A Life Wasted

The biggest regret is going to be why didn't I do business right after 12th. All the time wasted doing other things could have been used to do business. 

Mostly wasted due to online hacking. I dont think I can ever forgive the hackers. Why don't the Guptas just die? Absolutely no doubt that hackers wanted to destroy me thoroughly. 

But maybe hacking is a blessing in disguise. Made me realize that I am not enjoying finance anymore. It has become boring and monotonous. Same thing over and over again. Finance has become easy. No challenge anymore . No excitement. Nothing to get up and say, I am going to have an exciting day today. It is going to be routine stuff. The main fun in finance is AI (some brand new introduction by me for various applications) which ofcourse I cannot use due to hacking. So no fun left for me. Nonetheless hackers have to shell out a billion dollars.

I have extended the field of finance with AI as well as without AI. Nobody was doing it like I am doing it. Alas, petty hackers have ruined it. 

Imagine the damage caused by people like Sanjeev Gupta when the world could have benefitted from simple AI applications. 

Zemo hates superheroes. So hacking. Madarchod Zemo. Stock market mei bhi ML nahi laga sakte Zemo ke kaaran. Phir madarchod bolta hain you don't know what you are doing, so we hack it. You can read my books. I have a decent understanding of the whole thing. Have also worked on model monitoring where I gained some familiarity with the practical aspects, production usage etc.  So the whole premise of "not knowing what I am doing" is incorrect again. All ML codes of stock market were hacked. Don't think any single result in the Jupyter notebooks could be trusted. There are going to be issues if you are refreshing it. It is like assholes can identify issues from 1000s of records. Things like these force me  to stop working. 

1 billion USD. Not a penny less..

So much work is lying unutilized because of demotivation due to hacking. Features such as savings and income generator provides great opportunities for cross-selling things like self grow kits, renewable energy stuff. Self grow kits are going to be big. An early mover advantage will be helpful. 

What I eliminate is the headache of user to search for custom solutions. Users can just tell what they have (time, resources, skills etc.) and we provide solutions. Sometimes we even sell those solutions. I play to their strengths. User experience is vastly improved. 

A majority of my work is centred around simplifying,  customizing, and personalising. All driven by AI. 

Alas I couldn't convince petty stupid fucks to lay off my back and let me work on it. I know people could have benefitted. 

Engineering is more exciting with more real world applications and more fun. I should have stayed with engineering. Maybe I am better off with engineering. 

Tell me something. I tried teaching moving averages to neural networks. Even hired a consultant to help with it. How can I diagnose the problem with all the hacking? Or am I supposed to first read somewhere everything about NNs and then work? Isn't it better to develop an understanding of such complex topics by implementing and reading at the same time. 

But bechoonga nahi kuch. Karoon na karoon, dena kuch nahi hai. 

Rajkumar ne gainda Swami ke fuse conductor nikal diye the. Hacking same thing.