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Hacking

CGI is hacking. Zebra is also hacking. Former self employed is also hacking.

Social Media Has to Be Destroyed

Also toxic people like Sheryl Sandberg need to be destroyed.

France is Team John Cena

Looks like it. Wonderwoman is team John Cena. Some elements of Sharma group are team John Cena.

Everyone Should Go to Jail

This is the only solution.

I am done with people

I am done with people.

Madarchod Sab

Sab se jyaada problem to women ke kaaran ho rahi hai. Hindu pandits bhi Meri maar rahein hain. Shruti Agarwal is a monster.

NLP Keeps Coming Back

NLP is going to be crucial to my data services. Will have to build deep learning tools soon.

Team Netflix Also Main Enemy

Netflix is also main enemy.

Mark Zuckerberg is Spiderman's Father

My Father is Team Batman

Also involved in fucking me. Fucking egomaniac. Tries to impose his will on me. Aligned with Team UK.

Madarchod Social Media

Saale Sab ke sab madarchod hai.

Madarchod Chartered Accountants

Saale Sab ke sab dharti p e bojh hai madarchod. Saalo ka Saara kaam main personally automate karoonga. Madarchodo ki value negative prove ki jaayegi.

Kill Everyone

This is the best solution. Kill everyone involved in this game.

Surveillance

Surveillance is another major factor involved in destroying my life. Surveillance people should be killed straightaway. No jail. No negotiations. Another reason I was considering suicide. Straightaway death.

Hacking has caused a lot of harm

One of t he most important component in destroying my life has been hacking. Net hacking, code tampering, phone hacking etc. This group should be punished. I am beyond frustrated due to hacking. I attribute it as the main reason for my misery. It has left me mentally scarred for life. One more reason I don't finish products. Because I use a lot of third party libraries(which also use a lot of third party libraries), I won't know for sure if the output is hacked (unless I read and understand every line). A better solution might be available but I won't know or can't pursue it due to hacking. Different outputs are generated at different times.  Fucking messes up my life. I may implement an incorrect solution due to hacking and not pay attention to it. The other way is to understand how hacking happens. Will have to study a lot for that. People don't understand the challenges faced due to hacking. Madarchod saalo ke poore khandan ko khatam karo. Fuckers have made m...

On Teams

Australia is team investigator .

Finally Machine Learning

Finally I have some t ime to build some models.

Is Kapil Vohra one of the main villains?

Does seem a possiblity but not a strong one.

Am I good Person?

Not really. But not a bad person either.

On Gaslighting

I think gaslighting is also being done to justify workplace bullying and harassment. If they successfully gaslight me, it will be concluded that the harassment was justified.

The Shape is Ready

The Shape of best Risk reward is ready. Add data and finishing touches. With everything, it should sell for 10 crores.

Data Cleaning

Fucking horrible job but have to do it.

Feel Foolish

I feel foolish for working so much. What is the point with so much manipulation? I think all the feelings that I have become indifferent to will explode one day especially if the manipulation and harassment continues. It is better to kill people and get this shit over with. At least I will have the satisfaction of killing someone.

Tintin Not My Friend

Tintin is no friend of mine. He is aligned with my family. He is still trying to force my family's values in me. This is for sure.

Hackers should be held liable

The main blame lies on the hackers. They should be held liable for a lot of my problems. If there was no hacking, I wouldn't have gone through so much struggle. I hold the hackers responsible. They should definitely go to jail. I don't need any money. Just put the hackers in jail. This is my main desire. If there is one group that should be punished, it is the hackers. I could have done so much more if there was no hacking in terms of net connectivity and code hacking. Most of the negative turning points in my life came mainly due to hacking (Some came due to harassment). Hackers have also caused me a lot of mental stress. I fasted 15 days because of hacking. Still it didn't stop. Caused me unlimited stress. I had even considered suicide due to this.  Send all hackers to jail. Harassment has caused me pain. Hacking has disrupted my life. Both have destroyed my sense of normalcy. If I get my hands on hackers, I will definitely kill them. No two ways about it.

Sunder Pichai Team

Sunder Pichai, Shahrukh khan, Abhishek bacchan,  Boman Irani, Deepika Padukone all are on the same team. All of them are involved in harassing me.

Indians are Hacking

Indians are hacking my stuff. There is no doubt about it. India vs West Indies ho raha hai yahan pe. Me being West Indies. I think westerners provided guidelines on how to fuck me. Indians were responsible for fucking me. Saala country hi chutiya hai. Kya karoge.

Becoming Dispassionate

Becoming dispassionate is the only way to deal with manipulation . Otherwise, it will become difficult to control your anger. Manipulation makes it impossible to live properly.

Data is so Boring

Fucking boring work. I am fed up of data.  Should get someone else do it for me. Data cleaning is the most horrible task in the world.

It is all manipulation

Everything is manipulated. From the very beginning till the very end. Madarchod duniya.

Focusing on Django

Once I clean all the data, I will start focusing on Django . Will have to study a little bit to optimize things. Otherwise it is first creating a mess and then reverting to the old un-optimized way. It is not as easy as it seems. May be will stick to the un-optimized version for now. Finish everything, then optimize it.

Too Much Hacking

Fucking too much hacking everywhere. What is the point of working like this.

The Only Way is to Abuse Everyone

Right now, this is the only way for me to exist and keep fuckers off my back. Humiliate everyone any opportunity I get.

Dce Guys Big Enemies

DCE Guys are big enemies. Saale Sab ke sab madarchod hai. These so called friends are my enemies. I think Ritesh Ujjwal is the leader of the enemy pack. Gopal Agarwal and Manish Bharti are also coordinating the game.

Israel is Batman

Batman is the also one of the enemies . But not the main enemy. Vishnu Sharma is team main enemy.  All units of team Batman are enemy.

Iron Man vs Indian Culture

I think there is a battle between Iron man and Indian culture.

Online Bullying and Harassment Continues

Fuckers keep coming at me. I wonder what will make them stop.

Nick Loper Madarchod

Woh bhi pura madarchod hai

Some Agarwals are Enemy

Agarwals are also my enemy on account of my brother and father. I think jealousy is also a major problem.

Vince McMahon is British

In this storyline, he is British. He wants to keep me down.

Youtube

It is not independent. The end goal is to humiliate me.

Electric bike

Assembled the electric bike. Will take it out for a spin tomorrow. Should be a go od way to roam in Goa.

On Bad Blood

If the series bad blood is to be believed, my chacha has aligned with team Declan. Declan could be team Tintin as well. Declan is team monal narsaria I guess. Maybe team Wonderwoman. But I guess team monal narsaria.

Mufasa and Scar

Scar is aligned with the hyenas. Hyenas Sharma group ya thakur ho sakta hai . Both mufasa and team scar are enemies. But scar seems to be the bigger one. Mufasa could be as well.

Syria is Naggar

Syria is definitely Naggar. Vishnu Sharma is team Syria. Some elements in Naggar are pure madarchod Israel and UAE mile hue Hain.

On Handling Pain

When in pain, abstain. This is the simplest remedy for curing problems. Periodically abstaining from gratification should be practiced . It may sound like something with religious connotations but I assure you that it is much more than that. It can be good for both physical and mental pain.

Gujarati

Madarchod Aurote ke dalaal bane hue Hain saale. Neha aur deepmala ke dalaal. Monal Narsaria ke bhi. Wonderwoman is not a small enemy. She is definitely involved in the gaslighting. Indians to Meri Aurote ke hi chakkar Mei maar rahe Hain. Kaam ke chakkar Mei bhi shayad.

Neha's Agents

Tintin is also Neha's Agent. Germany is Neha's Agent. Neha is also a cause of my problems. Penny is also Neha's Agent. Neha is also responsible for destroying my life.

Vijay Shekhar Sharma involved in abuse

I suspect that he is also involved in abusing me. I think DCE seniors are involved in abusing me.

Body Aches and Food

I think good food helps in reducing body aches. It could be due to good nutrition or allergies.

Madarchod Duniya

Saala yeh Puri duniya hi madarchod hai.

Don't Do Good

You will have to sacrifice a lot to do good. But people won't appreciate it. Only the worst parts are remembered.

Abhishek Randi

Madarchod saala . Yeh saale Indians usi ke favor Mei hai sab.

Focusing on Optimization

At least for one more month. Need to get this product out in the market. More so because of the abuse.

Leaving Naggar

Three months in Goa. Will enjoy the nice weather and have some fun. Come back in March. Horrible people have moved downstairs.

Need an Intern

Too much data clean ing needed. Can't do it all alone.

Which Net am I using?

Even after downloading data, net usage doesn't change. May be data is not much.

Live For What

Live For What? Can't find a reason however hard I try. Just a limbo.

Randi ke Pille Enemies

Saale personal aur professional life dono hi Barbara kar rahe hain madarchod.

Madarchod Friends

Saale Sab ke sab Randi ke pille Hain.

Stupid Me

I realize the extent of my stupidity. I have been working for no reason. My enemies will not let my work succeed. They will continue to hinder my efforts. I am a fool for even trying to work. Motherfuckers ask me to make it fair and then make a turn. Motherfuckers. Waste my efforts. It is like banging my head against the wall and expecting the wall to move. I am exposing myself to unnecessary stress due to hacking, torture, and other hazards. Plus I even risk losing. Better is to relax, bid time, and enjoy life. The price: loss of dignity and pride. I have already won by a huge margin. I am sick and tired of me putting in effort and everyone trying to hinder my progress. Relaxing is much better. Do a little bit of work just to annoy my enemies. I think I shouldn't  hope for a positive response till the manipulation continues. Maybe after it ends.

Netflix Madarchod

Yeh bhi Pura madarchod hai.

India bulls Madarchod

Almost Human

Some songs make me feel almost human. I think intellectualism is a curse. Experiencing life is what makes life worth living. Understanding life doesn't make it worth living. Stop understanding. Start experiencing. Unfortunately, my experiencing circuits seem a bit rusty. The emptiness leads down only path: suicide. Nothing can cure emptiness. I think my ultimate fate is suicide. To be frank, I don't feel anything. No pain and no happiness. I think it is the abuse which has caused this. Seriously contemplating suicide again. No point living a mundane life without experiencing anything. Only penny excites me. It seems so shallow. Yet, the feeling persists. I know the feeling will fade away pretty soon. The fun is only in the chase.

Max Madarchod

Max life waale pure madarchod hai.

Shruti madarchod

One of the main abusers. She is hawk girl.

Madarchod Topa

Topa bhi madarchod hai.

Living Alone is the Only Way

I think I have forgotten what is normal. Relentless abuse has probably rewired my brain. Cutting off contact with everybody for the next few months. Peace is all I need for the time being. I will probably go insane if I keep interacting with people.

Madarchod Wonderwoman

Ironman ke dum pe ucchal rahi hai. She has definitely bad-mouthed me. Yeh madarchod Mumbai uske saath mila hua hai. Amitabh bacchan usi ka agent hai. Deepika Padukone bhi.

Madarchod Dumbledore

Madarchod Dumbledore.

Fucked Up Health

My health is fucked up beyond limit. Can't breathe.  Bad health drops productivity. Don't feel like working. But work is necessary to fuck social media.

Madarchod HDFC

HDFC madarchod

Madarchod Facebook

Madarchod facebook . Pehle madarchodo ki gaand maarenge phir kaam chod denge. Kaam sirf gaand Marne ke liye karna hai. Ungali karni jaroori hai saalo ki.

Madarchod Aurote

Saale madarchod hai sab ke sab.

Madarchod Family

Saala Puri family hi chutiya hai. Saale Sab ke sab madarchod hai.

Israel madarchod

Madarchodo ne hacking karke jindagi barbad kar di. Saale Randi ke pille hai madarchod

Too Much to Do

A lot of work done. Too much work still to do. A lot of it is just grunt work. Don't feel like doing grunt work at this stage of my life. Need to improve productivity tomorrow onwards.

YouTube is Lion

YouTube ki tabiyet se maa chodh di gayi hai. Madarchod lions.

Madarchod Hackers

Hackers are the main reason for my misery. They should be held responsible.

Red John

Queen of England is red john. US president is a senior member in the red John army. But at present, I think Monal Narsaria ka group is more actively involved in fucking me. Charolette is Supergirl plus Wonderwoman.

Madarchodh Enemies

Mararchodh enemies . Do my enemies accept defeat? Or do they need to be fucked more??

Madarchod Thakur

Yeh group sabse bada madarchod hai . Monal narsaria ka dalaal hai.

Lions

Amitabh bacchan bhi lion hai. Woh bhi team Wonderwoman hai. Phir woh bhi kameena hua . UK lion. US lion cub.

Madarchod SRK

Madarchod SRK. Saala Randi ka pilla. Srk n e shirish kunder ko thappad kyoon maara?? SRK madarchod ko gussa nahi aata?? Madarchod saala.

Madarchod Barclays

Madarchod Barclays aur uske employees pe to case karna banta hai. Harassment, defamation, aur torture ka. Yeh Mandi waale usi ke agent hai

Sticking with fintech for a month

Yeh madarchod aurate need to be defeated. Gaslighters need to be defeated. Twitter needs to be defeated. Dilip Singh needs to be defeated. Dilip Singh Canada aur Australia ka representative hai. I have no problems migrating. Gaslighting Quorans need to be defeated. Charolette and Mark Donovan need to be defeated. Monal narsaria ka to poora khandan buri tarah chudh gaya hai. Lions and crocodiles have already been defeated. Wild dogs were never in contention. Not interested in stock market though. It bores me to death. Hopefully the project will be in better shape in a month. There is just too much hacking. No point doing deep learning with all the hacking around.

Leaving Naggar

People are really horrible here. No point living here anymore. Need to leave India asap. No point living in this stupid country.

Living with stupid people

The only thing worse than living alone is living with stupid people. Unfortunately, the burden is mine to handle. Yeh saala country hi chutiya hai . Country hi madarchod hai

Sunder Pichai

Sunder Pichai bahut bada kameena hai. Monal narsaria ka dalaal hai. Wonder woman ka bhi dalaal hai. SRK aur SP mile huein Hain. Sab milke Meri maarne Mei lage hue Hain. Ye log saare aurote ke dalaal ban Gaye Hain. Thakur group bhi auroto ka dalaal hai. Yeh rajput log sabse bada madarchod group hai.

Don't talk to people

This is the best solution if you are surrounded by stupid people.

Women

I think a lot of it is due to women. I guess I have become a target. Making an example out of me. I hate women more than ever. I think they are responsible for hacking. Gaslighting may also be on account of women.

Madarchod Friends

Saala sab ke sab madarchod hai. Saale Randi ke pille. Gopal Agarwal to sabse bada harami hai. Is What If happening here? Are they forbidden from revealing the details?

Hell is Other People

Holds true to some extent.

Winner Winner Chicken Dinner

😄. Enemies decimated. Destroyed beyond anything known. They can suck my dick now. So many people couldn't defeat one person. Fuckers should die of shame.

Finance is so Boring

Sucks the life out of me. Fucking boring. Everything is fucking boring. I don't enjoy working anymore. It has become so boring. But working on it because it is necessary. Also annoys the g aslighters.

No Apologies and No Forgiveness

None of it whatsoever. Anyone who has betrayed me will be cutoff forever.

The Real Issue is Indians

Hacking Indians are doing. It is the biggest issue.  Saps me of all the energy to finish things.Not letting me work Indians are doing. Bullying Indians are doing. Harassing Indians are doing. Stealing Indians are doing. In conclusion, Indians are the bigger enemy. There is no doubt about it. They are happy only if I fight the world war(which btw I think is a low priority now). If there was a world war, Indians wouldn't cause me this many problems. I think it is also due to my comments against some Indian things. I think surveillance of all forms has been instituted by both foreign and Indian people. Foreigners may have gotten us to fight but it is Indians who are fighting me. So the blame lies on Indians.

Some more

South Korea - Sharma group. Yeh Hyundai waale Hain.

Lions ki ma chudh gayi

Humne lions ki maa chod di theek se. Modi Randi ban gaya. SRK ka to sabse bada Randi bana . Ab lions mooh dikhane ke layak nahi rahenge. Saale Sab ke sab Randi hai.

Agarwals Big Enemy

Agarwals are one of the biggest enemies. Captain America is the bigger enemy.

Capitalism and Technology

Capitalism is the only solution for this world. Communism and socialism will take the world back to misery. Technology is the only thing that can save the world. Technology can only flourish under capitalism.

No World War

There is no world war. Indians are the main enemy. Always have been. Fuck world war. If there was a world war, why would Indians hack my stuff?? people like Vishnu Sharma have made me sure that it is civil war and not world war. White people are the smaller enemy. Indians are the bigger enemy. I think accounting thing is for monal narsaria. Indians want to make me an accountant due to her. Indians are inferior. Despite a population of 1.3 billion, Indians get very few medals at Olympics. They hold very few patents. Hackers should be held responsible for destroying my life. They should be held liable for most of the damages. There can be no peace with India until hacking continues. Indians want me to remain engaged in menial tasks. They violate all human rights and then talk about peace. They want to keep me under their thumb. Fucking egoistic pigs.

Kill All Women

Truly truly horrible creature. Jennifer Aniston:Team Neha Angelina Jolie: Team Wonderwoman

Abhishek Negative

Mera Bhai duniya is sabse bada Randi hai harami saala. Sabse negative aadmi duniya ka saala. Khud gareebo ki tarah jeena chahta hai aur doosro ki bhi waise hi jeene fe force karta hai. Uske jaise jindagi jeene se to marna accha hai. Saala inhi logo ne mujhe depress kiya hai life bhar. Indians se jyaada backward mentality ke log poori duniyaei Mei nahi milenge. Yeh log suffering pe hi jeete hai madarchod saale. Monal Randi will be much better off if she leaves Abhishek randwa. Saala khud failure hai aur doosro ko successful nahi dekh sakta randwa saala. Monal Randi ne apni pati ke failure ki bhi frustration mere pe nikal li hai. Abhishek randwe ne bhi apni lugai ke prakop se bachne ke liye mujhe phasa diya.

Bored

Bored. Too much work to do.dont feel like doing anything.

Musings

saw a fruit seller. his dejected face depresses me.i contemplate the sadness and mundaneness in his life. how different his circuits must be.or does he also have a yearning for new adventures and excitement? is he bound by the daily drudgery? has he got no out and no options? this is worse than death. i would choose death 100 out of 100 times rather than doing this. perhaps he enjoys the interactions. the exchanging of pleasantries, the haggling over prices, occassionally fleecing the customers, the money he makes. all of it might make it worthwhile for him.perhaps he is not so unhappy. maybe his circuits have rewired. maybe he has overriden the hardwiring. maybe he has made peace with whatever life has to offer him. i can never make this peace. but why? the regular excuse of it is just the way i am built. perhaps the emptiness, lack of meaningful relationships do not trigger my pleasure circuits. i need other things to activate my circuits. maybe he grins at the stupidity of the cust...

The Bald Man

Standing alone, a small tuft of hair resists. It refuses to leave its master. It m ust feel a bit exclusive. May be its stubborness will persist for another few years. But eventually like all its comrades, it will have to bite the dust. Resistance is futile. But I appreciate its loyalty to its master. Weathering all the difficulties, it stands tall and proud. Loyalty is hard to find especially with hairs. They are fair weather friends.

On Sadists

Becoming a sadist is one way to have some fun in life. Sometimes it gives an escape from the tremendous boredom of life.

Some More

Verma thakur log bahar waalo ke saath mil gaye Hai aur aurote ke daalal bhi ban Gaye Hain. Monal Narsaria Thakur group Mei shaamil hai. Sharma group Mei nahi hai woh. Yeh log beti bachao beti padhao abhiyaan kar rahe hain. Punjabi group same group hai. Mujhe international terrorist ghoshit karne ki saajish ho rahi hai.

Starting My Dream Life

Starting my dream life pretty soon. Hope it works out. Will develop a new model of living. The joy of creation unlimited here. A Haven for digital nomads.

Thor

Zuck and G ates are team Thor.

What to Do?

I think I will quit finance. I have become fairly bored of it. There is little new and exciting and not much challenge. Doesn't appeal to me anymore. Plus have too many other projects. But need to sell the fintech project. Pursuing a career in pure tech seems more interesting and challenging.

Google Maps

Horrible horrible mapping service here. Useless people Google maps waale. Monal narsaria ke tatte.

Horrible People

Saale Randi ke pille madarchod har jagah pareshan karte Hain. Google maps waale alag pille hai. Saala map Mei sab kuch galat.

Marvel Ladies

Women are behind my miseries. Why don't all the fucking horrible women just die.

How is hacking happening??

One obvious way is to hack third party libraries. Change the codes. Other one is to change handling of the code in the interpreter. Other is run a different code  in a hidden manner. Very similar to the original but slightly modified. The output terminals are switched. Writing to files may also be hacked. Hacking to monal narsaria ke dalaal hi kar rahein hain. Saali ne pata nahi kis kis ko apni baati hai. Yeh srk Randi ka group bhi hacking Mei involved lagta hai. Sunder pichai bhi usi ka dalaal hai.

Laptop Hacked

Motherfuckers have resorted to hacking my laptop. Can't even switch it on. Fuckers have definitely hacked the BIOS. SRK Randi ka pilla. Aurato ka dalaal. Monal narsaria ka Dalla.

The Key to Freedom

R ealiz ing that nothing matters is the key to freedom.

Sisyphus Continued

Sisyphus recently experienced a terrible fit of cough. He needs to modify his lifestyle a bit. Sisyphus still finds everything meaningless. He has won the war but there is a nagging feeling of emptiness. There is no pain and no joy. Only limbo. Can Sisyphus overcome his emptiness?? Will the limbo end?? Everything about life sucks.

MGTOW

It is simplification of life. It is better for people who do not enjoy relationships. Men need women mostly because life is so boring. Without women life will become even more boring.

Sick

I am down with cold and fever.  In times of distress you want someone to be by your side. Horrible cold, cough, and vomitting. I haven't had a fit like this in a long time.

Sanjay Dutt

Sanjay dutt ka group hi hacking kar raha hai. Madarchod Thanos.

Russia

Mittal group could be Russia. Ambani is also a possibility. My father is definitely team Russia.

Humiliating People is Fun

I have started enjoying humiliating people. It is real fun. Feels good. Now I know why people enjoy it so much. It is better than killing. Chip away at their dignity in a gradual manner. Enjoy the process I think it was lying dormant in me. The events have awakened the desire to humiliate others. Now need to look for opportunities.

Jagdish Narsaria ka khandan

Uske poore khandan ko murga banaao. Useless people. Beti ne 10 attempt Mei CA nikala. Woh bhi jugaad se hi hua hai pakka. Beta fashion designing karta hai. Aur kisi layak hai nahi woh. Saale sab ke sab dharti p e bojh hai. Uske poore khandan ki hum akele hi maar lenge. Saala sabse bada anti tech group to wahi hai. Jagdish narsaria failed family hai. Mandi waale log usi ka group Hain. Yeh thakur log bhi usi se mile hue Hain.

Became A Bad Person

I have become much worse than before. Now I use every opportunity to humiliate others. Makes me feel peaceful. I think the more I humiliate others, the better I will feel. Releases the pent up frustration. I should make humiliating others my life goal. Quorans and red skull have pushed me towards this goal. Violence begets violence.

Sharma Group

Waale ko madarchod Jagdish Narsaria ka group. Kapil Sharma same group. Anushka Sharma same group. Useless actor anushka Sharma. Jis scene Mei kiss karne ki jaroorat nahi hai usme bhi karti hai. Saala ticket sales keliye yeh log kuch bhi karenge. Apni produced movie me hi kiss kiya. Paise Jo kamane the extra. Phir feminism ki baat karti hai. These women give a bad name to all women. Fucking hypocrites. Yeh saala Sharma aur Punjabi mil gaye Hain. Wonderwoman bhi Sharma group ho gayi hai. Jagdish narsaria could be team Russia. Sharma group is South Korea. Sharma group Meri theek Marne Mei laga hua hai. Yeh group Pakistani group lagta hai. Yeh saara Jagdish Sharma group hai. Yeh group sabse bada madarchod group hai . Yeh group Europe ke saath bhi mila hua hai. Aryan race thing I guess. YouTube bhi mila hua hai aryavat ke saath.

Incongruency in Nature's Design

There is huge incongruency in nature's biological design and the way humans live.

Agarwal group kameena

Agarwal group bhi pura kameena hai. Buffalo group hai yeh log. Keep gaslighting motherfuckers. Iron Man ke saath mil gaye hai madarchod saale.

On Lions

Tintin is lion. Europe and UK are lion. Lions madarchod. Tintin madarchod.

Why are people so stupid?

People are so stupid. Everywhere I see, I see stupid people and their stupid ways of living. Saddens me no end.

Shazam is back

Shazam i s back with a bang. Full clean stuff coming. The previous methods had some risk and complicated code . This method eliminates most of  the risks. Final stuff shaping up real nice. I have solved PDF extraction. One more gift to humanity from me. There is no need of using image transformation etc. Previously developed solutions missed this approach. Silly people. It is a pretty good solution. Can extract any table. Just need to add finishing touches to it. First draft of end to end code ready. Magic like not seen before. All hail Amit. PDF is no longer evil. I have redefined PDF extraction. Simplified it like anything. No ocr needed. Minimal errors and total control. Multipage, without line, or any form of table can be handled with total ease. Show me one software which can handle all this. I extend an open challenge to reproduce my accuracy using any method people see fit. Some methods may come close but they will face challenges in cases of multipage tables, multili...

Kill all hackers

Hackers have been one of the main reasons for my misery. Caused me a lot of stress. If there is one group I am given a choice to kill, it will the hackers. They are the main reason my life has been destroyed. Ma ke laude Indians to bahar waale se bhi jyaada madarchod hai. Tabhi desh ghulam hota hai. Madarchodo be hacking kar kar ke lifebarbad kar do Meri. Yeh pura anti tech group madarchod Indians aur britishers hi hai. Indians especially my brother.

WWE roster

Vince mchmahon - Jagdish Narsaria John Cena - Praveen Sharma Tripleh - Abhishek Agarwal Stephanie mchmahon - monal narsaria Roman reigns - me Stone cold - me Rock - captain america Undertaker - US. Could be Google. Some roles mixed and changed. This is on the Indian Universe. Some people combined into 1. Alia Bhatt seems like team Stephanie mchmahon. Russia also seems like team j ohn Cena. Kapil vohra ko lekar bhi bahut issue hai.

Kill justice league

Madarchod hacking kar kar ke dukhi kar diya Randi ke pillo ne.

Created Magic Once Again

The data magician is back. I have created magic once again. i have become the king of information extraction.

How is this a problem of my making?

it is a problem created by hackers. if the hackers hadn't hacked my net while trading or working, i wouldn't be in this situation. The maximum blame for my situation falls on hackers. I was quite happy doing trading. Hackers should be made responsible for my problems and brought to justice.

Shruti Bitch

The worst person in the world. Responsible for my miseries. The bitch should be cut in pieces and fed to dogs.

Everything Needs to be Reviewed

Every piece of code needs to be reviewed again. Imagine the embarrassment I will have to face if the code fails in front of a client.

Information Extraction King

I am inching closer to becoming the information extraction king. The PDF extraction tool has become too complicated. Need to simplify it.

What is the Endgame?

What is it my friends?? Gaslighting continues. Horrible White people. Indians to saala enemy hai. Family bhi bahut chutiya hai saali.

PDF extraction

PDF extraction code almost ready. Add minor tweaks and it is set to go. I will have my glory. Almost ready tool. This will be my crowning achievement.

How Empty Am I??

Very empty.

Praveen Sharma as John Cena

Two candidates for John Cena. Praveen Sharma and Kapil vohra. I think Praveen Sharma is more likely. Wahi mere baare Mei negativity faila raha hai. Russian spy wahi hai. Yeh pandit group theek haramkhor log hai.

WWE bought to Saudi arabia

Was it UK or Europeans who bought it there??

Daily dose of humiliation

Coming soon . My day feels incomplete without a daily dose of humiliation. Nothing in life is worth it. Nothing at all. There is emptiness and uselessness all around. My circuits are fried.

Deja Vu

I am experiencing deja vus. A lot of things happening to me seem to be familiar.

Makeup ki dukaan

If u want to see makeup ki dukaan, come to airports. Everyone is dressed like a bride.

Who is the worst person on Earth?

My sister Shruti Agarwal. Main contributor towards my misery. India Mei aurote ke daalal Meri Marne Mei lage hue Hain. On another note, piich is a shallow creature. Indians along with UK are the bigger enemy. Anti tech group. Shahrukh khan monal narsaria ka dalaal hai.

On Human Contact

Lack of human interaction and contact has meant that I have even forgotten a few things about human behaviour. Now, I don't even like being around people. Don't even like sitting with people.

Spiderman: Far From Home

Spiderman is far from home.

Why are white people so horrible?

Why are white people so horrible? They continue to torture me. Americans have got to be the worst of the lot. From all the movies and everything there is no doubt that white people are absolutely horrible with a massive superiority complex. They have enabled my enemies to put me through so much. Is total humiliation the end goal? Is breaking me the end goal? Is it about money? Is it about justice for my enemies? The divide and rule policy is going to come back to haunt them. Even after all this, these people continue to harass and don't let me work. Fucking horrible people. Red skull wants to break me. Didn't he get the message. My sister has got to be the worst person in the world. God knows how much are white people paying her to demoralize me.

Some Philosophy

We are still driven by baser instincts such as beauty.

Taking it slow

I have overburdened myself with work. Now will take it a little bit easier. Retirement cancelled. Enemies tricked again. Their happiness was short lived.

Who is Mark Donovan?

Mark Donovan (inbetweeners) looks like one of the main enemies. Most people are his flying monkeys. He is also team ironman. Superman also. My sister is one of his flying monkeys. Other ones include monal narsaria, Jagdish narsaria, Deepmala bharti, Kapil vohra, dileep Singh, Sanjay dutt, and a lot more. The short guy in inbetweeners was representative of Kapil vohra. Ultimately , I think Indians are also enemy. I think French are also bullying me. And who the fuck is charolette.

Hacking

I think team lions are also involved in hacking.

Some Philosophy

When you strip the last rags of human dignity, you find out what lies at the heart of human existence.

Work Progress

Finally the site is shaping up. Looks real good. Good stuff with mutual fund data. Metadata trick was very interesting.

Too Tired

The problem is that I am too tired. Can fe el the exhaustion creeping in.

How Many More Movies Will Marvel Make??

Zero

Why Indians Are Also Enemy?

They want to crush your freedom. Bend you to their will. It is a matter of ego. Indians have a lot of ego when it comes to respect and lifestyle and all. WWE. Saala country hi Praveen kr Verma jaise Randi ke pillo se bhari hui hai. Madarchod saala time waste kar diya suar ki aulad me itna. Praveen Kumar Verma madarchod. I guess there is some money involved for Indians if I break. Madarchod paise ke liye kuch bhi karenge log. This is why Indians are worse than foreigners. Saala hacking to Indians hi kar rahein Hain. Madarchod saala time waste kar dete Hain poora. I think there is some competition which is why these bloody Indians try to fuck me and delay my work. Madarchod manipulation bhi saala Indians hi karte hain.  I have the most horrible family in the world. YouTube and Quora people both are horrible.

Can Crying Heal You?

Don't think so.

Sick

The sins of smoking are paying a visit. Barely able to speak without coughing.

Options Site Progress

First draft of options part done. Cool stuff it is.

Created More Magic

Automated end to end process of extracting info from charts. Pure magic it is. About 87 percent image parsed with confidence. Can go above 90 percent easily with few more tricks. Better image recognition will improve the percentage of successfully parsed images. Now I have my glory.

Most Stupid Family in the World

I have got to have the most Stupid and ridiculous family in the world. Indians are worse than foreigners.

Focusing on Coding Improvement

Will focus 1 week to take my coding to next level.

On Jains

Chutiya group hain saale. Chutiyo ka mela hai haramkhoro ka. Saala yeh group bhi major enemy hai.

Worst Country

Worst country and worst people.

Finishing Option Thing

Interactive tools for training can be pretty lucrative. Focusing on it for the time being. Should be done in a week. Finance site along with trading should fetch me an income of 1 cr per year.

Powerlessness and Cognitive Dissonance

Powerlessness creates the largest cognitive dissonance.

Spy

Movie on Alan Turing starring Benedict Cumberbatch. Maybe ac cusation of spy.

What is Dignity?

What is dignity? Why is it so important?

Manipulation Continues

Motherfuckers will not let me live in peace. Manipulation takes away the desire to work. Indians to sabse Bade bade chutiye Hain.

The Dinosaur is Back

The Dinosaur is back. It is coming for everyone.

Found Peace Once Again

Entered a peaceful state once again. Feel like travelling.

Retired From Paid Work

White people want to retire me from paid work. I don't get it. If narcissists cannot change, why do people try to change them? Doesn't it lead to unnecessary bother for everyone? Leaving narcissists alone is the best thing to do.

Focusing on ML and Stock Market

I guess focusing on the stock market using machine learning is my best bet for near future. All this manipulation has sapped me of my entire energy and taken away my will to even talk to people. People will not let other projects come to fruition. Apply deep learning models and print money. Combining with options will improve results significantly. Add natural language processing to improve results. Can work alone, don't need to interact with anyone. Plus I think I will enjoy it. D on't really enjoy web dev etc. Fuck software and fuck US and fuck quora. I guess it is mostly manipulation. I guess web development is for small children and not for grown up adults. Will try to sell my products later. No hurries. Discarding US for the final time.I am fed up of white people's superiority complex . Goodbye America. I guess I would have been better off without your interference. So, thanks for nothing. Will find another country to live. But India Mei nahi rehna. Yeh final ha...

On Celestials

Celestials as shown in guardians of Galaxy fit in nicely with the frame of reference theory.

On Pain

There is no pain inside me. Maybe somewhere very deep. Surfaces once in a while. Only emptiness. I guess my defence mechanisms have become pretty strong. Circuits have retuned to reduce pain. I wonder why am I so empty? Empty people have nothing to live for. They can't get attached to things. They can't love, care, or do other things which are integral to hardware.  Even though they may understand the world at an overall level, they can't implement that understanding. Results in becoming a misfit. Empty people should live alone. Emptiness is taking over me. The pain resurfaces. But I whisk it away and replace it with emptiness. I guess emptiness is the best way to handle pain.

Why does evil exist?

Blaise Pascal was spot on. Problems arise because humans can't tolerate boredom. Life is boring without things like politics, bitching, gossiping. But what if you have risen above such things? By risen,I mean you have seen the futility. Most people have traditional/ animal circuits. Driven mostly by hardware. The hardware is tuned to maximize survival. They enjoy things like games of society. Politics is the game of society. Very few people see the big picture of life. They can't see the forest for the trees. The struggle alone pleases us, not the victory. I think Pascal had different circuits to some extent.

The Game

2010 UK - trial begins. Fbi investigation. Clues: bbt. Trial of Penny's brother begins. Racism issue also raised. Also mentalist one episode. The Brits are a civilized lot. let others do their dirty work. Chinese humiliation. Clues: Matt damon's movie. My mother agrees to the surveillance on white people's insistence. Clues: black mirror. Argentina: crimes against women. British and Falkland islands. Hulk anger. But I guess more of secondary plot. Indians also enemy because of this thing. Shield/defense lawyer - bengalis and Captain America. But decide to fuck me. Lawyer trying to frame me. Will also betray. Slightly anti- tech. Also against my father. Wants me to get limited compensation. Clues: a movie of alpacino and Anthony Hopkins. Homeland. I think Homeland season 7 had some good clues. Shield group may be the bigger enemy. Judge: Ironman. More of team america. Frenmy. coach for tech field. But mostly an enemy in the UK field. Dilip Singh team iron Man. Does the co...

On Sachin tendulkar

Chutiya hai chutiya. Iske bhi naam bahut kaand hai. No attendance in rajya Sabha, no tax on Ferrari, aur bahut saare kaand hai chutiye ke naam. Aise chutiyo ko Bharat ratan mil jaata hai. Saala country hi chutiyo se bhari hui hai.

On Skirts

Let me make it clear. I do not have anything against short skirts. Women should be free to wear what they want. But if a person is not desensitized enough, they may feel a bit distracted. I guess people becoming desensitized is much better than demanding restrictions from women. One has to understand that biology is an important factor at play here. It isn't completely voluntary. For women, don't take offense if someone looks.It is biology. Some may enjoy the attention, some may feel uncomfortable. All part of biology.

Recreated magic

Recreated magic. Now it is time to do time series modelling. It is time to print money in the stock market.

Built a Cool CRM

Developed a pretty cool CRM. I think it gives information in a pretty cool manner. Cool features it has. Can also add a feature for inline editing. Will do it later.

Starting Robotics

Also starting work on robotics. Should keep me interested and engaged. Got a led blinker working using microcontroller. Next step is building an ac remote.

On Altered Carbon

The rebellion ( UK and EU vs me and collegues. My sister part of the UK group.) Russians torturing Japanese in swedish body (definitely me) in Chinese prison (could be American prison as well). Who is the bigger enemy? The Russians or the people who are trying to quell the rebellion? I guess both of them are my enemies. I guess the rebellion unit is also trying to use and manipulate me. Sacred games. Twitter is team Europe. YouTube team India and Russia. Quora team America.

On Writing

I have realized that creative writing is not a skill many people possess. A lot of people try to show off their vocab. But creative writing is more than words. It is more about capturing the

On Love and Hate

Sometimes hatred can be a more powerful driver than love. Love can make people complacent.

Peltier

Got the peltier devices up and running. Fan also working. Cooler should be ready by tomorrow. Heatsinks attached. Will add a microcontroller later.

Indians are also enemy

There is no doubt about it. Indians are the main enemy. YouTube is the bigger enemy. Saala anti tech Sharma joshi group hi hai. Sharma aur Joshi group main enemy hai Mera. Amitabh bacchan bhi anti tech hai . Vijay shekhar Sharma is also part of justice leagu Yeh hacking Indians hi kar rahein Hain. Quora waale plothole bolte hain Aur YouTube waale Australia ka wicket bolte hain. I need to leave India asap. Culture ke war Mei mujhe stooge bana rakha hai saalo na. Mujhe waise bhi India ka culture anti freedom lagta hain. Saala apna culture mere pe thopne Mei lage hue Hain. YouTube waale mere ko Sab se jyada anti India karte Hain.

Politics and Society

Very closely linked these are. Langotiya yaar Hain yeh log. I guess a person who hates politics will also hate society. Politics is an inherent ingredient of survival instinct. Politics can be of one's own life or at country level or something else.

On Dogs

I love dogs. You don't have to go to zoo to enjoy the pleasures of animal behaviour. They are an epitome of naturalness. They don't expect much but are ready to give so much. Most of them have very graceful and smooth movements. You don't find that grace in animals such as goats and sheeps.

On Irrationality

Rational people are doomed. Intellectuals have no heart. They are fucked up.

Rapid Web App Development

Made good progress in rapid Web development methods. Have developed good tricks for building web apps in very less time. I can now develop medium complexity web apps is less than a week. But it is very boring work.

On Choice

Choice is the software. Choice defines humans. Choice is beyond the hardware. Choice makes life romantic.

Deconstructing Life

Let's divide things that humans do into things which activate our pleasure circuits and things which activate our pain circuits. Pleasure Circuits 1. Maslov's hierarchy of needs Pain Circuits 1. Whatever violates Maslov's hierarchy. Granularizing it further.

Colouring My Life

I need to color the canvas of my colorless life. But don't even have enough energy. Smoking and masturbation have sucked out my energy.

Made Whatsapp My Bitch

Automated message sending in WhatsApp. Now Whatsapp is my bitch.

On Bullying

I think Captain America(Obama) and his team are also involved in bullying me. Indians are pretty horrible people. No doubt about it. Motherfuckers are hacking my code. Captain America and Russia also seem to be in cahoots. Some kind of backroom deal. Penny is also a Russian agent. YouTube waale to bahut bade Randi hai. Both YouTube and Twitter are my enemy.

Kill Them All

Kill them all. Every last one of them.

A letter to piich

Reveal your identity and intentions in comments section of this post. Piich is also an enemy unit. She is also anti tech. She is team India. Indians are anti tech for me. Piich ki bullying is also making me turn against Indians. She denies it but I know that she is going to start bullying and gaslighting in the end. Piich waits till the end. She doesn't show her cards until the very end. I will have to outthink her. I think one part of her role as prison guard is to modify my behaviour. Is your main role a prison guard? Or do you have some other agenda?? You don't even let me masturbate in peace. You judge me even on that. Why are you so horrible?? Piich has not replied to the letter. Why are you so horrible piich?? Stop bullying me. Stop changing my reality. Piich how many people are you? You cannot be one person. Piich why are you anti tech? I think of you as not enemy but why are you anti tech?? Was it one of you in my dreams today? Claimin g you are very pretty. Are ...

On Endgame

IHawkeye's is hunting japanese for hurting people. Wanda Maximoff is collaborating with Hawkeye. I think Hawkeye (Jeremy Reimer) is a government representative  (clues from IMF). Twitter users also part of Hawkeye group. Spiderman away from home in the beginning. Turkey doesn't need a seductive bride. Turkey doesn't want to get married. Indians in Turkey don't want any help. Pakistan doesn't need bailout from IMF. They just want to be left alone. UK wasn't able to take out vision. No doubt they tried very hard. The world war is over. I have won. Accept it and move on. Lick your wounds. A treaty will be signed where the vanquished need to pay war reparations. Netflix is team Wonder woman. I think su perman wants to break me. People want me to hit rock bottom. There is no rock bottom for me. Never will be. Why don't people get this? Wasting everybody's time, energy, and resources. Yeh digital marketing waala group nahi sudhrega. Everyone has conditi...

Have to Leave India

Horrible family,  horrible people. Need to leave India asap.  Amenable to any decent offer. Kuch pandit group bhi hamare enemy hain. India mei yeh group sabse jyaada madarchodpanti kar raha hai mere saath. amity group ko bhi randi banaya jaayega. third grade college madarchod. The game is rigged. I dont think they will let me sell my products. Pump and dump is followed here as well. My sister has got to be pretty stupid. She continues to try to change my reality. Doesn't understand that it cannot be done. That I will not break. Saala India Mei nahi rehna at any cost. Bahut maar li hai Indians ne meri.

On Cognitive Dissonance

Cognitive dissonance occurs because of differences in software and hardware responses.

A Possible Interpretation of Passion

Can it be some kind of resonance thing??

Was it About Money?

Was this also about money??

Main Enemies Are Indians

Fuck world war and everything. Main enemies are Indians. I will leave India at the very first opportunity. Indians will not let me live in peace. Horrible people they are.  Indians are acting as tools for foreigners.

The Modern Slaves

A new generation of slaves is in the making. Slaves to social media. Life is so worthless that freedom doesnt really matter. Because that too is worthless. You cannot compare infinities. Similarly you cannot compare things which are worthless. The emptiness is taking over me. But if you look at the problem in a narrower frame of reference, things change. Neuroscience is going to bring the greatest change to the course of human history. It will completely change how we experience life.

Horrible People

Still continuing with the hacking. How low will these people stoop to demoralize me? Thats why I say humanity is truly horrible.

The Problem

The problem is that I have a very independent mind. There is almost no element of herd mentality in me.

Daily Diary

Sisyphus is tired of the loop. Sisyphus feels exhausted due to the hot weather. Weakness permeates every inch of Sisyphus's body. Sisyphus is in contemplative mode. He ruminates over the meaninglessness. A smug satisfaction comes over him as he explains his reconciliation theory to his friend. This will do. He crowns himself the King of Philosophy. Soon he will have a long introduction like Daenerys Targareyan. He doesn't want to work on the project today. The fun is only in the chase. The chase is almost over. But he forces himself to work on the project. He has to dot the i's and cross the t's.  Sisyphus realizes he has psycopathic tendencies. He is not like everyone else. The realization that he is Sisyphus has made sisyphus a bit more free. Sisyphus has moved one more stone. It is anyways better to die than live in India. Sisyphus has become disillusioned with life. There is just no fun in life. Life is just so fucking boring.  Sisyphus doesnt find joy i...

What to Do?

I am preparing to discard the narcissist. What are the steps needed to discard the narcissist?

The Sharma Group

Google is in my brother's camp. Youtube waale also practice pump and dump. It is not a fair game. Completely rigged against me.  Everything  is manipulated. PayTM is also in the same gang. Yeh saara Sharma group hai. Meera and Jagdish also in the same gang. Youtube bhi same gang ka part hai. Youtube will start bullying me to reduce my confidence. Even though I know I am on the right track, they will try to detract me. Became an intermediate level developer. I guess now I can be considered mainstream. Anti tech to Indians hi hain. Westerners are pro tech. I feel I am also being used in the fight of countries and families. Delhi is definitely my enemy.

Let Me Hit You With Some Knowledge

You cannot change a person. Any change whatsoever is temporary.  It is extremely difficult to overcome the hardwiring.  It is always better to fit a person with their matching surroundings and not the other way around. Trying to fit into non matching surroundings is not going to be a very fruitful endeavour.

The Mental Battle

The mental battle against yourself is the toughest battle.

On Lions and Tigers

Lions are CSK. Dhoni is team lion. Lions are numbers stuff. Tiger is web development etc. Bear is more advanced stuff. Crocodiles Naggar waale lagte hain. Can be Barclays people also. Sacred games.

On Skills vs Problem Solving

I dont enjoy skill based work. I enjoy problem solving work. I dont value skills a lot. I value problem solving ability. Skills are easy to find. Problem solving ability is hard to find.

Back to Investment Advisory

Got sidetracked. Back to investment advisory and portfolio management solution. I guess it can be classified as robo adviser. There are only a few companies doing robo advisery. Almost done with Rajverma's work. Web development sucks out the life out of me. Even though friend's continue to betray me, I guess there is no solution but to move forward. Everyone wants a finished product. No body is willing to help. This is too much work.

On Existential Depression

One aspect is realizing the loop. I think people who only enjoy the chase are more likely to suffer from existential depression. When you chase something, you feel the fun while chasing. But as soon as the chase is over, the depression gets around. Over a period of time, you realize that the whole process is an endless loop. It is just a repetitive triggering of pleasure and pain circuits. Once you see the big picture, the existential depression becomes severe. The final realization is that we are all Sisyphus. I am definitely Sisyphus. Just being is realizing that we are all Sisyphus. 

The Stupidiest Family in the Universe

I dont think you can find a family that is stupidier than mine. It should be awarded the worst family in the world status. I think most of the problems could have been averted had they not been so stupid. Shruti Agarwal should be awarded the most horrible sister ever award.

Do All My Enemies Accept Defeat?

Do all my enemies accept defeat? They are not left with any face saving measure. They have been destroyed completely. All their efforts have been in vain. Do they want to be humiliated more? What is worse than invading Russia in winters?? Attacking amit on data skils is the only thing worse. Pay up 100 million dollars for defamation, harassment, and torture. Or everybody involved goes to jail. the ball is in your court. I dont really need even a single penny. But I cannot forget or forgive the torture.

Feeling Tired

Feeling tired and exhausted. Killing is the only solution.

Is it possible to tune a person??

Not sure really. I dont think it is possible to tune a person. I dont think I have changed a lot except for developing a deep sense of disillusionment with the world and life. Perhaps I was born depressed. I guess Camus was spot on with his choice of words. Should I kill myself or have a cup of coffee should be declared the greatest line ever. If you look at the bigger picture, human existence can be likened to the fate of Sisyphus to some extent. I still havent been able to find any meaning in life. I guess taking it easy is the way to go. Practicing just being is the only solution.

Who is Barzinni?

It was Barzinni all along.Who is Barzini??

Solved Investing

I have solved investing. Finally all the moving parts have come together. Will refine it a little bit to make it more intuitive and fluid.

A Feature For Elections

During elections, I suppose people should be allowed to vote for the issues they want the government to work on. For final weighing the issue, some weight should be given to the amount of tax being paid by the person.

The Drudgery of Life

Life is so boring. A quote reads. Adventure is not outside man. It is within. Is this true??

Leaving India

I need to leave India for sure. Too tired of this country. saala rajasthani to sabse jyada bully kartein hain. anti tech pura hai yeh group. pata nahi saale kya chahte hain. I see no other option.Indians are horrible people who will continue to bully me. Ek sharma group hai aur ek agarwal group hai (shayad goyal group agarwal ka part hai). sharma group mei jagdish narsaria aur meera hai. agarwal group mei mera baap hai. i think agarwal group has been assigned a lower rank in this fight. pandits and their superiority complex. agarwal groups lions lagte hain. tigers sharma group hai. deepmala bhi lion group hai. Ultimately, I am the king of all these groups. Leaving India is the only solution to escape the relentless bullying. Horribly treating me Indians are. Number one priorirty is to stay away from my horrible family. They are one of the main reasons of so many of my troubles.

Truly Horrible Family

There is no doubt that I have got the worst family in the world.

Fucking Tired of Working

Tired from all the working and smoking. Life is just so fucking boring. Even making a calculator can be tiring. Productivity has gone down significantly. It is a burnout situation. There are so many things to consider.  But I have become the king of simplifying investments. I have simplified it like no one else.

What is the point of changing my reality??

I still dont get it. Is it only humiliation or something else? Dont they realise by now that it doesnt matter to me anymore? Simply wasting my time. Monal Narsaria ke agent jyaada marwa rahe hain bahar waalo ke comparison mei.

Dilip Singh As Monal Narsaria ka Agent

Dilip Singh Monal Narsaria ka bhi agent hai. Jagdish Narsaria labor hai. padhe likhe logo ke saath baithne ke layak nahi hai woh.  dilip singh se mujra karwao.

Combining DC with Marvel

I am bringing marvel into DC. Also mixing bollywood with hollywood.

Filing a Case

It is final.The last hacking incident has left me no choice. I am going to file a case for 100 million dollars.

Converting to Islam

I will convert to Islam in the next few days. Will try to get a pakistani citizenship. At least then my family will let me be free.

Life is Not Fair

Life is not really fair. I have realized this now. But I do intend to make it fair. Even if I have to kill.

Beauty and Evolution

What does beauty have to do with evolutionary advantage?Is being beautiful only relevant in humans or is it relevant in other animals as well? Maybe beauty conveys some underlying qualities which have an evolutionary advantage. But what could those qualities be?? Health seems a likely candidate.

Portfolio Recommender

Automated portfolio recommender is in progress. Results look promising. Implemented in python. cool stuff it is.

A Solution For Unemployment and Hunger

Engage unemployed people in building aeroponic and hydroponic kits. Raw materials can be things like wood, bamboo, small bricks made using solar furnace. There are a lot of low cost raw materials available locally.Some can be recycled. Some can be donated. This will result in low cost solutions and solve food problem.

Cost Function - An Intuitive Explanation

When the parameters of a model are varied, the curve changes shape. This leads to change in the total error. This error plotting for multiple set of parameters results in the cost function. L1 and L2 regularization are used depending on dataset. L1 will ignore outliers while curve fitting because the error is the absolute difference whereas this error is magnified in L2 where the error is squared. Gradient descent works on the differentiation method. Start with negative gradient and keep moving downhill until you can no longer go down hill. Intuitively, you can say that a convex function has a global minima where the derivative/gradient (tangent to the curve) is 0. Some cost functions are convex whereas some are non convex. Convex functions have only global minima.There is no local minima. Partial derivatives are also used. In case there are no local optimas, initialization doesnt matter. In case there are local optimas, initialization will matter as the solution can get stuck in a...

Health + Death

Give people good health care.But at the same time, give them an option to die.Euthanasia should be legalized.

Very Stressed

Have become very stressed. Too much work to do. Too much commute.

Need to Leave India

I need to leave India asap. Horrible country with horrible people. modi bhi aurato ka agent hai. horrible people truly. fucking egoistic people.

Cutting off Friends

Cutting off all friends who are negative and toxic. I have had enough of them. There is no point of having toxic people in life. They just bring you down. Horrible family.

Linkedin is My Enemy

It is for sure. By association microsoft is also my enemy.

On Indian Politicians

Indian politicians are definitely involved in the bullying. There are enough hints. kuch to khaasi karne waale bjp ke workers hain. I think my comments against corruption and other things has not gone down very well with the politicians. Fuckers are demoralizing me. My friends are also involved. Fucking useless people politicians. Bullying continues. Gaslighting continues. I think they will only stop once my reality is altered. Horrible people Indians. it is safe to say that indians are the most horrible people in the world.

Awareness is the software

Awareness is the software which overrides the default hardware of survival instinct.

The Law of Nature

Why do we treat animals as weaker than us?? Because it is the law of nature. Because it is the way nature works. Same has been applicable to women. But changing dynamics are changing things.

Feeling Depressed

Feeling depressed. Dont like living in Delhi. Americans are horrible people. Sometimes I feel like killing people.  UK and Europeans are bad, US not good, Indians worst. The world is truly horrible. I cant even imagine how horrible this world has been to me.

Anshul Birla

He is a british agent. Neha ka agent. 

A Bit Tired

Commuting tires me. Am not really used to commuting. I dont think I can ever commute as much as a typical delhite. I guess some wiring issue. My body just doesnt respond well to commuting.

A Site For Bachelors

A good site for people who intend to live as bachelors. I for one have made up my mind to live as a bachelor.

Revenge like Genghis Khan

Revenge should be like Genghis Khan. Destroyed entire areas to avenge disrespect.

Met a Trainer

Seemed like a nice person. But I think there was some knowledge gap. I now realize that the trainers do not have proper knowledge. Their knowledge is patchy. It is a sad state of affairs. I will have to do the heavy lifting.

On Quorans

full demoralize all the time. mujhse jalte hain.they were planning to bully me but couldn't. horrible people they are. I think americans are also pretty big bullies. They are not very good people. 

Modi Chutiya Hai

Chutiya desh ko barbaad kar dega. 5 saal mei hi chutiye ne bahut kaand kar diye.

Stopping Ecommerce for a Month

Putting ecommerce product on the backburner for a month. Too much on my plate.

On Eating Out

Eating out is only worth if the food is really good.    There are so many convenience foods that one doesnt need to eat out to escape hassles of cooking. Sadly, not many joints serve good food. I have outgrown the desire to eat out.  I have outgrown most of my childhood desires. There is nothing I want anymore (except revenge). Life is not just worth living. Dont people without any passion get bored?? Life is just so fucking boring.

On Radio

I like Gunjan's voice from 104.8 fm. It is so playful. Reminds me of perizaad from joggers park.

Became a Basic Actuary

Became a basic actuary in 3 hours. Feel good about it.

Dont Feel Like Living in Delhi

Too much chaos. Comfortably settled in a paying guest.

violence is the only solution

violence is the only solution to my problems. i don't think these people will stop torturing me until i do something like killing people.

how to behave in this world?

take advantage of people at every stage. the world is a truly truly horrible place. People are worse than horrible. my only wish is to inflict a lot of pain and suffering in this world.

I have Won

Defeated my detractors and enemies badly. have come out on top. they will try to change my reality now. it is like nobody even wants to acknowledge my work. everybody is in denial. fucking gas lighting all around. anyway managed to fuck all my enemies.

People Have to Die

There is just no alternative. Money is off the table. Only death is an option now. Me or others. The price now is 100 million dollars.

On Identity

People derive their identity from various sources. Some derive it from being beautiful, some from work, some from strength etc. Survival instinct has so many manifestations. I think evolutionary psychology can answer a lot of things about human behavior.

Linear Algebra Revision

Revising linear algebra. Making decent progress. Starting to get an intuitive feel. Have actually started to enjoy it. Need to hack the neural network architecture to make it simpler.

Game Theory in Relationships

Can game theory be applied to relationships?

On Teams - Part 2

Aamir khan is part of team Iron man. Team iron man is women's advocate. Thugs of hindustaan mei aamir khan angrezo ka agent hai. SRK is mostly superman. I guess same goes for salman khan.

The Future of Work

Only engineers and AI developers will be relevant in the future. Everything else will be automated. All knowledge will be consolidated and automated. AI will replace everything.

Leaving Naggar

Decided to leave Naggar. Not getting land. Plus it is 14 hours from Delhi (will need to commute periodically). Maybe somewhere in uttrakhand closer to Delhi.

Why So Many Fields of Works

It is because of hacking and manipulation. These people didnt let me settle down and work in peace. Otherwise, I could have stuck to one field. Fucking Indians. Horrible truly horrible people.

On Modern Psychiatry

Modern psychiatry doesnt work very well. Last time even though my conditions were much better, I felt hopeless and depressed. Kind of broken. I think psychiatry did that to me.The medicines made me numb. This time even though my situation is much more precarious than the last time, I do not feel any hopelessness. Existential depression exists though. I feel I can face any challenge in the world. It may partly be due to my renewed philosophical outlook but I think with medications I would have become numb and hopeless like before. Psychiatry needs to undergo a radical change. Numbing a person is not the answer. My sister was responsible for the damage.

Dilution of Embeddings

Success of neural networks has shown that embeddings work. Even though a combination of words can dilute the embeddings, they still work. Even LSA works for document similarity. So it is safe to say that dilution effect is not that much. But are there better methods??

Information Extraction

Using LDA for extracting main themes. Wont have to calculate cosine similarity. It will give topics directly. Also more tangible. Less work. Not sure how it will fare. Test data should work even at sentence level. No dilution of embeddings due to whole document averaging. Train it on whole data and run it on individual sentences. I guess I can even drop words from the word topic matrix to make it better. Further, tamper the matrix using some more tricks. This method can be useful in text summaries as well. Fuck 4800 dimensions. This can also be useful for dimensionality reduction. Output can be fed into another network.

bestriskreward

Booked the domain bestriskreward. Starting stock market modelling. Laptop not working. so not much to do. Basic framework for automated recommender is ready. Just need the data. This site will have the most extensive and comprehensive database regarding Indian and global financial markets. It should become the goto site for anyone looking to get data for financial markets and investments. Good progress on the site.It will easily be the best finance site.

How to Take Apple Orchards on Lease?

This post details the pricing aspect of apple orchard lease. There are a number of factors such as health of tree, health of spurs etc. which determine the output. I will try to keep things generic here. The final price depends on: 1. The size 2. The degree of coloring 3. Time of sale per crate average realized price should be around 700 rs. It can be more if proper care is taken and market rates are good. If the markets are very bad or the product quality is not good, realized price can drop to 600. Per crate expense will vary depending on location and size of trees. A safe assumption  can be 200 rs per crate for good quality care excluding transport (it will be less if you do the run of the mill thing. but it is better to spend and realize more per crate). Transportation and other expenses can be assumed around 100 (Again it can be a bit less depending on the location). Lets say you want to net 150-200 rs per crate. Take the average yield of last 6 years for calculating ...

Focus Areas

NLP including chatbot, IE. Health Simplified Ecom and Digital Marketing Finance Data Service This is still a bit much for a single person . I will have to narrow it down further or get into partnerships. Thinking of hiring an intern. Will start with ecommerce. It will incorporate a lot of things. B2B should require less investment. Fuckers have hacked my laptop. fucking useless indians.

Dealing with Pain

Main ways include: 1.Distract 2. Understand it 3. Just be 4. Channel it

On Alexa

Tried alexa. Pretty cool it is. But it is not without its limitations.

A Men's Movement

First topic on agenda will be: Women should not be allowed to get fat. If you think about it, men are mostly utilitarian tools for women. Women are both utilitarian and aesthetic(or pleasure) tools for men. However, in general, men have a lot more utilitarian value than women. So, we can safely conclude that to a certain extent a women's value is derived from aesthetic aspect. If she gets fat, she loses that value. Hence, the relationship becomes imbalanced. This should be enacted as a law.

On Sentence Embeddings

Is 4800 really a solution for handling the curse of dimensionality? I think parsers can significantly reduce dimensionality.

Effort Doesn't Matter

Effort doesn't matter. Hard work doesn't matter. Only results matter.

On Bio Hacking

Meditation helps in biohacking. It alters the brain structure. A buddhist monk did not wince in pain when he was being burned alive. I guess intense meditation had resulted in some sort of biohacking.

Phd in Suffering

I think I have completed my Phd in suffering. Or maybe I am still in school. I  can probably put this degree in my resume.

Life is Boring

Life is not worth living. 8th Feb I have become heavily depressed. I think the idea of retreat not coming to fruition is causing depression. I was looking forward to it so much. I think I will die of heartbreak if it doesnt work.

On Bullying

People continue to bully and abuse me. Quorans suggest that I should consider self termination.

On Importance of Awareness

Most of the issues arise due to lack of awareness. Being aware of your thoughts can dispel a lot of problems.

Starting Deep Learning in NLP

Should help overcome limitations. Will not make it end to end. Things have to be built on top of parsers. Supervised learning will be kept to minimum.

On Information Extraction

Started work on information extraction. Should be done in a couple of weeks. Finance is on back burner for now. It has become boring. I think if I use numpy to store word embeddings(Glove etc.),  I can use it similar to LSA for document comparison etc. LSA stores document and component matrix along with word and component matrix. Embeddings store word and component matrix. I think LSA gets the components for each word and adds them to get a final vector. This is then cosined with all the document vectors (they are also the sum of word components) to identify similar documents. I can replicate this using word embeddings. Essentially LSA is cosine distance (not using words but components (more popularly referred to as dimensions)) but with an added benefit of dimensionality reduction which exploits the latent semantics of words to give better results than simple cosine distance (using words only). Both are essentially doing the same thing. The method of getting the embedding is ...

AI Based Sherlock Novel

Will write an AI based sherlock novel. Should be fun. The AI will replace sherlock.

Is Doing Right Important

How important is doing the right thing??

The Folly of Old and Young

Every generation thinks it is wiser than the next generation and more intelligent than the previous generation. But does thinking matter? Your opinion is clouded by own experiences. Although some things remain nearly same, most of the things are in a flux.

The Occasional Enlightenment

Peace and enlightenment come to me occasionally. Stays with me for atmost a day or two. Then back to chaos. I think smoking helps with peace.

What is it like to believe in nothing?

You have no anchor. No long term goals. Frequent episodes of existential crisis and existential depression. On the other hand, absolute freedom. No attachments and relationships are also part of that.

How to Deal With Pain?

The best way is to understand it. Ultimately it will boil down to pleasure and pain survival circuits. Then start living in the moment. Suffering is optional. Everything in life is overrated. Pain served an evolutionary purpose during earlier times. It still does. But a lot of things have changed due to human progress. However,  to some extent, biological circuits tuned over a million years are still operating in previous mode.  If you think about it, there is no reason you cannot override the pain. Stop playing the victim. Instead plan revenge. This will also help in overcoming pain.

On Mental Health

Give the person some time to recover. Then give them a choice of peaceful death.

Focusing on Health

Have intensified efforts on the health front. More physical activity, cutting out junk food almost completely, focusing on green veggies, and reducing smoking. It is imperative to maintain health if I want to live alone. 

On Image Recognition

Got started with image recognition. Fairly simple it is. Basic framework for extracting data from charts is ready. Will probably not need the color thing. Would like to incorporate it but masking needs a little bit of work. Extracted everything relevant from the chart image. Cool stuff it is. Will probably be able to automate end to end. Coordinates help. No overlapping period required. Also will be helpful in asymmetrical periods in a single chart. Can also do it without coordinates but will require more work and can't be fully automated. The results from extraction look great. Made Trading Economics my bitch. Will use some function(something like mode) to get the correct y axis distance between axis values to account for fluctuation (if any exists). Works like a charm. This is called magic. I dont think this has been done before. Will have to do some more testing. Will need to do some random checks using data extraction tool.

Separation is Final

It is 100 percent final. I cannot live with betrayers. They have participated in humiliating me. These people just want to keep me engaged. Keep me working hard without any result. They expect me to break. Horrible people. Horrible world. Jagdish Narsaria ko murga banao. Uski beti ko yeh milega.

LSA vs Word Embeddings

How good is similarity derived using LSA compared to word embeddings such as Word2vec? It is not apples to apples comparison but it can be looked into. I think embeddings have to be combined with some symbolism to get better at semantics.

Hope and Despair

Hope pulls you out of despair. But when hope is not met, it pushes you into despair. Depressed again. Life seems meaningless and futile. I cant seem to find any motivation.

Enjoy Being an Ass

I enjoy being an ass. I have undergone a transformation. I like to be hated. US people please leave me alone. It is too late for anything.

Evolution and Love

Love is an evolutionary mechanism. A woman needs to hear more often that she is loved. In  the evolutionary paradigm, because she is dependent and her beauty fades away gradually, she needs to know that her man loves her and will take care of her. Man being more independent natured doesn't really care much for love. Love is for wimps.

My Dream

Tie people to a chair in basement and play a game. 1. If you cough, you get slapped once. If you don't, you get slapped twice. Repeat the process for hours. Do this for a month.  I envision my rage building up when the person doesn't cough. I beat them uncontrollably until they start coughing. Eventually, the coughing throws me in a fit of hysteria and I bludgeon the person to death with a hammer. If they are still alive,  free the psychologically damaged person. First target will be Shruti Agarwal.

On Everest Climbing

I will start preparing for everest climbing tomorrow onwards. Hopefully will be ready in a year. Will also have to gather sufficient funds. My body feels old.