of bad blood. Plus people here are really stupid . I will look for some other place in the mountains. Perhaps shift to Uttrakhand. I think I will try to leave India in the near future. Definitely not UK. Perhaps someplace like Russia. the philosophical side of me resonates with russia. i am not a capitalist anyways. i dont like the west a lot.

It will be great if I get to open a strip club somewhere. I think a strip club is my true calling.

Will start calling immigration agencies from monday. I have to leave India. There is nothing in here for me anymore. I will have to suffer for the rest of my life. These people will not let me live in peace.

I think if I get some land for free or at good rates in a rural area, it can be pretty great. I can set up a relaxed life. I don't think I will want to live in a city. The real problem is hard work. I don't think I have anything left in me that is willing to work hard. I have become addicted to an easy life and don't see that changing going forward.