Miserable Life

My life has become pretty miserable right now. Extremely bad weather, no water etc. I understand why terrorists do these things to America. Fucking Americans torture people unnecessarily for their fun. White people should be killed horribly.

Why don't these people understand that I am already stretched mentally. It is hard enough as it is. Still they make it worse.

I work without a keyboard which takes its toll. Fuckers hack all mykeyboard.I dont burn wood which makes my surroundings cold. I am living alone surrounded by negativity on all sides. Plus I have to do all my work myself. There is not an iota of luxury I have. I am not being a pussy. It is not easy being me right now. Plus the mental energy used in working is too much.

I should kill my whole family who are engaged in spreading negativity.