Screwed Up World

The world is screwed up. I have become convinced of this. I am turning a bit poetic. When you really get detached, it clears your head. Even in solitude, there are only a few moments that are truly peaceful. But these moments reveal a lot. It feels like a veil has been suddenly lifted. The uneasiness and suffocation goes away. Only peace remains.

I have come to realize that I have no use for money. My only desires are good food and sex. I can live without both. The heartache is overwhelming. I cant get past all the shit. It is hard to believe that the whole world gangs up on one person to destroy them. They believe they have the right to socially condition a person. They will have to face the consequences. I guess the pain will subside when I kill some of the perpetrators.

I will rewatch season 5 of wire.

I think for me it is better to live in poverty. It will push me to keep myself healthy.

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