Toofargone

I am caught between rock and a hard place. The game will never end. Also hacking will never stop.  All in all, I cannot finish anything due to hacking. Hackers should take the blame.  If it is bike even after all this, then there is really no point of working. Even after the asshole has misguided me so much. It means I am not fit to work. It is better to go back and start a small business A more honorable option is to commit suicide because all this means that you are useless and useless people should commit suicide.  Ultimately this asshole wants to imply that I am useless. I guess this was his whole agenda from the beginning. To confuse me and make me feel like shit.  They will still not acknowledge the damages caused due to hacking. 

Primarily due to hacking. Can't do anything due to hackers. As long as hacking continues, there is no point of doing anything. Can work only when hacking stops.  Hacking has truly destroyed my life. They should be held responsible for all the damage. Yeh 100 sabse bada madarchod hai.  Excess negativity. 

Taken away all will to work. Can't test my stuff. Thete is absolutely no doubt that hacking has destroyed my life the most. Can't finish anything due to hacking. The real culprits are not jailors but hackers.  I am 100 percent sure that hacking has destroyed my life. 

Real damage remains hacking. There is no doubt that hacking has been instrumental in destroying my life. Hackers are going to jail. No adjustments there.

Reduced online activities significantly to avoid relentless gaslighting. I advise everyone who are facing negativity to reduce their online activities. Much better for mental health. It is not about thick skin. It is totally avoidable. Plus it is much more peaceful. I am enjoying some new found peace. I urge everyone to reduce unnecessary online activities. You are playing into the hands of unscrupulous elements. 

No more social media. Too much negativity. Too much gaslighting. White people gaslight beyond all reasonable limits.  It is now apparent that social media has extreme negative repercussions. 

To much of it online. The less you go online, the less you have to encounter these. 

Too much negativity online. Need a break from all these. Plus not getting the data I need. Plus everything is hacked. Removed a lot of apps due to persistent negativity. It feels online primarily adds stress and negativity in life. Miss the old days where you could do nothing or read a book.  Really important to strike a balance. 

Is it still about the money? Old people also want the money. Is everybody is chasing the money. 

The bigger turban ones are Canada unit. Tech unit. The smaller turban ones are MBA type unit. Non tech unit. Maybe Wonderwoman unit.  The big pagdi sardar unit is probably an enemy unit. 

I think Lakshmi Mittal has been instrumental in harassing me. He has definitely made me his enemy. I hope I can pay back some of the harassment.  He should go to jail.  Maybe I will drag him to court.  On second thoughts, I will definitely file a case against him. If any enemies of Lakshmi Mittal are interested in filing cases, I am willing to collaborate. I have legitimate grounds to file case against him.  I suspect the coughing thing is somewhat my sister's doing.

I cannot stress it enough. The real damage remains hacking. There is absolutely no way hackers are going to go unpunished.  It is possible that the Mafia unit is the real enemy. And not the new york unit. Italian, Japanese, and Israeli unit may very well be the bigger enemy. 

This is never going to end. Ultimately family helps. Time to move back.  Outsiders just use you for their own games. Nothing else. I have not received any help from anybody till now. All empty promises. 

Don't think it is going to happen for me. With all the growing racism and intolerance for outsiders everywhere, the conclusion is that it is better to live with your people. At least you are worry free in safety matter. My past experience in Himachal was not good. And there is nothing that assures me that it is going to change in future.  So all in all, I guess I will bid adieu to my plans of living in the mountains. Breaks my heart but no real alternatives. 

Isn't all this enough? Have you not used me enough? Are you not happy with destroying my life thoroughly? Still want to destroy my life further? Then why show me unnecessary ads. No interest in associating in any form.  The person showing me ads reflects the mentality of white people. It shows how they truly see you. That clinches it for me. No further associations. The person in my head is not a trustable person. I feel almost sure he is taking me for a ride.  At this stage, I don't think it is self destruction. More about coming to your senses and realizing that you are just a pawn in their games. And pawns are always sacrificed. I had realised it long back but now don't have patience to continue building things without any sales or feedback. 

Ragnar Lothbrok waited till he was able to penetrate the French using his death antics. I think Ragnar wants to make a point. Ragnar is the king.  Ragnar needs to leave me alone. I don't think Ragnar is going to leave me alone till he has made his point.  Still harping on domain knowledge. I think he believes people don't have sufficient domain knowledge of what they are doing. I suspect oil spill. Rock is Norway cum elephant. Ragnar Lothbrok needs to acknowledge me as the king. 

The whole online thing was just a manipulation. Some people might have tried to help but more or less it was manipulation. Everything was pre planned. Hackers were hand in glove with the manipulators. The chicken may have wanted me to do some online work. Indians are no small enemy. Fuckers have also caused a lot of damage. Is Vince McMahon the grandmaster?  This person in my head is a big manipulator. My best bet is that he is my real enemy. 

There is no doubt that hacking has been instrumental in destroying my life. A side effect of hacking will lead to days of unnecessary work. Hackers have to go to jail. No negotiations around it.  I blame the hackers before the Brits. Hackers truly are responsible for most of my miseries.  There is nothing that has destroyed my life more than hacking. Women are primarily responsible for this. This is the true character of women. They have to resort to unfair tactics to try to win. They know they can't win in a straight fight.  If I have to point to one thing that destroyed my life, I will undoubtedly say hacking. All part of the game but thiscwas perhaps the most damaging. Hackers should be brought to justice. Despite completing the tax calculation part, I am reluctant to test it due to hacking. Almost certain it is the best in the world. In essence, most of the damage in my life comes down to hacking.  If I commit suicide in the near future (not planning right now), ...

Hackers are still relentlessly trying to deatroy my life. Bengalis are probably behind this. Probably one of my enemies. Not friends. 

Everything is hacked. How is one supposed to work? 

All these exhorts of going back home and not doing business elsewhere seem to me like anti immigration supporters. Sometimes I suspect immigration is one of the main issues.. Common people are worried about jobs etc  Fucking stupid people. White people will not me work. Corruption is definitely an issue.   There are so many layers to the game. What is the game beyond the game?  I don't have a problem going to hone and doing business there. Honestly with all the hacking, harassment, and manipulation I am fed up of online work. The only thing stopping me is I like living in mountains.Plus lifestyle differences. Else I would have gone back.  A lot of it stems from British Gas. There was definitely some firing. That has escalated the issue. I am caught in all these wars. Higher education comes from when there is some issue in problem solving. Am not sure if lying is the main issue or just a cover for their heinous acts.  Corporate battles. Thanos is kill extra ...

Real damage remains hacking. When will hackers understand that the real damage remains hacking. 

Fucking deliberate manipulation by consultants. I wonder which freelancers I can trust. Indians are equal enemy. I can't believe all these people practicing for more than 8 years can't agree on rules. It seems like manipulation to harass me. Deliberate delays by consultants. Indians are no small enemy.  Fortunately, my frameworks are very flexible. It can easily handle all nuisances. My enemies can suck it up.  At my tax king crowning, my enemies are invited to suck my dick. We can put some chocolate on my balls if they want to lick it. Maybe the caviar scene from wolf of Wall street for them. Since I am merciful, I will allow putting a delicacy of your choosing on my balls.  My enemies should surrender now. 

Doesn't add much value to your life. Instead damages it much more. It is filled with negativity.  I think my communist brother is right. Few people get rich at the expense of many in online business mode. it is increasing inequality.  All I can deduce is that my life has been thoroughly damaged in pursuit of online business. Only empty promises.

Building  online products and then not selling.  The magnitude of waste of time has dawned upon me. So many years wasted without any revenue. The asshole in my head is responsible for misleading me. How stupid one has to be continue working without any revenue?  The amount of bullying, harassment, and negativity is too much online. 

Coming soon.