No Interest in Going Outside

 I think the elephant group is in my head. It is probably an enemy unit.  Team Thor is also in my head. Red Skull?? I truly don't have any interest in associating with white people. White people need to leave me alone. 

Why don't white people understand that not everyone is interested in bending to their superiority complex? Leave me alone. I would rather go home and live off rent than work with white people. 

Harvey specter team claims to save me but the real agenda is using me for something elsel (possibly some war). Harvey fires Mike for betraying is shown when I do something cool in finance or excel. (maybe if there is hacking also).  This team comes in my dreams in a different mode. It is team elephant I think. 

I think it doesn't like smart solutions. Technical and education based it likes. Why does it have to humiliate me in my dreams? Some payback is in order. 

One unit of white people wants to destroy me completely (fire, retire) while others have a more neutral stance. But white superiority should remain is probably common stance.

Leave me alone. Get out of my head. You keep increasing my animosity towards white people. 

I am done living in this horrible world.The manipulation has taken its toll.  Now I guess laziness and indifference are getting the better of me. 

The idea is to sell the products, enjoy for a few more years (till the time I still have functional health) and then probably commit suicide. 

Anyway, there is no point of living for a person who has got nothing to live for. There comes a time in your life when you realize money isn't really going to solve the void. There is no point of living with the void.