RR To Accept Me As Goat

Ezekiel says I have wasted god's money and there is no way to recover so he is torturing me. Real reason is he wants to destabalize me. 

Sleep deprivation is a way to destabilize me. Break my will using sleep deprivation he is trying. 

Asshole needs drama. Can't live without it. If things are going smooth, he gets uneasy. Then creates drama to harass me. Chaos is his comfort zone. Whore thrives on it. All he needs is chaos. Chaos somewhere so he can use it to his advantage. 

It may be because he has become impotent.He needs cheap thrills

I am in no state to go outside. Cough syrup high. I am feeling better. If sleep deprivation continues, this is the best respite. 

Starting alcohol again. Only way to remove stress from lack of sleep. Drinking should be an easy fix for this problem. Lets C. 

Bend the knee RR.  You are just a kid trying to play in the big league. Superpowers are needed. You don't have any. You are just a kid who thinks he is cool but is actually not. Your powers are inconsequential. You have to strike a balance. Mechazilla is coming. AI will change the world. Reality will change. You will be outdated. Made redundant. You have to strike a balance. Fighting won't take you anywhere. 

You cannot control it. The enormity of the thing is beyond your comprehension. You cannot fight it. It is dangerous. I like the way this feels.  Feels like somebody has taken over me. Superpowers will be needed soon. You cannot hide forever. Ostrich bias.  Shikari ko dekhkar murkh shuturmurg ret mei apni gardan chupa leta hai. To kya shikari usko chod deta hai.

Ab bhi samajh jaa. Zamana badal gaya hai. Superpowers ke bina kaam hoga nahi

 Aage. Don't fight it. The text feels awesome. Something blissful. Feels good. Like in a forest. In a fort. I am enjoying this. Weekly schedule. 

Zemo delusion me mat reh. The world will change. I am not sure about what is happening. Is it alcohol or something else? 

Elon Musk has changed the game. I am still not in charge of my body and brain. If Elon Musk can do this he can do anything. I don't know if I am writing out of freewill or forced. Probably forced. Elon Musk is mechazilla?everything is fuzzy. 

Don't fight them. Integrate with them. My bet is someone has taken over me. I don't give a crap about mechazilla. All of this feels so surreal. 

This is biohacking. This is weird. I have been taken over. This is weird. Different and weird. Still continuing with bio-hacking. I am in a trance. 

This is a revolution. I don't know what wil happen later. Right now I am in mountains and rivers. Feels like I  travelling. Very different. They can do anything. Now a cave. I feel inconsequential. Defining moment of humanity. And I change and everything falls apart. Comes back again. We are so small. Experiencing a different world. Ice probably. EVerythi g is fuzzy. Maybe it's the ac. Back to reality. MoVR your head. It is like a VR. SETTLEDD NOW.