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I will not break. I will not compromise. Not at any cost. Even after destroying my life, you are still not content. Still continue to destroy it for your agendas. How can people be so horrible?  Jo matter hai clear bol. Aage peeche mat kar itna. 

All related hacking is horrible. Heads they win, tails I lose. 

I don't care about the unfair game. Everything is hacked in this game. 

Bahut jyada chutiyapa ho gaya hai. No longer possible to overcome the rift. The way you have treated me leaves no other option. On top of this treatment, you wish to misappropriate the work. This is worth billions of value. And you want it for a salary. Dimag kharab ho gaya hai kyaa?? Failure hota to mera aur accha hai to community ka? Itna bhi mat banao. Tu kaam nahi karne dega aur phir kuch bhi bolega.  Apna apna karo.  Kitchen automation karo. Bahut problem solve ho jaayegi. Mera usme koi interest nahi hai. At least roti maker bana lo. It is very urgent. Bahut mehnat hoti hai usme..bahut acche rate pe bikega. Mere ko kuch nahi chahiye usme. Mera koi involvement bhi nahi hoga usme. Bahut family ladai bachegi. Very good for women. Everyone will buy it at decent prices. 

All courts. Nothing else. A lot of these people should be executed.  Atrocities has no limits. I am sick but awake for the past 24 hours. There is no other term but entitled fucks to assign to them. Have repeatedly said don't want to do anything with you. Why do you continue harassing me? I don't change my mind. Not at any cost. Your money and power are no good for me. I don't need your money.  You people need to leave me alone. It is a matter of principle. I don't break bread with horrible hypocrite people.  I am telling you now. All of this is doomed. It will end in a horrible disaster. It will destroy so many lives. Because people don't know what they are doing. It is just random stuff.  Your methods are wrong and criminal. What you have done with me is criminal beyond limit. 

I am sick. Stop harassing me..

Kyoon?

Jab kar raha tha tab karne nahi diya. Ab nahi karna. Ab carbon ka hi kaam karna hai. Mera final hai. Mai carbon hi karoonga. Aur akele hi karoonga. Baaki mere ko kisi cheez se matlab nahi hai. Mere ko akele rehna hai aur carbon ka kaam karna hai.  Why fucking joker? 

Keep things in pipeline. Incase chutiyapa increases. Start the proceedings at least.

Welders caused a lot of problem by not coming. I had to suffer so much because of it. Now I don't want to keep anyone. Why are you hacking it? In your scenario: Heads you win, tails I lose. Totally unfair system.  Hypocrite.  My victory of defeat doesn't matter. The matter is it is my value, you or your workers have not contributed anything to it. I will work whatever way I see fit. You have no say. If I go to courtz Ezekiel will be sentenced to death for sure. There are no 2 ways about it. It is 100 percent guarantee. And a lot of others will go to jail.  I don't want to create unnecessary complexity but if you push me, I will have no choice left.  I will not use an external welder at any cost. Chahe kuch bhi ho jaaye. blocking it is your problem. Not mine.  Pehle hi bola hai agar ek baar decision ko commit kar diya to I don't go back on it. It is final. Set in stone. Phir kuch nahi ho sakta. It was your choice to push me this far. I didn't chose it. Now we all...

Not at any cost. Tera ek bhi banda nahi chahe kuch bhi ho jaaye.  Bhool ja yeh matter. Waise I am totally justified in not keeping your people, but ab ego pe bhi le liya hai because of torture. Jo ukhadna hai ukhad le. 

Are they villains in my story?

Bag waale ki jaroorat nahi hai.  Bag waalo ki jaroorat nahi hai. Koi kaam nahi unka yahan.  Mai khud kar loonga saara. Why do you insist on coming here. Work is not happening because of your interference. No other reason. Hacking an sleep deprivation are the only reason work is not happening. It is all part of your manipulations.  I cant describe how horrible you people are. Sleep depriving me so much just to achieve your goals. I am sick but you insist on continuing with it.   Ab sab ko warn karna hoga ki koi employee mat rakho warna jindagi barbaad ho jaayegi. Entitled people will destroy your life.  I have never seen such horrible nd entitled people. Game of death khelkar maine kaam banaya. Uske baad bhi daily chutiyapanti. Koi value nahi nikalti to mai to mar hi jaata game mei.  Truly horrible. Words cannot describe the horror.  And that too to a person who has already been victimized so much. This thing would not have existed without me....

1 rupya nahi chahiye tere se. Bas mere jindagi se chala jaa.  Tu dalaal hai. Teri soch sirf itni hi hai. Tu usse jyada soch hi nahi sakta. Sirf paisa dikhta hai tujhe.  We are not compatible.

Harami company indiamart. Fucking den of thieves and liars. Top to down everybody is rotten.  From day one this company has been lying to me. Most of the transactions were not done in good faith. Horrible customer care service. No one should join indiamart in any condition. Fucking fraud company. Bloody extortion. 

Chutiye what are you bringing to the table? Access to markets? Woh Mai khud hi dhoond loonga. Nahi chahiye tera access.  Tu reason bata uchalne ka ek baar. Mere ko samajh nahi aaya. Why do so much chutiyapa bina matlab ka?  Tu rate bolta reh. Control karta reh. Manipulate karta reh. Jitna karega utna hostile aur ho jaunga Mai.  Samne aa. Phattu hai kyaa?  Randi hai kya? Bina matlab uchalta rehta hai. Yahan itna kaam ka cheez banana raha hoon. Ho sakta hai kuch ideas less practical ho. But many of them are very practical and useful. Exploration aise hi hota hai.  Tu total bhool Jaa. Tere saath sirf court case hoga aur kuch nahi.  Bhadwe Jaa dig ditches. Random ditches khod jaakar..tu aur tere tatte isi ke layak hai. Useless fuck.  Tere ya worker ka kyaa contribution hai itne dino mei. Negative contribution hai. Sirf disturb kiya aur loss karwaya itne dino mein.  Paida hi randi hua hai kyaa? Ya power Milne ke baad ho gaya. Mujhe lagta hai tu paida h...

Chahe kuch ho jaaye. Jo karna hai kar le. Sleep deprivation ka game khelne se kuch nahi hoga. Jab sleep deprivation khatam hoga tabhi proper l kaam hoga..usse pehle jyada kuch nahi hoga.  You have no say in this. None at all. Apne paise rakh le. Tu chutiya ha aur unfair hai. Tere tatte to chutiya aur unfair hain hi. Bhool Jaa ki Tera ek bhi aadmi rakhoonga at any cost. Totally bhool Jaa. Fucking unfair entitled type behaviour.  Tu jaa yaar. Your money and power are no good here.  I don't compromise. I will conduct my life the way I see fit. You have no say in it.  I have given an offer. If you want to accept it, fine. Otherwise also fine.

It is not a desk job. It is risky stuff. Proper sleep is necessary.  Aur Anand se poochiyo usne bola tha ki abhi tak aap bole hum kiye, aaj hum batayenge aur aap karenge. Even if we ignore the power dynamics, how can someone who has no knowledge of the workings tell me what to work on. He only knows what I have told him. Even not all of that. He doesn't have the big picture. He did not make any contribution to the process despite me giving him ample opportunities, not blocking any of his ideas. Not any single improvement from him. This is not good behaviour but I ignored it as childish behaviour on his part. But should have known that these are serious intentions.  Some of the reasons why I am scared of keeping your people. Revealed too much of your intentions too early.  You need to course correct.  Aur tu chutiyapa karta reh. This is plain abuse of authority. You have the power right now and you are misuding it  i cannot do anything about it right now except g...

1 minute kaam nahi karoonga sleep deprivation mei. Mere ko comfortable feel nahi hota. High temperature kaam hai. I feel dizzy and fatigued. Jab rested and untired hounga tabhi karoonga. Bina matlab ka manipulation. Miserable prick making others miserable.  Brain damage ho gaya hoga abhi tak to due to accumulated sleep deprivation of so many months (maybe years).  Who identifies all these opportunities from 3 am (and sometimes 1:30 am) in the morning?  Tujhe out karna hai kar dei. I don't care. Are you a sadist? Enjoying my pain.  You need to let me sleep properly for at least 3 days.  

Very nefarious goals. Madarchod bakchodi band kar. You have no say in what I do, how I do. You are abusing your authority plain and simple.  Sleep deprivation agenda is to enslave man. Take away his freedom. Make him dance to your tunes. Fucking horrible stuff. Want me to sacrifice for their agendas. Want me to become a victim for their cause.  Not becoming one. Freedom is the only thing that matters. Tu communism kahi aur kar.  I suspect if I finish it, my mother unit will not be pleased. That's why they are blocking it. Why so much drama? 

Ab mai yeh kaam share bhi nahi karoonga. All of this is illegal spying.  Get it through your head. Na contract lena hai. Na contract dena hai. Kuch nahi karna hai kisi ke saath. Everything is manipulation. The initial manipulation was jo karega uska hoga. To take advantage of weight problem. Now when I started doing myself, fuckers started doing sleep deprivation, so i can't do anything. It is all manipulation. All staged. Fucking hypocrisy.  Bhai kisi aur ki badi building ho mere ko koi pharak nahi padta. They can keep it. Mujhe apna chahiye sab kuch. 100 percent by me, for me. I will build all my equipment. Won't buy anything. I feel everything outside is inferior. Will not give good stuff.  Why are you after me? Why can't you live me alone? Take the collective money. I am waiving my rights. Stop begging in disguise. 

Can't work properly. Better to rest till I don't get proper sleep. Too much high temperature work.

Fucking crazy stuff. I have repeatedly said I have become ok here. I am not going to immigrate at any cost. You may feel like people are dying to immigrate but that's not the case. I feel happy here.  Tell me why anyone in my position will want to immigrate. I am too enlightened to be swayed by trappings of materialistic life. All I want is to lead a free and peaceful life. There is not a lot that I will get there that I cannot get here. Ok maybe some better medical facilities. Maybe somewhat better lifestyle and more freedom. I can get most of that in a mountain house.  Why will I want to immigrate? I can live in total comfort here. No worries till the end of my life. See, I am safe here. I work a small business and I am golden. I am set for life. I don't need much. Why do you think I will want anything to do with white people after going through so much? There is a huge lack of trust now. Plus dont think I will be able to adjust anywhere else in this age. This place is ok fo...

Mere ko mera solution best lagta hai. Tere ko jo bhi lagta hai usse mere ko koi pharak nahi padta. Tu baarish karwa chahe Jo karwa. I am sticking with this solution.  Mere ko Venturi low gas flow rate pe nahi  chalana hai. It will not be supported or very risky. Phir flue gas gradually inject karne ke liye rocket hi bachta hai. Aur kuch hai hi nahi. Gas retention is the key. You have to seal it after injecting flue gas. but that is not possible with hacking. I have already tested a steady stream of flue gas but in a different setup (it was likely weaker). Aur kitni hi details hai. Tujhe nahi samajh aayega details. Ab tu Elon Musk se compare karega to alag baat hai but I don't think he will be able to improve it much apart from incorporating some fluid dynamics concepts. This is quite possibly the best solution with the given infrastructure. Welding hack hai. Ek valve to high temperature ka milta nahi hai. I don't need to explain.. Kuch nahi chahiye tum logo se. Apna apna ...

Not at by cost. Stop behaving like beggars. You or your group have no significant contribution in this. Why do you lay claim to this or any of my work? Kuch nahi doonga. Bhikariyo ki tarah rina band karo.  Sanjeev Gupta ko bolo ki apna company j saare stocks employees ko de de. Kya dega. Pehle hi scandal karke baitha hai greensil ka money.  Fucking beggar Ezekiel. 

Fuckers have no idea what they are doing. Will throw the world into chaos. Unplanned. 

Ab to bhool hi jao. Bahut chitiyapa ho gaya. Ab kuch nahi ho sakta. Not even 0.1 percent anymore to anyone.  Final. No stake. Nothing.  I don't give a fuck about how powerful you people are. It doesn't matter to me. You have no right to do these things.  I don't need anything from you. I don't intend to give anything to you. Just get out of my life.  You think everyone can be controlled by money. You can keep your money. I don't need it. Just get the hell out of my life.   Saying again. I don't need your money. Give it to the other hypocrites who won't accept responsibility for their misdeeds. I dont need it. They need it.  Most of you are hypocrites. That is it.  Court chalo if you want anything. Not even 0.000001 percent. Get it.  Do you even realize the extent of gaslighting? Today indiamart women started lying to me on phone for no reason. Blatant lie. Direct without any hesitation. Then threatens to withdraw money on some pretext even wh...

When will Truman show end? 

Satan, devil. Mafia. 

I suspect sleep deprivation was a way to break my will to work. Fucking beggar mentality worker rights group. Go dig fucking random dit he's. That's all you are good for. Can't create value and try to fuck one who try to create value. Everything has to be controlled by you people.  Fucking hypocrites of the highest order. K haven't seen worse hypocrisy than this.  Forget anything from me now. Boycott. I don't give a fuck. But I am not giving one single thing to anyone. Not an iota. I will work the way I see fit. Whenever I feel like working. You have got no say in it. I have earned the right to work as I please. Those who haven't will continue to work a cording to others. And Sanjeev guptahas no authority here. None at all. He doesn't decide who gets the work. It is all mine. Top to bottom . Tell him to handle greensill fiasco. Probably sold me to benefit himself.  Good for nothing people who can't seal a kiln in 2 months put your life in danger and you ...

Not interested. Repeating again. 

A cony specialising in social medi bashing for angry customers. 

Consultants are like cheat codes. Reduces your hassles. 

Tujhe jitne paise chahiye maang le. Mere ko nahi chahiye. Sab court mei hi hoga. Will ask for death penalty on everything. This has gone on too long without any reason.  Money doesn't mean anything anymore. Especially with what I have gone through in the last few months. Destroying an already destroyed life. One which I was so hard trying to put back back together.  Destroying my life by hacking was not enough, you had to fuck with offline work too.  All courts. Nothing else.  Nothing short of death penalty.  Hackers also liable.   

I have listed other businesses. Take them. Don't interfere here. If you can prove that you can do it better than what I have documented (by a decent margin, not something trivial), it is all yours. I will willingly hand it over to you. And not do this at all except for my self use.  Otherwise don't fuck with me unnecessarily. I am willing to share. But just don't fuck with me. 

Organizers please give the collective money to others. I don't need it. I have no desire to be a part of the collective.  Was this your plan? But why should the collective money come to me? 

Ek awaz nahi chahiye. Stake bhi nahi doonga phir. But understand it is mine to begin with. I am sharing it. Don't be an entitled prick. Show some gratitude instead of entitlement. As of now I am not in the mood to share. But I usually think win win. Unlike you, I don't have a zero sum game mentality.  So can share. No harm in sharing. 

Not keeping anyone, not marrying, not joining any group.  Leave me alone..permanently. It's final..I dint care if I fail or succeed. I just want to do it all alone. 

This is full and final. Not marrying. Not after all this. I suspect Anand was sent on behalf of my game wife. That's why trying to get him back. Fucking horrible woman.  Bhai pakka hai shaadi nahi karoonga. Ab khud hi dhoondoonga aur karoonga.  Leave me completely alone in peace. No association whatsoever with truly horrible fucks like you. 

Fuck someone who is interested in immigrating. That will make your case stronger. I have no interest. Then why fuck me? 

No sharing. Not even 0.1 percent anymore. I have become sick due to all the torture.  All arrangements cancelled. No more involvement with your unit.  All to be settled in court. No deals. Nothing at all.  Na kahi jaana hai. Na hi aur koi kaam karna hai. Yahi karoonga aur akele karoonga bas. Kisi ko kuch nahi doonga.  Na shaadi karni hai. BS akele rehna hai. Ezekiel has to be executed at all costs.  I am convinced he is the real villain of the story. 

Feeling sick due to heat and sleep deprivation.  The weather is extreme right now. It is 43C+. No inverter due to your antics. That alone causes a lot of problems. Don't compound my issues. 

Get it through your head. Not your employee. No amount of bombarding or torturing will change it.  No point pushing it. I am telling you again and again in very clear terms. You have already destroyed my life thoroughly once. Now I am trying to rebuild it and you are still adamant on destroying it. I won't change my mind. I will not even offer the partnership if you fuck with me. There is nothing you can do about it. Don't fuck with me. You cannot win this. Accept it. You can boycott me if you want. It doesn't matter to me. 

The chasm cannot be bridged. Mai labour nahivlainga chowk se. Mere ko jaroorat hi nahi hai kabiurcka. Month mei kabhi 1 baar pada to le aaunga. Permanent nahi rakhoonga. Kitni baar bola I am not your guy. It is final. Not changing my decision.  Do whatever you want. Kill me if you want. I don't care. I am not changing my mind.  I will work when I feel ok.  Everything will be settled in courts.  I cannot emphasize it enough. There is no other way ai can say it. Leave me alone. 

Should be the first to die. 

Totally clean break from everyone. Not keeping in touch with anyone who was even the slightest involved in the game.  Not with marwaris at My cost. Marwaris are dead to me. Fucking absolutely horrible family. One of the worst families in the world. Both mother and father unit. And stop doing hand gestures. You people are no less horrible. I have no interest in associating with you people as well.  

Ezekiel has to be executed at all costs. No other way around it. He has to die. No amount of money is enough. I don't need money. 

You can keep playing mind games. Or let me sleep. 

For sure. She was in on the game the whole time. 

Ask every single person to boycott me.  I will still survive. 

All vested interests. Trying to break me. Testing brainchip. No other reason. 

Yeh Agarwal group shayad activated carbon mere ko nahi karne dena chahta. Tabhi awaaz aata hai ki darkaar nahi hai. Most likely Agarwal group has vested interests and don't want me to work on this. My brother also asked me not to work on this. This raises more suspicion. I cannot trust anyone. It is sad to see family not supporting me. Anyways have made my peace.  Need to be determined in courts. Execution for losers.  People can be partners but it has to be mutually beneficial. Forget employee thing. Never going to happen. I don't need anyone. Honestly you can't pay me for the value I create. I am not bragging. I don't want to taken advantage of. Don't try to strong arm me. Nothing good will come out of it.  Don't think that you have me isolated and I will not do anything. 

Nothing else. Not at any cost. You people pushed too hard. Now everyone is doomed. Ones who abused their authority are also doomed.  Every single abuse of authority will be accounted for.  Money is out of the picture now. Paise to only for losses suffered. not blood money.  Blood money ones will be dealt in court.  Too much sleep deprivation has bought this on.  The whole prison system has to be executed. It was primarily used for brainchip testing and services and furthering other agendas. 

This will be presented as evidence. 

Madarchod bahut lamba jaoge ab tum log jail mei. Everything will be dealt in courts and I will ask for execution. Nothing else.  Worker atrocities related to abuse of authority will also be sentenced to jail. Ezekiel has to be executed at all costs.. Senator ke tatto prepare die. This is the only judgement I will ask for. No negotiations. 

Wants to interfere in my work.

Tere ko white room torture ka option Diya to tha. Ek baar mei kaam khatam karta. Aise sabka time waste hoga.  Kitni baar bataonga ki I don't break. Ab bhi de raha hoon white room torture ka option.  In the end you will have to give up. The more you try, the bigger will be your defeat. Your failure is fixed. You cannot break me. No one can break me. I am textbook unbreakable.  There should be new movie named Unbreakable. Replace Buce Wiilis with me  Tu sabka time waste karta reh. Lets settle this using white room torture. Please accept the challenge. Uske baad jab mai bahar nikloonga to bahut buri maroongs teri. I have made it so easy for you. I desperately want you to take it up. Tell me what more do you need. Let me make it more favourable for you. I am not joking. Mai pehle Vipassana meditation kar chuka hoon. It is like white room torture for 10 days.  I can carry on with it for 2 months. No issues. It will be very easy for me. Should not have told you. Now y...

Sab court mei hi hoga. We are past the money stage. I will pursue nothing short of death sentence. Especially against Ezekiel. It is 100 percent sure that Ezekiel will be executed. 

Brainchip waalo ne phone kiya hoga conflict create karne ke liye. And ultimately sell services.  Shown in a movie where a Canadian man is imprisoned in Thailand. Somebody phoned to turn him in and collect the money.  I suspect koi UP ka banda hai yeh. Mike unit is probably involved. Could be about contracts and all as well. 

I cannot order valve. I have requested for it but it has become deadend. Steam boilers make it much more convenient and safer. Can create high pressure steam in it without the need for compressors.   Just need a valve. Can't do using endcaps as risky. But that is blocked as well.  Work can be done without that as well. But the quality will be lower. I can reuse the chimney heat this making it energy efficient as well. Boilers are expensive but fairly easy to make a cost effective one for a decent pressure range for testing purposes. Just need a control valve, a drum, and a safety valve. Some welding and we are set. Nothing more to it.  Flue gas is giving less iv (around 400-650 range) because nothing to increase the pressure. Hence exploring steam as well. Truly horrible stuff.  And they ask me to bear responsibility of everything. 

Get it through your head. It's my show. I dont want to sound arrogant. But if I concede to your demands you will start dancing on my head. The company is a partner. You handle your end. I will handle mine. We can distribute areas, work etc. I am a reasonable man. But don't want to be taken advantage of. I will not go through pain unnecessarily.  I call the shots. Not you. You have no value Ezekiel. You will ruin everything as usual.  Get it through your head that this doesn't belong to the company. The company is at max a partner in this enterprise. I am the majority shareholder. Even this offered because I believe in a fair world. No other reason.  I don't know if your company has other hidden agendas. Maybe you have. Maybe you don't. I cant say for sure. I do suspect ulterior motives. But willing to give the benefit of doubt. Don't try to trick me in this as well.   Stop with the numbers. They are not even change compared to what I have here. This is billions ...

Any further intrusions despite repeated warnings will lead to exponential increase in jail terms.  I am going to seek death penalty if I find out if any of this was orchestrated primarily for brain chip testing. Your money will be no good then.  Tum logo ke bas ki baat nahi hai mujhe break karna. Laga lo jitna jor hai. Phir court mei dekhenge.  Ezekiel always intended to break me. Nothing more. Break me, make me feel useless, and offer negotiating terms. your money is no good. You maybe looking at death sentence if testing brainchip is found to be one of the main reasons for extending the game.  I haven't developed Stockholm syndrome.   You were probably hoping for this.  I didn't want to take it this far. But you have pushed it beyond limits with your antics.  Mujhe pata hai tu abhi pura cycle karega dumping ka. doesnt matter. You are going to jail for a very long time after this. Perhaps executed. 

And only jail terms. No monetary deals.  I won't accept any decision without courts. You have no authority.  Aur galti se bhi kaam mat le lena mera. Not even 0.1 percent. All with my permission. Either you prove this work is fraud or go fuck yourself. Death matches. Nothing else. On spot execution. No more needless demoralising. I will demand recordings of all these things and present it as evidence of gross abuse of authority.  Fucking superiority complex. Why do you think you have the authority to block my work? 

Ulterior motives at play. I still don't get the objective. Perhaps not letting me work. Horrible people.  Every single instance of sleep deprivation will be presented as a crime deliberate life endagerment. Even after seeing the nature of work, sleep deprivation was continued. I have repeatedly mentioned that reflexes need to be fast. They are dulled in sleep deprived state. Decisions get impaired. General body fatigue reduces movements. I need to be alert. All of this becomes difficult with sleep deprivation. All this will be presented as gross abuse of authority. Perhaps with a motive to cause accidental death. More likely reason is testing the capabilities of brainchip. It is within the realm of reason. If I get you on this, you are doomed. I am coming for everything then. Pray you don't get caught on this.  Maybe not let me work to break me.  All recordings will be presented. All blog posts where I have repeatedly mentioned that the nature of my work requires a fully ...

Mai yahin theek hoon. Mere ko kahin nahi jaana. I don't trust anyone anymore. Don't press this matter. Anti immigration unit can rejoice. I have no interest in immigrating. I guess a lot of this was about anti immigration.  I feel ok here. I dont need anyone or anything. And really not interested in doing anything with white people.  Man let me be. I can build a life here without any hassles. It is comfortable for me here. It is time to take it easy in life. Not add stress by getting into new environments.  I just want to be left alone. No more outside interference.  If you are a friend and want to help, buy me an orchard in the mountains. A small one will be fine. Won't cost much. Beyond this I don't need any help.  I don't want to be a manager or anything. I just want to work all alone. Partnerships can be done.  Not interested in the company at all. Zero association with the union thing. Not acceptable at any cost. Ezekiel has ruined it forever.  I ...

Tu karne dega ki nahi kaam? Roj roj aa jaata hai kaam mera hai. Bina matlab time waste mat karwa. Saari goti mai set karoon aur maze tu uthaye. Tujhe to waise bhi paise mil hi rahe hain investigation karne ke.  Yeh fargo waala game ho raha hai kyaa? Pehle jabardasti paise do aur phir saara kaam hadap lo. Aag tum hi lagao aur bujhao bhi.  Bhai not interested in giving it to anyone. At max stake milega. Mera stake to rahega hi at any cost. Tere bully karne se kuch change nahi hoga.  Ek to tune mere ko itna torture kiya. Day and night barbaad kar diya. Kuch karne nahi diya theek se. Tera yeh kaam mei koi contribution nahi hai. Negative contribution hai infact. I struggled all alone, endured negativity, harassment. Now you want it. Why the hypocrisy?  Mujhe bata to kya benefit hai tujhe aise hi dekar. Mera to free mei chutiya kat jaayega. Kuch benefit hoga to sochunga.  Ya phir tu sirf rangdaari karna chahta hai. Power aur authority ka misuse.  Clear terms disc...

All arrangements need to be proper. No risk can be taken. Although I feel more comfortable about taking it down now. Because activation is less risky. Less gases. Just put a chimney and we are done. 

Game organizers should execute people who abuse the brainchip access to pass on negative and demoralizing comments.  All matters of need or no need to be decided in open. Not in head.  Anyone opposing activated carbon has to face live discussion with me. On spot executions. Winner takes all. 

Don't need money. Only courts. Nothing else. No body in their right minds will settle for money after going through so much. 

Make air conditioned blankets. Local cooling. Very energy efficient. Will sell like hot cakes.  Peltier is one solution. Cooling packs are another.  Khush raho. 

Not doing any monetary deals. Don't need the money. Only courts.  Paise chahiye hi nahi. What is the point of bringing it up daily? Do you still believe I need money?  Jisko jo dena hai de de. Mere ko kuch nahi chahiye. Jaroorat hi nahi hai. I would rather see the likes of you is jail. 

Why I do this? Honestly don't want to do this after you have put me through so much. Tortured me so much. I can always get workers on daily basis once or twice a month. Rest can do everything myself. Really don't need a permanent worker.   If my terms are met, then will think about it. This is just thinking. No commitment. Anything will be decided after 2 months.  My terms are: 1. I will not be an employee. We can work out some arrangement to come at a win win. Many win win fair arrangements can be found.  2. I will not take unnecessary stress. There are too many variables for an entrepreneur. Random behaviour by employees doesn't help.  3. No more anarchy. I don't want to have to watch my back all the time. My instructions should not be treated lightly. I put a lot of work into them. Otherwise, I cannot work properly.  4. No hacking.  5. No communism threats.  6. Value is most important. Anyone who ignores it will fail. I will work where I can ge...

Mujhe tere game se koi matlab nahi hain. Not playing at all.  Putting me in sleep deprivation isn't going to make me want to play it anymore. Real enemy are sleep deprivers. Fucking terrible, horrible people. Losers who got so badly beat by me that they can't digest it. Can't create value so eyeing my work by creating sleep deprivation.  Fucking horrible people. Don't want anything from you people. Then why do you interfere? You give it to the beggars who willingly want to play the game. You are forcing me to play the game in highly disadvantaged conditions. If you want me to play it, keep it fair by letting me sleep properly. I cannot do physical work in stressed conditions. Or are you so scared that it is necessary for you to block the work by any means possible?  Kaam kisi ko nahi milega. Not at any cost. Sab mera hai. Anyone who wants it will be considered a beggar. Further victimizing a victim.  Meta kaam ho na ho, tere bande nahi rakhoonga at any cost. Doesn't...

Nahi khelna bhai game. Koi interest nahi hai. Koi paise nahi chahiye. We will meet in court.  Sleep deprivers should be executed. No exceptions. Whole day becomes unproductive due to sleep deprivation. 

Are you testing the capabilities of brain chip? How far can you push a person? Or if the person is relaxed or not? Can brainchip relax you without the need for sleep? Is this what you are testing?  I don't feel relaxed with so less sleep. I need more sleep. 

A majority of marital problems relate to money and work distribution. Kitchen is where the most work is. Feminists should work on kitchen automation. Instead of fighting on who should do what, why not automate all that work?  It beats converting men to women. No man wants to do the dishes after 10 hours of harrowing work.  This will improve quality of life and reduce divorces. 

Koi productivity nahi aayegi if I am not allowed to sleep.  Why is this still continuing? Kaam nahi doonga at any cost. Fucking horrible people. Have no shame. Despite putting me through so much, still want this.  Do you wake me up in the middle of the night so as to extract more work from me? Then your horror knows no bounds.  Why is it so hard for you to fathom that this is the best work for me? I have made everything. I will use consultants to arrive at the final solution so that the safety and quality of the product is guaranteed. Why still bother me? Haven't you had enough of torturing me?  Bhai kitne kaam hai. Why this? Why not others? Food processing is best for worker rights. There is some but not much value add by others. Workers will get their due. It will reduce inefficiently in the system. This is where grass roots movements can work well. You have a platform. You can leverage it to optimize the whole chain of food processing. That inefficient food chain ...

I have probably found some peace within myself. I want others to be happy.  Not my game wife. She has probably made my life hell. 

I just want to live free and alone. You wouldn't get it. 

Not at any cost. Ab koi kaam nahi doonga. Finance bhi nahi.  Sab totally banned. 

And I am first coming after sleep harassers. I become very unproductive due to sleep harassment. Despite that it is continued. The work is physically demanding. I need to be well rested.  It is mainly because of this group that court is being done.  And I am very serious about this thing. 

Ezekiel Kyoon marwa raha hai abhi bhi. Nahi chahiye mere ko tere se kuch. Tu school Jaa. Tu na hi technical hai. Aur itni badi opportunity miss kar di. Aur kaam mei bhi interfere Kiya. Phir tu hi useless hua. Jaa school. Kuch seekh kar aa.   Carbon Maine bana hi liya hai. Quality improve hona hai bas. WV maine nikal hi liya hai. Aur sealing maine kar hi liya hai. Aisa kuch hai nahi ki nahi hua ho. 

Really not your guy. I am with the director camp. Not the actor camp.  You keep the money. I don't want it. Just leave me and my work alone. Don't want to attach with anyone from your group. All of you have become tainted by a false belief system.  I cannot emphasize this enough. I will not become an employee in my own business. Our methods are different, thought process is different. We are not compatible.  You want this, you can pay royalties or do any other arrangement. I will settle for a very fair amount. But I will not become an employee. This is set in stone. It will not change.  Royalty ke saath bhi nahi doonga if you keep messing with me. I can easily get a steam boiler and get this over with. I have a clear road map. It is because of your hacking and manipulation that I don't do it. You will block it and manipulate it somehow and I will be left with my dick hanging. Don't even think for a second that I cannot finish it. I just need to get a steam boiler and...

I am happy here. Not interested in going anywhere else. Just leave me alone.  I am happy with a normal life now. I am staying put here. Not moving from here at any cost. At max will move to mountains.  My mind is made up on this matter as well.  Nothing good is going to come out of trying to get me to budge. 

No interest in your game. I am out of the game. You said anyone can quit the game whenever they want. I want to quit the game. I have no interest in playing it anymore. I don't need to play it. I have no need for the game money. I never wished to play the game. You forced it upon me.  Bas kaam nahi doonga at any cost. Any illegaly spied material should not be used.  You and your organization is not good. I will never join it. Misguided, hypocrite bunch.  We will meet in courts. 

The moment I heard that song, I decided not to marry. 

Nahi join karna at any cost. I see no benefit. I am happy alone. I intend to continue this way.  Bhai please chala Jaa. I am not joking. I am not going to change my mind. Once finalized, I don't change my mind. You of all people should know it. Have you ever seen me go back on my word?  Bahut saare kaam hai duniya mei. Itne list kiye hai. Sab kar sakta hai.  It is not about money. It is about freedom.  You still don't realise how big it can get.  How much it will disrupt? 

Joker is the true villain of the game. Horrible fuck. Destroying lives unnecessarily. 

Carbon ka kaam nahi doonga at any cost. Not even 0.1 percent. Na hi koi banda rakhoonga tumhara. You can say I am a traitor. I don't care. I have suffered a lot. I don't want to suffer on your account. This work solely belongs to me. I have developed the whole thing from scratch. No one in the whole world can do it better than me.  Bhai tu media waalo ko hi jeetwa se. Mera koi interest nahi hai game mei. I am out of the game. I am not even interested in playing the game. Why are you forcing the game on me?  Not interested in any prize money. No prize money is worth so much trouble.  Bas kaam nahi doonga. Not even 0.1 percent to anyone. Not at any cost. Tu kuch bhi kar lei, kaam nahi doonga.  Hackers should be held responsible for a lot of the damages. They should definitely go to jail.  

Enough cryptic language. Be clear. What drugs are you talking about? I am not doing anything illegal. Nothing overtly complicated. All need based things.  I usually go out of my way to ensure product safety. Not selling anything without testing. And I cannot do testing due to the game. It will likely be hacked.  I cannot help it if you keep leaving such cryptic clues. How do I know what is your basis for classifying something as drugs? Is it something dangerous and risky? Is it something not vetted properly? Is it something not understood well? Is it overtly and needlessly complicated? Is it not need based thing? Is it something new? Is it outside the purview of common sense?  I have no intention of doing the above things. I don't need to. But these things are highly subjective. And not just from a technical standpoint. Even if you are working in the right spirit, there can be different interpretations. Come clean. Better yet issue a general guideline of what could consti...

Time to move in a box. Kind of permanent life. 

Open a restaurant on the beaches of ganga.  Khush reh. Jisko karna hai kar lei. I don't have time. 

Doesn't matter to me anymore. Do all the discrediting you want. I am going all alone in it. 

Endured so much stress due to urgency. Coping mechanism making me laidback so that that I don't experience it anymore. 

This is final. I am doing everything properly. There is no reason to suspect I am doing anything wrong here.  Ezekiel shouldn't have any say in it. How I conduct this work should be left to me. I will use consultants to help me.  Bahut kaam hai. Anand ko koi aur kaam karwa do. Yahi kaam jaroori kyoon hai? Kitne kaam aur hain duniya mei. I cannot trust him anymore. It is as simple as that. A person who cannot exercise judgement on what is right and wrong or what to do despite being on the ground for so many days cannot be trusted.  Do you know Nuremberg principle?  Why press this matter anymore than necessary? I don't even trust his competence. I am not saying he is incompetent but I don't think he can get the job done.  I don't know about your methods. I need to work in an environment where I don't need to watch my back all the time, not worry about unnecessary rebellions, not get stressed unnecessarily,  I dont know if you take me for a fool. But I know on...

Phir aa gaya. Beech mei 1-2 din gayab tha. 

Na kaam doonga na hi tere bande rakhoonga. I don't want to do anything with your gang. I don't care who your friends are.  Leave me alone to work in peace. Repeating that not giving anything. I don't trust you people.  Either you establish I am doing fraud or let me work in peace. I have already suffered a lot due to unnecessary interference from your end.  You have taken everything away from me. Why can't you leave just this? Is this asking too much?  I don't care if I am incompetent or useless. It is your opinion. I will manage somehow. I don't need anyone.  Mere ko kahin nahi jaana. I am happy here. I will manage. 

Bag mat dikha.  Why do you keep bothering me? Who wants me dead? What does Walter White want from me? What has he been meaning to tell me?  Tell me the whole thing. Dont do sleep attacks unnecessarily. Just let me live in peace.  Why do you insist on fucking me? Why are you stalking me? 

Dekh mai koi fraud to kar nahi raha. Fraud lag raha hai to clear bol.  Using solar thermal, this is potentially one of the best solutions for climate change. I should be eligible for some prize. One of the best carbon sequestering methods. It will start a small revolution.  Dekh number of attempts aise badhte hain. Ab insulation ke kaaran ek do attempt barbaad ho jaayega. Waise ab to mai gas se hi karoonga at least later stages mei jab tak testing hai. 

Ezekiel paid for this as well. Asked to break the marriage. I am not going to do anything with people, let alone marry. I will have to be out of my mind to keep any ties with white people. Enough grief for a lifetime.  Just leave me alone. Who knows white people will put me in prison again, ban me, or do whatever they please to do with me? 

I cannot function properly without adequate sleep. I can't concentrate or even read.  You need to let me sleep. 

No reason to prolong the prison anymore. Nothing makes sense.  Bhai nahi jaana abroad. No interest. You people have given me grief for an entire lifetime.  I need to be rested to work. So work is likely not important else I would have been allowed to sleep properly.  The only other reason seems to be brainchip testing.  It is weird how I am continually being threatened with prison extension. There is absolutely no reason to allow this anymore. There was no reason  to allow it in the first place. It is absolutely horrible to allow the continuing now.  I am going to work on carbon. Plus vertical farming to some extent. I have free wv and CO2, redistribution of sunlight to increase production at minimal cost. And a lot of cyclical economy. Ample of free space.  These things are easy money. Once set, I have to do limited work and still live comfortably. Why will I go abroad? I can get that lifestyle anywhere.  I am not interested in your games or civi...

Need to do all the insulation properly.  Then other changes. You saw how much fire is all around. Do you really want something to happen due to sleep deprivation. Everything is at high temperature. I am heavy as it is. Don't push me more.  Let me sleep.  I cannot be very productive without it. 

I heard in the morning.  Ezekiel has no value, you have no value. We know everything. Nothing.  Bata kya ho raha hai yeh sab. I just want to work in peace. Don't want anything to do with anyone. Just leave me in peace.  Nothing good is going to come out of all this.  I am not doing any fraud here.  I am always willing to hire consultants to bridge any gap if needed. Not doing right because of the game. 

Will do when I feel like it. Not before. 

Says there is no growth. As price barriers are broken, many fields will be disrupted. A push towards carbon negative solutions will give tailwind to these solutions. Eventually green premium will be eliminated. They will be competitive on their own. No need for subsidies. Although I suspect governments may give subsidies and breaks for carbon solutions. All this will propel carbon growth.  Anybody who says there is no growth is horribly mistaken.   The main thing to focus on is producing great quality carbon. Rest all will follow automatically.  There is no point producing generic stuff. It will have difficult time disrupting industries. You cannot see it. I have reduced all the costs significantly using solar thermal and free activating agents.  Will leverage it to create great carbon. Don't have to worry about costs. Easy to disrupt.  Whenever you find yourself in doubt about growth, think batteries especially with renewables. Perfect for things like wind...

My eyes hurt due to welding. I cannot do anything at all. It is going to be a total waste of time.  Tu lack of sleep deprivation ka koi bhi trick kar lei. Mai kaam tabhi karoonga jab mai comfortable feel karoonga. Uske alawa nahi karoonga. I was feeling a little beyter yesterday so I did some work. Not feeling ok today. Not doing anything. Galti se bhi kaam mat maang lena. Nahi doonga. Not at any cost. Bhool jao. Sab akele hi karoonga. Kisi ke bolne se koi pharak nahi padta. Mai nahi doonga kisiko. Sab akele karoonga chahe kuch ho Not at all. Not at any cost. This thing is meaningful to me. Perfect for living an isolated life. Risk free. No dependence on employees once the thing is setup. No chance of loss. I can work whenever I want. No opening and closing hours. No daily attending to customers. High margin. I have significant edge over others. Most people (probably no one) are not doing it properly. Maybe shorting lithium ion will pan out. Don't need to talk to people. Not many s...

Koi interest nahi hai. Just get the brainchip out. I don't want to live with this my entire life.  I just want to live alone in a forest. I want to live in peace. Don't want to go anywhere.  Aisa bhi kyaa jabardasti hai. Nahi jaana to nahi jaana. I don't think I am going to ever feel comfortable with white people anymore.  This was the real objective of isolating me. To do as you please.  The horror of it.  I want this removed asap. Anyways going Faraday cage. 

I have sympathy for your cause. But I don't want to become a victim of your cause. You may believe me or not but there will be very few entrepreneurs who will want to engage on the terms I have endured.  Try this: send them to another struggling entrepreneur. Do the same thing you did to me. See what he does after a few months. Try 5-6 struggling entrepreneurs. Ones who don't have any other worker. You will find out for yourself.  Send to fair people. I know here workers dont get their due. But fair people will understand. Make sure they are struggling entrepreneurs. They won't have a backhistory as long as me. No one will. But still do it. I will give you that as a concession.  This experiment will be good for everyone. You will get to know the ground truth. You don't have to take my word for it.  The only way you is to make workers understand how much of background work goes into it. They will be able to better empathise with my situation. Otherwise they think I am...

Kiln seal karne ka course karwa raha hoon. Maine Guna se seal kiya hai. Fees hai sirf jhaat ka baal gonna hai. Itna to hoga tum logo se ya woh bhi nahi hoga. Tum logo ke liye ek hi kaam hai mere paas. Kiln to seal hoga nahin. Dekho mainevpehle hi bol diya tha. Yeh jindagi bhar nahi chalega. 

Really don't give a fuck about anyone's opinions.  You can do whatever you want, make any videos you want doesn't matter to me. 

Phir bol raha hoon. You are trying to take it away by using sleep deprivation.  I don't know what story you are selling to the world. But I won't risk my limbs in any kind of pressure. 

The carbon work has gone under final review. Currently under investigation. To be determined if I am doing fraud or not. If I possess sufficient knowledge to proceed or not.  I guess they will decide on giving a clean chit or not. I don't think there is any reason to block my clean chit. I have laid out all plans to do in the best possible manner.  No one can do it better than me.  I have been asked not to proceed without further communication. Can't be sure because it was sleep communication. But most likely it was to stop. But should I heed it? They can always go back on their word.  All along I kept doing something constructive because I didn't want to rely on handouts or depend on my father. Based on that I should continue. But sleep deprivation is still not over. I am feeling a little better today. So may do something today. 

In Fringe, children were experimented on using drugs. To enhance them in some way.  But I suspect this was more of spying, weapons dealing, immigration, and pushing agendas. Maybe selling the brainchip after testing, broadcasting etc. Not about enhancing.  But why so long?  Did it enhance me in some way? I don't know. I can't say. Only the people involved can say.  Likely hackers hacked my brainchip. The group that fucks me daily is likely hackers.  All I can say it is brutal. No one should have to go through such an ordeal. It will fuck you up bad.  It was definitely before 2010. I am sure it was there in 2006-2007. Fairly sure before that as well when I put together the pieces. Broadcasting I am not sure. It was definitely active in 2012. Probably before as well.  The media is also liar. I can't trust them. They have no credibility.